au revoir

Why is it always about Orpheus turning back foolishly and never about Eurydice following him out of the Underworld, likely knowing she was doomed. That Orpheus went all this way, singing the story of their love, hopeful that he will return her to the surface and finally build their life together— but they will not. She knows her Orpheus will turn back. And yet she still follows him, all the way to the top, because the simple pleasure of seeing his back again is enough for her. Isn’t that a foolish thing to do for love?

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

my mind hand touched a hot memory stove

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

sometimes u just have to say ‘tragic’ and move on

i wanna talk about it but i really dont wanna talk about it

I think about you quite often

thankful for those who made me laugh when it was hard to even smile

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

u know what will really ruin ur day? anything if ur sensitive enough

Things I’m always down for: - road trips - breakfast for dinner - coffee - naps - good music

LOVE WILL FIND YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN EVEN WHEN YOU THINK IT WON'T

suddenly i don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because i always yearned for someone to understand my soul.

As it turns out, I am exactly as awkward as I think I am

Me and the guys are gonna be reblogging and liking some posts after work if you wanna come with