She whined. This was hard!
His cock was right there!
Heâd had her kneel right between his legs and had her get in as close as she could, and normally that meant sheâd be taking him in her throat by now. But not today. Today, heâd said to look up at him, and not to look away.
It had been maybe two seconds before the throbbing, pounding rush of need inside her got almost too much to bear. Sheâd fidgeted, squirmed, and her eyes had darted down. That had made him tut, which had given her butterflies, and heâd put a finger under her chin to keep her head up.
âFocus,â heâd said, his eyes on hers.
At once her desperation mellowed. She still wanted to suck his cock, obviously - oh, how badly she wanted to - but the selfish need to go over what heâd told her drained away. This wasnât about her, this wasnât for her. She was focused. Focused on him. It got easier.
But it didnât get easy.
He could tell she was trying though, and he smiled.
âGood girl,â he said. âI just want to watch your eyes empty. Theyâre so busy right now. Good girls donât think, but sometimes they have a lot buzzing in their heads. We can stop that. You can be blank. Blank feels good.â
That pressed a button. Another happy, fluffy wave of quiet contentment washed through her, and some of that buzzing heâd talked about just winked away. She even sighed.
âFeels goodâŚâ she said, more like an exhale than actually speaking.
âThere you go. Focus. Good girl. I can already see your eyes going quieter. Thatâs it. Donât look away, just focus. Youâre safe. Good girls donât think.â
âGood⌠girls⌠donât thinkâŚâ
Repeating wasnât a conscious choice. She didnât have much consciousness left.
âSo easy for me. Perfect. Thoughts just go. Itâs like wiping dust from a screen. Swipe and gone. Donât look away. Focus. Blank and empty. Good girl. Aww, look at you.â
Too many words to repeat. Just fluff in her head. She couldnât look away. His eyes. Words.
He used his free hand to take his cock out and let it rest - hot, heavy, and hard - on her bottom lip. A tiny fraction of her brain worked enough to notice this but she didnât whine. The whining had stopped. Needy, selfish. She wasnât selfish. She was a good girl. She was his. She was for him. Instead she just opened her mouth, just enough, and kept her eyes on his.
âThat took a lot less than I thought it would,â he said, grinning now. She just waited.
Removing the finger from under her chin he moved it up and gave her a tap right between the eyes. The contact sent a shiver through her and the tiniest of moans escaped.
âFocus on whatâs in front of you,â he said, sitting back.
Her eyes swam down, going crosseyed a little. Cock.
She didnât need to think much at all for that.