who fell first / fell harder but it's sam falls first and dean falls harder specifically because dean just keeps pushing the goal post of what he considers just being sam's big brother vs being in love with sammy until he does not care anymore and let's it all get tangled and fucked up vs sam who's first real memory is being a very small child waking up from a nap in dean's protective embrace and the first thing he comprehended was dean's pretty eyes and the soft cooing way dean talked to him and sam has known since then he has and would forever love love dean, even if he wasn't supposed to.














