Did you miss me

This idea has been floating around in my mind for a couple of days now… Tumblr has been my home away from home for so long but I honestly feel like I’m not getting that same love back. A lot of the content posted on here is a mixture of good bad but I found myself blocking more things than enjoying the good stuff. I thought maybe I should just stick to notifications from people that I followed and I found that to be disheartening as well. I love the people that I have gotten to know (i constantly think of how those friendships would have never existed without tumblr) and I love them sweet memes. I love being able to just shout into the void about my problems but now I’m figuring out that you kind of have to be listened to sometimes… and Tumblr wasn’t giving me that. I felt like I was giving so much of myself to this website and being obsessed over what other people approved off that I lost track of what I wanted. I started a side blog thinking maybe that that would center me and it helped but I found myself going down the same path that I was going with my main blog. Plus the app itself was taking up so much room on my phone that I really didn’t have a lot of other things. I kinda sound like a whiney baby like oh you guys aren’t paying attention to me but that’s honestly one part of it. I’m tired of the drama. Tired of the discourse. Tired of people telling you what to watch and what to ship and what to post (even if people weren’t directly telling me these things… I felt this pressure to present this blog in a certain way to appease others and I don’t want to do it anymore). I will never forget the times and the memories that I have experienced being on here but I’m closing this chapter of my life… yes the adjustment period will be hard to get used to and yes I’ll still be on social media just not on this site. 

To my mutual: Message me if you want to set up some other way of communicating and we’ll figure it out I don’t want to just put new information on here because the purpose is to move forward. 

I’ll be checking once a day around 5ish or so for two weeks to get everything in order but after that I’m leaving this blog as is as a sort of memento. 

Thanks for being with me on this journey. 

<3

This idea has been floating around in my mind for a couple of days now… Tumblr has been my home away from home for so long but I honestly feel like I’m not getting that same love back. A lot of the content posted on here is a mixture of good bad but I found myself blocking more things than enjoying the good stuff. I thought maybe I should just stick to notifications from people that I followed and I found that to be disheartening as well. I love the people that I have gotten to know (i constantly think of how those friendships would have never existed without tumblr) and I love them sweet memes. I love being able to just shout into the void about my problems but now I’m figuring out that you kind of have to be listened to sometimes… and Tumblr wasn’t giving me that. I felt like I was giving so much of myself to this website and being obsessed over what other people approved off that I lost track of what I wanted. I started a side blog thinking maybe that that would center me and it helped but I found myself going down the same path that I was going with my main blog. Plus the app itself was taking up so much room on my phone that I really didn’t have a lot of other things. I kinda sound like a whiney baby like oh you guys aren’t paying attention to me but that’s honestly one part of it. I’m tired of the drama. Tired of the discourse. Tired of people telling you what to watch and what to ship and what to post (even if people weren’t directly telling me these things… I felt this pressure to present this blog in a certain way to appease others and I don’t want to do it anymore). I will never forget the times and the memories that I have experienced being on here but I’m closing this chapter of my life… yes the adjustment period will be hard to get used to and yes I’ll still be on social media just not on this site. 

To my mutual: Message me if you want to set up some other way of communicating and we’ll figure it out I don’t want to just put new information on here because the purpose is to move forward. 

I’ll be checking once a day around 5ish or so for two weeks to get everything in order but after that I’m leaving this blog as is as a sort of memento. 

Thanks for being with me on this journey. 

<3

So in Mandarin, it sounds like the same characters for “same heart connection” (同心连)

And that sounds cute to me, like soulmates, heart to heart, you share that love and it binds you together

They’re syllables that if you interpret them differently, you could picture something sweet, something lovely and pure.

I read that ask and I just had to lmao

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