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I do wish we could make it a little more socially acceptable to wander the streets at night weeping inconsolably I feel like that would have a great catharsis factor for a lot of people

ok i slept and ate food and now i will walk around

ngl i think some of the relatable artist posts on here sorta just encourage stagnation

The vibe of living in this house is basically like i’m always wondering if one day i’ll come home to find out everyone has killed themselves

I hate living here so much I feel a tangible bottomless pit in my stomach every time I come home it’s so devoid of life in this fucking cursed place

I'm going to *remembers how many times in my life I didn't tell anyone I was suicidal* you know, I'm not going to, but I honestly think even joking about it is better than never talking about it, and I think people who have dealt with such a difficult thing deserve to be able to joke about our own experiences without getting lectured about some knock-off CBT that's been ground up and shat out of the online pop psychology void, and also you know this format in itself is a suicide joke right it's just euphemistic

I intend to pour resin over everything so nothing ever changes again

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for a nuanced reason