I knew there’s some shit wrong with me the second I found out that I won’t be motivated to study or work unless I imagined one of my celebrity crushes being proud of me and praising me…

It’s my birthday today and lowkey I’ve never felt emptier lol

a few months ago i found a summery edit of jack with the song “meet me in the pale moonlight” by lana del rey. i’ve changed my account and lost it and it was the biggest loss of my life 😔

Sometimes i catch myself smiling and giggling and kicking my feet looking at jack’s photos and calling him a cutie patootie then i realize that he was a globally influential figure and he would’ve been almost 109 years old had he not been assassinated

i can’t be the only one who’s sick and tired of seeing smut everywhere. bring back tooth-rotting fluff and and cuteness and slow burn!!!

currently studying but lowkey wishing jack was here pretending to not care about what i’m doing but secretly being proud of me and giving me small gestures and pep talk…