JamyJJ

new one

it's like. I used to think my autism didn't really include the need for routine but what I've found is that when it's a Planned divergence in routine that's fine (going on trips etc) and when I can Choose to divert my routine bc I know I can handle it that's also fine (like deciding to go out for drinks or deciding to go to a movie or deciding to change dinner plans). but when Other People or Circumstances change my routine without prior warning that's when my brain goes absolutely fucking insane.

"let's read castle swimmer" she thought,"it's just gay fishies" she thought

Don’t you just miss some people so much that it hurts?

i’ve had a realization and i’m sure it’s been done before but-

Looking in the mirror while dissociated like