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Synopsis - Julietta wakes up with no memory of her life or her husband, Ivar. Will it ever return? Does she want it to?
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Chapter 14 - Final Chapter
He is in a meeting when his phone vibrates in his pocket. Well, itβs not really a meeting, more of an information gathering session in a warehouse involving sharp instruments and spilled blood. Heβs been taking on more and more of these βmeetingsβ since she disappeared, a good way to expel some of his rage and sadness productively.
He walks away from the man he is dealing with, wipes his hands on a cloth and gets his phone out to an interesting message on his screen.
One of her passports was used to get into the country three hours ago.
A smile quirks onto his lips very briefly followed by a deep inhalation of breath.
βYou, take over from here. Just kill him. Iβve got the information I need now.β
He hears a gunshot behind him as he heads out to his armoured SUV to take him back to the estate.
When he arrives back he doesnβt go to the main house but straight to their house. He knows Ragnar would have got the same message and he needs to check something out first before he sees his father. He hurries to their shared closet, still full of her clothes and he pulls out the black shoes with the red soles, her stash spot, pulling out an untraceable phone. He turns it on and waits. The phone beeps twice. Two messages. Both from anonymous numbers, both from her.
Coming home. Too dangerous now.
See me before they get to me? I will come alone. I miss you so much.
He texts back quickly.
Yes. Will message soon. I love you. Thank you for all the photos last week, baby.
As he stashes the phone back he lets his finger run over the notebook that took him less than three days to decipher. One of the reasons he searched so hard for her and established secret communication. He cried for days when he broke the code and read her words. An anthology of love, dating from the night they met, describing every feeling she ever had for him, her deep love, the light he had reignited inside her after years of living in the black. Much as he had before he met her. The reasons why she acted as she did after Sardinia, the threats made against his life, the coldness she showed him when underneath she felt nothing but adoration. She explained it all in a diary she never intended for anyone to read. Her soul lives in these pages, and so does his.
Always and forever, no matter how far apart.
βββββββ
He heads to the main house and into his fathers study.
βI am sure youβve seen the message. She has returned.β Ragnar says without looking up from his papers.
Ivar nods. βIβll take care of it. She will contact me soon, Iβm sure of it.β
Ragnar looks up and stares into his son's eyes, carbon copies of his own. βWill you be able to finish the job this time? She cannot live, Ivar. She simply must die. If you feel like you canβt do it, or she will get the drop on you again Iβll send a whole team to hunt her down.β
βIβll do it father. She is my responsibility. I will not fuck it up again. Iβll let you know when she contacts me and what the plan is from there.β
Ragnar nods in agreement and rounds his desk to embrace his son. βI am sorry for this, sorry it has to be done. You understand though?β
βI do. Itβs been a long time coming,β Ivar says tersely, βIβll speak to you soon.β
βββββββ
He leaves the estate in his own vehicle, he drives for an hour and no one is following him. He pulls into a multi-storey car park and switches cars and drives for an hour to another car park and does the same.
Itβs dark by the time he reaches the hotel. A shitty, off the track hotel heβd never be seen dead in usually. He walks as quickly as he can to a door and knocks three times.
The door opens a fraction and he pushes it the rest of the way, slowly revealing his wife to him. She has her gun pointed at him.
βAlone?β
βAlone, baby.β He steps in and shuts the door behind him before they walk quickly towards each other, arms pulling the other into a tight embrace, clinging to the other, tears falling.
βI missed you so much, Liet.β
βFuck I missed you so much too.β
They pull at each otherβs clothing, frantic to get the other naked as quickly as possible. When their goal is managed they fall onto the crappy, lumpy hotel bed together on their sides, her leg over his waist before he pushes her onto her back and he crawls over her, their mouths attached the whole time. She grabs his hard cock and lines him up a half a second before he pushes deep into her.
Their mirrored groans into each otherβs mouths make them giggle.
βFuck, love, you feel so good,β he says into her mouth before moving her inside of her, drawing deep, low moans from her. βI missed you every second of every day.β
βMe too, Ivar. Harder, please, harder!β
Their fingers dig into each other's skin, pulling into the other, trying to close the millimetres left between their bodies, a desperate need to feel every part of the other, a desperate need to fill the two year gap since they last were with each other physically.
It takes no time for their knowledge of each otherβs bodies to kick in and they make each other orgasm. Shuddering against each other, the air blue with obscenities.
When they finally loosen their grip on the other they stay as close as possible, noses touching, laying on their sides, hands running up each otherβs backs.
βHi, baby,β he laughs out.
βHi, love,β she giggles in reply.
They just stare at each other, who knows for how long. Long enough for him to run his hand through her longer hair. To run his fingers over some new scarring on her body. Long enough for her to touch his thigh where she inflicted a break. Long enough to revel in his eyes and compare them to his.
βAnyone since us, Ivar? Are you happy?β
βNo one. No one ever again. Always and forever, baby. You?β
βNever for me, Ivar. You and only you. I need you to be happy again though. After all this.β
Ivar waves his hand as if dismissing her words. There is no point in lying to her, pretending he will ever let anyone in again so he just changes the subject.
