HIATUS 052016

01. I miss you with all my heart. I’ve been crying for the past week because I see these things and I think of you. Look what I’ve become... yet I’m still so scared to tell you because I don’t want you to feel bad or guilty because of me. Because of what happened nearly five months ago or more.

02. I don’t know if it was because of you or because I was hoping for something but that one night where I went online and your friend messaged me... I didn’t think I would be in this place. A place where I would learn this flow art and make new friends. (But I kinda wish that you get to experience this with me?)

03. I want to go to events with you. I’m going to miss that a lot. I’m going to miss just showing up at your house or you just hitting me up randomly just to talk. Now when we talk... it feels different. I don’t know. 

tagged by: @verlossen​ tagging: /// rules: bold any fears which apply to your muse, italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

1200: Eyes fluttered close as she felt the soft ocean breeze brush up against her rosy cheeks. Hearing the chatter from the distant beings that were scattered up and down the coast, the waves crashing on each other over and over again, the scent of the salty sea water flooding into her nose and mind, the sun rays burning into the fabric and her bare skin.  1205: Her hand clutched tighter into the other hand she was holding onto as if she was going to fall from the sky. A hand she was so familiar with and was so scared of losing. It was comfortable, it was her home and it was what she was used to. Forever used to and she swears on her life and every other life out there that she’ll always be used to it and that she wants it to stay like that forever.  1215: Head rested on his shoulder as she closed her eyes tighter. A smile appearing on her face, a smile that seem to grow stronger as seconds tick by. Memories of their first outing together as they seem to confess with each other or at least it seem to be their confessional night. The moments where they hugged each other and whispered nonsense that either made her angry or made her sigh or even laugh, they were all the perfect memories she wanted with him. All the memories that made her fall more in love with him. A simple crush to full on love him with every single fiber in her body. 1223: “I love you”, she whispered without hesitation. She was happy. Truly happy. “I want more time with you... that’ll happen soon right?” Regardless of the time spent apart with the male, she was happy. “I’m all yours, 100% and even more...”  1235: Home. She was home and she will always be home. As long as he was by her side.