I have a physical emotional reaction to talking, thinking, and writing about The Catcher in the Rye. No book has ever impacted me as emotionally as Catcher, and if I think about it for more than a second, my heart grows heavy and my eyes tear up involuntarily. Obviously, my favorite book (the one tied most to my identity) is Dorian Gray, but Catcher is an incredibly close second because of how emotional I get over the poetry of Holden Caulfield's character. No other literary character has impacted me as heavily as Holden. Someone please come help this kid. Someone please pay him any attention at all in a way that doesn't blame him for wanting to leave everything behind. Someone please understand him and provide long-lasting support for him. He's been through so fucking much and the only person he trusts is his sister, whom he can't visit without the risk of confronting his parents. But he did everything to see her, even if it meant returning to "hell." He doesn't want her to end up like him, and it's fucking heartbreaking because of how much he hates himself. He's full of love and the world won't forgive him for it. Someone please love this child unconditionally and show him compassion for once in his goddamn life.