βI did what you asked, love, I killed Lev.β
Her eyes fill with tears and she lets out a giggle of relief. βThank you, Ivar. How?β
βI peeled his skin off slowly and I made him watch videos of us when we were happy, after the accident. He begged for your forgiveness and his life in the end, love.β
A nasty sneer flashes across her face. βGood, he deserves every second of pain you inflicted on him.β
A comfortable silence settles between them again before Ivar breaks it. βWhere is he, Liet?β
βHeβs safe I promise. I will need to get back to him in the early morning. Thatβs why Iβm back, itβs too dangerous now. Iβve had too many close calls and Iβm frightened for him. He needs stability, Ivar. Iβm done running. Iβm here to face what I need to, and to give you your son. You need to keep him safe from now on. I canβt offer him that any longer.β
Ivar knew this is why she had come back. Knew his men had almost caught her in Belize. Had heard rumours of her father almost tracking her down in Peru. Ivar almost gave himself away numerous times trying to throw them off her and their sons scent, Ragnar was suspicious at one point and that was when the Belize incident happened. He had warned her but a little too late. He begged her to bring his son back to him but she wasnβt ready.
She is ready now.
Ivar clears his throat, trying to dislodge the ball in it. βI am going to talk to my father. Things are different now, with the baby. Iβ¦ Iβll talk sense into him. We can be togetβ¦β the rest of his sentence is cut off by her lips crashing his. When she pulls away she gives him a little smile.
βIvar. Weβve talked about this. Your father will not allow me to live, for his reputation and his own peace of mind. I knew coming back here it would be the end for me, Iβm under no illusion I will not die tomorrow. I thought you had come to terms with it, baby?β She runs her hand over his furrowed brow and her thumb wipes a tear away. βEven if Ragnar allowed it, which he absolutely will not, I wouldnβt allow it. If my father knew I was back, knew about our son, he would never stop coming for me, for him. He wouldn't stop until we were all cold in the ground, everyone, your mother, father and brothers. There would be no peace until he had our son in his care. I can not allow that. Iβm here so our baby can have a life without being hunted for the mistakes I made.β She is aware her voice isnβt as soft as she would like it to be, but she also knows that Ivar responds to this cold, detached hard truth. βI have loved you enough for a whole lifetime, this is how it has to be, love. You know this.β
He doesnβt reply, he nods stiffly and a silence settles between them.
βLiet. He will always know about you, Iβll never let him forget how much you love him, how much we love each other. No one will poison his mind against you.β
His heart breaks entirely to pieces as she crumbles down in front of him. She knows this is her last night on this Earth. Her actual last night this time. She is giving herself up for the sake of their baby. Their 14 month old baby who has his fathers eyes nestled in the features of his mother.
The greatest sacrifice a mother can make.
βIvar, try to raise him out of this life. I know that wonβt be easy, but send him to college, make him useful away from the violence. Make sure my father doesnβt get to him. Make sure Ragnar doesnβt ruin him. Iβm trusting you with our baby, Ivar. You need to do for him what my past had robbed from me, a chance at a happy future. Be soft with him, like you are with me. Be loving and supportive no matter who he turns out to be or the choices he makes. Show him my Ivar, not the Ivar everyone else sees. Promise me?β
βI promise. I will be the best father,β Ivar says resolutely.
She gives him a genuine smile. βI have absolutely no doubt that you will.β
βTell me more about him, baby.β
They spend the next few hours talking about him, his likes, his dislikes, how he sleeps curled up next to her every night with his favourite Elephant cuddly. She explains how rough the next few months will be for Ivar, he is his daddy but FaceTime canβt replicate a real connection. She explains how to best comfort him, what songs to sing him and how to make him laugh, what she wants for him in the future. She tells Ivar she has written letters for when he is older so he can understand what happened, but that it will be up to Ivar to judge when and if he feels their son can handle the information. Ivar says nothing, he just soaks up every word.
βI think thatβs it.β She glances at her watch.βI will send you a text at 11am to tell me to meet me at 4pm. Your father will intercept it, we both know he will send someone. Justβ¦. Just cover his eyes before, promise me you wonβt both watch me die.β
βI promise. I promise you. We have 8 hours until I need to be home to get the message.β
β8 hours.β
βThose hours are for us and us only.β He reaches for his phone, and taps until the room is filled with music.
Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac.
He stands up and holds his hand out to her. βCome dance with me one last time, baby.β
Her eyes mist over again as she goes to him, clinging to him tightly. She closes her eyes, compartmentalises the coming day and enjoys every second they have remaining.
ββββββββ-
9am rolls around and itβs time for him to go.
They cling to each other before she loosens her grip and grabs his face, pulling it closer to hers.
βIn the next life, Ivar. I will find you in the next and every life we have after. Look after our baby.β
He holds her face, forehead touching hers. βThis life and the next. I love you. I will keep him safe. I promise on everything I am, my beautiful Liet. The bravest person Iβve ever met, my fighter, my Valkyrie.β
They share a kiss, a kiss so full of love, pain, admiration and promise that they both smile and cry as they pull away and he leaves.
