whatever I write I write to sustain life

See who's back. Ready to fall in love w this app again 🥱

Every try is so absurd. It yields nothing. All I did last year was giving this broken doll to him. Now, her broken pieces are scattered on his bedroom floor and he stomps over them everyday. I visit him to collect them but I can't seem to find the heart, soul and spark. Every corner of his room is a chest full of things he wants to hold onto but doesn't know how to treat...

These days all I do is watch you. Slipping through my fingers. The sand of a sacred beach I picked up once. Standing far away on the shore. I won't do anything to stop it. How long before I let go of you to be where you are supposed to be. It's all vain, right? Trying to hold onto something like that. Some thing that changes its position after every hour when filled inside a glass jar. The things that disappears just when the wind starts to blow at a faster pace. I should've known when I picked you. But oh the aroma that air carried when I first visited that beach. The golden beam of hope holding my feet steady in the ground. Somehow makes me wonder if there's a way I can hold you a little longer.

on your bed naked

When you're looking in mine

The people you were ready to leave yesterday become the people you're scared to lose today<<<

One last chance before I let go. I'm giving you a chance to walk over me once more. How long can we make it work when bare minimum is all we are willing to give. How long before I fall knowing you won't catch me. You would be busy helping her to feel good, to feel safe. Like you lend your helping hand to me a lifetime ago.

the sunlight, the city again

Like it's you