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The minute I saw @avada-redrawa 's art, I knew I needed to ask if I could use it. Many, many thanks for allowing me to 🥹

This was a challenging bind and I'm happy with how it turned out! Trials and errors for sure, but I can see the improvements with each one, so that's exciting.

starting Artfight off strong!! These are for @blondedsixties06 and @/cerulienn

merridew

"I am a hunter."

made some templates inspired by the "i love my gf/bf" ones where you put a picture into the heart but i made them selfship specific ^w^ you can use and edit this template however you want including for shirts etc, but it's only for personal use. don't use this template for commercial purposes. if you use or save any then a reblog and/or like are very appreciated, but no credit is needed if you post it anywhere ^w^

version without the title under the cut in case you want to add your own. font used is cooper black

Lotf 2026 edit i made right after finishing the show

Ralf fanart bc he deserves the world and his favorite flavor in a parfait

“the mask was a thing on its own, behind which jack hid, liberated from shame and self-consciousness.”

jack merridew remains a brutal reminder: seeing myself in elaborate masks and stifled tears, in guilt turned to rage, in shame turned to aggression.

my choice in portrayal of jack as blond rather than book-accurate is mainly in relation to my own sun-colored curls and songs sung in high keys. derived from the subconscious starvation of being “man enough,” these qualities are often my most insecurity-inducing. i see this mirrored in fair hair slicked black with mud and a soprano voice that cannot easily threaten. the effort to eradicate gentleness that is carved into your image is a futile battle.