βββββββββ
His phone beeps dead on 11am.
Meet me at warehouse 2c at 4pm. Just you. I have something for you.
He enters the main house to his father waiting in his study.
βYou saw the message?β he asks his Father.
βI did. I wonder what she has for you?β
βA bullet in my brain I would imagine?β
Ragnar regards him, hard eyes travelling over his face. βTake your gun. You shoot her on sight. There is nothing she has that we need, nothing she can give you worth anything. Kill her and we can all move on.β
Ivar nods quickly. βThat is my plan.β He turns to walk out of his fathers office.
Ragnar waits until the heavy slam of the front door hits his ears before picking up his phone. β4pm. The docks. Set up a sniper. Kill her if he hesitates.β
ββββββ-
Ivar pulls up to the warehouse and sits for a second. He closes his eyes and breathes deeply, trying to stop the flow of tears that have been cascading down his face the whole 45 minute ride over. His heart is ripping to shreds inside his chest, despite having years to come to terms with it, a tiny sliver of bright hope lit his black soul thinking they could be a family one day. His rational brain knew it would never happen, she told him weekly it would never be the case, but the fact that the end is now is too much for him to bear.
But bear it he must. Not for her, or himself, but for their beautiful son.
He walks into the warehouse and his trained eyes see the minuscule glint from the sniper rifle up high in the corner. He will be sure to tell his father about the snipers fuck up.
His eyes find her, standing in the centre of the massive room, her back to him. His heart stops. She hasnβt brought the baby, he canβt see his son. When he is close enough he gets his gun out and points it at her.
βLiet?β
She turns slowly, their baby asleep in her arms, she doesnβt look at Ivar, she doesnβt take her eyes off their baby, soaking in every last second she has with him. He lowers his weapon as soon as he sees his son.
βThe sniper is shit, love. I spotted him the second I walked in,β she chuckles lightly, βtell Ragnar I said he needs better men.
ββββ
The sniper canβt hear what they are saying, and neither can Ragnar watching from his office from a camera feed attached to the rifle.
βSir, she has a baby in her arms.β
βI can see that.β
βShall I take the shot?β
βNo. Do not dare. Iβm pretty sure I am looking at my grandchild.β Ragnars eyes are full of tears. Itβs been years since anything elicited such emotion from him. He understands now why Ivar has tried to keep her safe these past two years, not just out of love for her, but a fathers love for his child.
Ragnar wipes his eyes and rolls his shoulder. βBe ready. This is an exchange. When itβs done I will give the word.β
βββββ
Julietta gives Ivar a look of pure love. βReady, baby? When I hand him to you I need you to turn away and walk out. Donβt watch me die, love. Okay?β
Ivarβs nods twice. They step towards each other, he drops his gun on the floor so he can embrace her one last time. With their foreheads touching, and tears on their faces she hands the baby to Ivar, bends down, sniffs the baby's head and kisses him before turning her attention back to his father, placing a slow kiss on his lips.
βIn the next life, love,β she says
βAlways and forever,β he replies.
She takes two steps back and Ivar swivels on his heels, clinging to his son, lurching away on his crutch.
βββ-
βSir, shall I take the shot now?β
Ragnar is silent. His heart is breaking for his son but he knows what must be done. Even if he saw fit to let her live Ragnar knows her own father would never stop coming for her and if he were ever to catch up with her he would torture her to death. Ragnar rolls his shoulders and clenches his teeth.
βββ-
Ivar hears the pop and the whizz of the bullet from the sniper fly past him. He hears the grunt from her chest on impact and he hears as she falls to the floor with a thud.
The tears in his eyes blind him, he squeezes his eyes shut to clear them. He wants to scream up into the universe, make the whole world hear his pain. But he looks into the face of his sleeping son in his arms and knows he wonβt, he wonβt scare him. So he holds it in, to be let out at a later time when his son is not with him.
If you have mental health issues and epic anxiety then why put yourself in harms way by being public about your life and post nearly every day about itβ¦.sorry anon but jo has that power and choice and she chooses attention and scrutiny BECAUSE itβs on a public forum, if she was so hard done by she wouldnβt have multiple accounts that are all set up publicly ie messaging, comments turned on etc, she loves the attention good or bad, gets an ego boot for the good and sympathy for the bad. Sorry. This is facts. And they donβt get harassed π although she will probably be crying over so little likes for her latest reel because Alex wasnβt tagged,proves she is irrelevant. Although admirable to admit your part anon but be mindful not to project your own issues on a girl who you donβt know. She is like a moth to a flame for this spotlight, she is not anxious about it otherwise she would simply stop.
Anon to anon. π
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Why has no one ever wanted me? Whatβs wrong with me. What is so repulsive and unlovable. Why do I have to constantly watch all of my friends fall in love and find their soulmates. Why canβt I be the one with the happy ending.
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