🃏incongruous juxtaposition🎭

Personal info: I guess previously I existed as a "persecutor" type alter, and I still struggle with impulsivity (related to bodily safety) and feelings of strong anger @ other ppl and @ ourselves, but I've gotten better at being nicer to the body, and I realized I sabotaged a lot of my inner relationships with ppl insys n so now I realized that's not that I want at all & I wanna become better so I can form closer bonds with the others in here🧠 n also exist in the world🌐 more comfortably. But there's still a lotta stuff we're holding n working thru so it'll take a lotta time & work & trying & failing & healing etc. All that's 2 say: I'm still learning how to be kind and practice self-love n all that shit, and also still trying 2 find out how I can be a good person in the world n with other people 🌈☮️🫂