jonahmarshall

Me when I'm in a appeal to authority fallacy competition and my opponent is a diagnosed/traumagenic pro-endo system

- Co morbid conditions, including vulnerability to addiction (be normal abt addicts or die by my blade)

- Anhedonia , apathy , or just the general difficulty processing emotion that comes with chronic dissociation

- How damn isolating the condition can be

- How systemhood can intersect and affect/be affected by other identities (the unique experiences of poc systems, physically disabled systems, neurodivergent systems, queer systems, etc)

- Suicidal ideation

- Time loss

- Identity disturbance and issues with identity beyond the existence of alters

- Phobias developed by trauma

- Amnesia and the ways it can manifest

- CDD representation in media, either coded or explicit, and ways you relate to them

- P-DID and OSDD systems and their specific experiences

- How to advocate for yourself as a pwcdd in medical / professional spaces

Although, I can understand why a lot of this stuff isn’t talked about to an extent. It can be deeply personal and dangerous, especially if you participate in syscourse where pro/anti endos or endos themselves may use that information to hurt you for your opinions.

- Abuser introjects

- Fusion and integration (without cenorship of it or acting like it’s triggering)

- Alters with very different beliefs from the rest of the system (I refer to them as Ego-Dystonic Parts)

- Alters reenacting abuse internally

- Communication tips, both internal and external

- Self advocacy between parts

All of these, including the things I listed above are normal symptoms of the disorder. Do not be ashamed for experiencing these.

if a system has an introject with a 'problematic' source, it is NOT your place to ensure that alter is fully source separated. that is THAT SYSTEM'S BUSINESS. you can ask them to just not talk about their source, but it is NOT your place to force them to source separate. YOU ARE NOT THEIR DOCTOR. YOU ARE NOT THEM. IT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS.

Source Separation is a form of recovery that TAKES TIME. It looks different for everyone. Hell, in my system, it's different between every introject! a little under half of my system is made up of introjects, some of us are "fully"* source separated, others aren't at all, and others are somewhere in the middle. Some of these introjects, on all ends of the spectrum, are sourced from problematic characters or problematic shows. where they land on the progress bar to source separation should not be the concern of a random discord mod that claims their server is a "safe space for systems" if they don't view introjects as their source. Forcing source separation when an introject isn't ready can be HARMFUL to not only the introject but the system AS A WHOLE.

"But my alter-"

Shut up.

"I'm sorry my alter hurt you."

Shut up. THATS FUCKING YOU. DONT FUCKING SHIFT THE BLAME.

Genuinely shut the fuck up. I used to be a pretty bad person too and at least I fucking own up to it. You all are so pathetic.

If you feel attacked by this you're the problem btw. Grow up and try and improve. Or don't. But in the latter case, leave me tf alone.

1. even if you could create your own “headmates,” (calling them headmates for the sake of conversation since you can’t consciously create alters,) why would you? you do know when you’re creating a system, (which you can’t do but again for the sake of argument,) you’re technically signing a Terms and Conditions you didn’t read the fine print to that says “this headmate can intrude on you when you don’t want them to, do shit you’d rather them not do, speak in headspace when you’re trying to focus, and take control of your body when you want to be in control” right? because in CDDs, which being willo is a ripoff of, your headmates aren’t just friends or roleplay. they’re actual, sentient, independently functioning parts of you that you have to live with. in a real CDD there’s not always privacy in your own head and it can get very distracting when the front is packed. it’s not the party in your head you think it is

2. no, you cannot just build a headmate. if our host could just pick and choose what he wanted us to be like half of us wouldn’t exist and there would be a lot more consistency in aesthetics and behavior. that’s why DID and OSDD are disorders, because they cause distress, because you can’t control every aspect of it.

3. stop collecting fictional characters and roleplaying my guys. even fictive heavy CDD systems don’t get excited to finish off splitting the last of a show’s characters smh. roleplaying fictional characters and calling it “switching” and “fronting” only makes us fictive heavy systems look ridiculous. being fictive heavy is actually kinda common and look what endos have done, appropriated that too

4. I’m not doubting you have trauma my guy I’m just saying you’re not endogenic

proof:

Not only is AI incredibly harmful, but the harassment over a review is incredibly immature.

The app itself (which I have used, despite them claiming the opposite) absolutely sucks. It's full of glitches and problems, it's unresponsive, and even if it wasn't, it would still be made with AI and automatically disgusting

The first screenshot comes from the "about this app" section on Google play store. It is hidden unless you expand it. You can check for yourself (unless they edit the description).

also a note: i have multiple accounts. the account I used for the review (made from phone) isn't the same one on my tablet, which is where I had the app to try it out. Perhaps they saw that the account I used for the review wasn't one that used the app? I'm not sure if that's a thing.

I don't take much offense from being called an ugly person, out of all things, but I ask you to report the review if you want, and the app.

@anti-willo-miku @anti-willo-deku @anti-willo-solivan tags for reach!

Ai is killing our planet, and I cannot justify it.

ANOTHER NOTE!!!