belle

“i. I get bored easily. I’m never satisfied, always looking for the next best thing that’s gonna make me feel something. I’m never enough and people are never enough for me. ii. I feel too much. Even when I’m empty, I feel my bones trying to crawl out of my skin, looking for a body that’s not so broken all the damn time. iii. I lie and get lied to often. I lie to be liked, I lie when I’m bored, I lie because it’s natural and I lie because it’s easy. iv. I always think there’s something wrong with me, that I’m special because I’ve got all these flaws and all this pain, when the truth is that everyone is flawed. Everyone suffers in its own way and that’s what brings out together and that’s why I always try to be fake deep so people can feel something, so that I can feel something. v. I’m a fraud but I think you already got that.”

even this will pass. nothing is forever.