#nvm

write it down. write it down, not because you're afraid you'll forget about it. write it down, not because you think that you need someone else to validate your feelings. write it down, but not because you just want this shit to get over. write it down, not because you want people to not misunderstand why you did what you did. WRITE IT DOWN. because you deserve to feel validated by your own reflection first. write it down. because someday you will look back at time and think "wow! did i write that?". write it down because it might make someone else feel alive. write it down because I DON'T KNOW! PEOPLE MIGHT START TO LIKE YOU FOR WHAT YOU FEEL. THEY MIGHT START TO FEEL YOU. they might start to look up to you even. IDK MAN JUST GET THAT NOTEBOOK OUT OR OPEN THAT GODDAMN WORD DOC AND WRITE. DONT STOP BECAUSE YOU FEEL THAT YOU MIGHT NOT BE GOOD AT IT. PEOPLE HAVE THE ABILITY TO GET BETTER. DO IT. DO IT. DO IT RN. please don't stop.