dog prophet

SUPER AWSOME ART ACCOUNT

giftwrapping is scary asf what if i forgot to put the gift in the box😨

sorry for this much bullshit oh my god

maybe im just saying this because i have only like 3-4 friends at my grown age of almost 20 and im really miserable/sad these few weeks and can only talk to maybe 1 of them and my brain feels congested because it used to shit out so much stuff be it art animation or other handcrafts and nowi just lay in bed all day feeling sick and waiting for someone to text/call me so i can have an excuse to get out

probably the one of the reasons is just??? lesspeoole are seeing this THİS İS ALSO STRİCTLY NOT ABOUT POSTİNG STUFF ONLİNE i just miss highschool when id sit and talk with my friends while i drew and theyd look through my stuff and ask me about it YES ART İS FOR THE SELF AND NOT FOR """ATTENTİON""" but its a part if me as a person isnt it? who doesnt want a big part (and a better, more presentable part at that!) of who they are to be seen by their peers?

i was sooo busy being miserable i forgot i used to draw for hours everyday in highschool i literally forgot how fun it was, i took out the last sketchbook i was using (wich isnt that long ago?? maybe just a few months ago i stopped drawing on it because ppl in collage are miserable and act like youre a kid if they see you drawing something non-realism) to look through it and holy shit i had so many ideas in my head for all my self insert/original characters and shit EVEN THOUGH İ WAS SLOOOOOOWW WİTH THE DRAWİNG PART i had soo many little comics and stuff that i just stopped drawing because the pages just start being dominated by my class notes and half assed-uninspired sketches WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED İN SUCH A SHORT TİME

artfight is making me realize how inconsistent my art style is and i dont like it