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It always makes me laugh that my brother is like "Max is an evil mastermind I hate him he's why F1 is awful now!!"

Litterally Max Verstappen:

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finally near my graduation.

i already had 2 breakdowns about the changes that I'll have to deal with.

struggling to work for the thesis because it makes me think about the end.

But I'm still doing it. I'm still trying.

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i'm just so exhausted

i'm so tired of feeling replaceable

just a moment in people's life

in my most chaotic period ever, while having problems with my boyfriend for the first time in 3 years of relationships, while having constant anxiety and hating seeing myself in the mirror.

I really don't know if I'll survive this next 3 months. I'm tired. All my life is just fighting and fighting and fighting.

I just want to relax.

Please, let me breathe.

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I am tired of not being listened to because I am a woman or because I am young or because I am autistic.

I am worth listening to anyway.

I can be sick anyway.

I should be able to give consent anyway.

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how do I explain I want to literally sew my mouth shut forever

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why is it too much to ask of people to be true to the systems they created

#fuck neurotypicals

I'm so tired of feeling replaceable. I'm tired of feeling like an extra in everyone's life. I'm tired of feeling unlovable.

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Nürburgring Langstrecken-Serie: He came. He saw. He conquered.

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so tired of feeling not suitable for anything. not right for anything. not good enough for anything. not enough for anyone.

i'm always just gasping and trying and failing.

why do I even try

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the worst part about being in a healthy and loving relationship is that I cannot do that to my partner. I can't hurt him like that. I can't leave my pain on him. so I'm stuck here, forever, in a life I despise, in constant pain, because I can't hurt the people I love.

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After years of hiding my depressive episodes to my boyfriend and just telling him I wasn't feeling super good, I just ended up having one on holiday with him. He woke up with me looking at the ceiling and as soon as he spoke to me I just started crying. He had to hold me for an hour while I just tried to calm down. I spent the whole week speaking as little as I could, forcing myself to eat, barely doing anything. I'm sorry for him. This shouldn't be his life.

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After years of hiding my depressive episodes to my boyfriend and just telling him I wasn't feeling super good, I just ended up having one on holiday with him. He woke up with me looking at the ceiling and as soon as he spoke to me I just started crying. He had to hold me for an hour while I just tried to calm down. I spent the whole week speaking as little as I could, forcing myself to eat, barely doing anything. I'm sorry for him. This shouldn't be his life.

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Everyone who knows anything about me always tells me how strong I am, how resilient I am, how good I was. But then, magically, they forget that I'm still hurting. That I still need help. That I'm still struggling. And they just... disappear.

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so tired of feeling like an outcast wherever I go, with whoever I'm with.

my best friend? feels like I'm just a wall in the room

my family? I'd rather disappear

my own room and on my own? feels like I should just disappear

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my family considers what I study just choosing a candle. I don't sleep most nights, I work my ass off, but yeah it's just a stupid thing right?

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