myla

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

when it wasn't meant to be 🤣🤣 but the potential of possibility still plagues you 🤔

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

i’ve been feeling like a loser because well i’ve been engaging in loser behaviour and activities like not looking after myself

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

Be so completely yourself that everyone wants to kill you

let’s deprive me of everything and see what happens

i've got the kind of eyebags that make people in movies say 'you look like hell, detective. go home.'

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

I want a crush, man 😭 I want to feel insane about someone!!! I want to feel distracted!!!

huh. i am both wound and blade. neat.