Woot Speed

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wow ... where to begin? 

for one—I suppose—last Tuesday, during therapy with a simultaneous gentlelady, scholar, and godsend of a practitioner, we blasted away 3/4 of my depression in a single go .. and this Tuesday we blasted away the rest of it ... and THAT was after goodness knows how many sessions of releasing pain I'd held onto for a long, long time. 

and now? I'm about to move in with my One True Pairing (again, that's "OTP"!), I'm about to get back into the working world, and I've never felt more confident in my life. 

it's a joy to be able to share our journey, isn't it?

not only that, but I had a self-realization moment a few months ago, noting I've been pathologically absorbing and analyzing (skeptically, no less) every single stimuli as far back as I can remember. 

meaning I've thought about and challenged every single thing my five senses have picked up ... not only that, but I've done the same for the spiritual realm since first experiencing "water energy" (Soo-Gi in Korean) in Tang Soo Dō and Tai Chi in 2010, which expanded into the 6th sense. 

basically: I've got a lot not just to say about society and reality as we THINK we know them, but a lot to talk with everyone as a whole ... and I glow at the notion of all of us sharing our worlds. 

the goal here is to put something good, thoughtful, positive, challenging, or—ideally—new paradigm inducing (basically bringing in a new and infinitely greater era) into every single post and every single day. my whole life I've been studying absolutely everything my mind, body, and spirit can comprehend and assembling it into one giant cohesive picture. 

and excitingly, even my wildest theories (which I've actually experienced firsthand with my 6 senses—and more on "the 6th sense" in a post very soon!—are not only plausible to the Dear Ones I've confided in, but even my therapist has deep confidence in my reality as I've lived it. 

so yeah. I've been immersing myself completely in everything ... and it's time to talk about it. 

let's not only make a better tomorrow. let's not just survive. let's not even live ... but thrive. 

woot speed. namaste. and rock on. <3

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Josh "Light" Work

as long as it's only once.

good enough. I'll take it!

also, after that, house advisor Kevin and I did a synchronized roundoff. that was even cooler!

ahhhh. what a time to be alive. 

isn't serendipity (and / or synchronicity) a wonderful thing?

take, for example, today. 

I've noticed a very strange bug in my Mac wherein my storage partition (separate from a smaller, boot partition) shows only what's left, not how much is available. 

basically, I can delete a 10GB file or folder, and somehow, the space available is capped at a different number. 

very, very strange. 

this is especially frustrating, because:

1. modern Macs are often capped at capacities, meaning that when I'm out, I'm truly out of luck. it's either stuck with 2TB, buying a new Mac, or hauling around another external disk. 

2. my photo library (which I've been wanting to put on Omse's internal drive) is 164GB (where my available space reads 186GB), and ideally, your storage partition is spacious and requires little culling of excess data. this would be cutting it dangerously close.

so, as a last-ditch effort I call up Apple. 

and first off, this is 3 out of 3 successes where the person on the other line is phenomenally friendly and cordial. Apple, you win this round!

and this person in the present did not disappoint. 

first, he and I shared a playfully perplexed state of mind, and he passed me along to someone higher up, who was not only equally friendly, but, it turns out, a Jiu-Jitsu practitioner!

and you know what? he passed that along to some engineers, and we're scheduled to talk tomorrow at the same time. 

how funny is that, I'm actually looking forward to that session, both swapping positive energy with a person on the other end and getting to the bottom of a long-standing issue. 

ahhhh. what a time to be alive. :)