jack rune / goldpines

a   fandomless   writing   blog,   adored   by   jack   rune   ;    21+,   he   /   him,   big   doomed   yaoi   enthusiast.   found   on   ao3   under   the   name   𝐆𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒. 

✴︎     /     &.      𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒    —      just  roll  with  it  ; riptide ( fish &. chips ),  yellowjackets ( jackieshauna, taivan, lottienat ),  the  pitt ( rabbot, hucklerobby, santellis )

He wanted to say: Grief starts feeling like a part of you, after a while. Like a disease that you just need to get used to having, because it’s not going anywhere.

He wanted to say: It keeps you up at night, doesn’t it? Forcing down hope feels like talking down a little kid who doesn’t know any better, doesn’t know the gravity of the situation, doesn’t know that it’s not going back to how it was. It’s so hard to tell yourself that you cannot save the dead. But you can free them. You can free them.

But that doesn’t mean you can ever free yourself.

He said none of it. He remained quiet."

-- through hell to the sea ; the new hyperfixation fic (fish and chips is so back baby)