Wanting Someone To Beg For Me To Live

Self destructive behaviors: u gotta

me: …

Dear E.,

I‘m so sad that this happened.

Trust me I miss you every fucking day. You were everything to me.

I needed you. I need you. But I think it’s my fault. I was bothering you so much with my problems that I lost you. You had your own problems but I only talked about mine.

I just want to thank you for everything, for listening to me, for helping me and I want you to know that you will always be so important to me.

I‘m not sure if you realize that I mean you but I hope you do.

Actually it’s good that we lost contact because now it isn’t hard for you when I leave this world.

I am so sorry for how I acted. I hope you will end up happy.

Now that I will end my life I needed to tell you this.

Your K.

I’m waiting for you. (via flame)