I Am Jasmine Rockefeller

I feel. Like. Everyone. Making fun of me. Cause I'm so dumb. "Silly faggot." I want to disappear. Functioning. Sucks. Wine. Drive?

I keep repeating that scene. That sentence. Over. And. Over. It's like reassurance. "No matter what. It's going to be okay. It can suck. And be the end of you. You will need some. A lot. Of downtime to mourn and move on. That is if things go. Away. Lol. Motivational speeches to myself. DONT KIlL lol. I just got off the phone with him. "Come to my work a bit earlier." Omg I got flashes. Me sitting in an abandoned house with a metal noose around my head. When he called me to come down. In person. And he broke up with me. I really don't want that to happen again. Heh. Hope for the best. Expect the worst. Lol. I'll be okay. I can survive anything. I like. Just want to sleep. I barely ate for the past 3 days. You suck josh. You fucking suck.

MTV Scream

Sex in the City 

Turn back time, I would go back to 5th grade. And continue to be a loner til I graduated college If I could go forward. I would fast forward to the 8th.

Every. Single. Year.

Travis THomas. I’m sorry I’m not the best girlfriend. I do love you. Ugh. Boy. You’re fucking perfect in my eyes. All besides your habit. Besides that. You don’t lie to me. You’re the farthest thing from a cheater. You make me so beautiful. I fucking love you. 

Me

MTV Scream