but it’s always you

I will never fully be able to hate Fang Runin. Like R.F Kuang had said at a panel, every terrible thing Rin had done was for a reason. Every dreadful act was exactly what anybody would do had they been put into her shoes. I think she is so interesting and it’s infuriating watching her character be diluted down to “teenage girl who gets powers and murders people” because she is so much more. Rin is stronger than she can comprehend. Rin has murdered thousands in the name of liberating her people. Rin has reduced innocent people she’s killed to vermin just to make genocide more palatable. Rin commits war crimes. Rin also murders a rapist. Rin also loves her friends so fiercely and would and has defended them with all that she can. Rin speaks for the oppressed and wants to give them a voice and hope. Rin grieves like any mourner would. Rin is both so human and yet so inhumane. She uses soldiers like they are nothing but pawns on a chess board. Shes the product of war, she shows exactly what young people are turned into by the brutality of war and oppression. She is a coin of the cruelty and sympathy of all sides of war looks like.

i only like enemies to lovers if it’s gay because i think men who are mean to women don’t deserve to live

it meant something to me! maybe that can be enough

I hate that “chat” now makes people think of chatgpt. no. I’m asking my imaginary greek chorus twitch audience.

as a woman you're always too young or too old for things because the perfect age is when you're a man

Watching any movie before 2000 reminds you that people in movies used to be hot but like in a normal way

I’m so easily revitalized by small, loving gestures

i rlly enjoy reading all ur little diaries on here i hope u all have a nice life

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

every day i get a little madder about the ‘dream job’ narrative… all i want is to have a job that benefits society somewhat, doesn’t abuse me, and lets me live a happy life outside of my job lol. jobs should not be (and arguably can’t be) cosmic destinies and identities

I was born in the exact right generation I love being an unmarried woman in my twenties with my own bank account and no children