yo. i'm sol, if you know my actual name you can use it
basics:
minor
masc presenting, gender apathetic. whatever prns you fancy
otherwise queer. if you don't like that word, respectfully, don't follow, i minimize self-censorship
poc (gullah), neurodivergent, all the jazz
birthday's june 25
writer, visual artist, and musician. might post something i've made eventually, but will be posting ABOUT it a good bit
pro fiction, pro para, anti censorship, anti-anti
i don't tag w/ spoilers by default but will try to if asked
send me asks and questions. they Feed me
i don't have a dni, probably will just block if i'm annoyed by you. terfs/truscum, ace/aro exclusionists, nazis, puritans, liberals, conservatives, etc and so forth
interests below da cut
general interests:
gore/guro, mondo films
vintage and old independent films (often japanese or european)
any experimental or postmodern art form
agere
horror
creepypasta
scp
music
history
cooking and cuisine
chemistry
literature
erotica
youthlib
games
whump and angst
shows and movies
it's always sunny in philadelphia
jojo's bizarre adventure
naruto
my little pony: friendship is magic
half life: vr but the ai is self aware
harmony korine's gummo and julien-donkeyboy
supernatural
faces of death
eat the schoolgirl: osaka telephone club
fantasia
cells at work
cowboy bebop
neon genesis evangelion
local58
ouran high school host club
music
mr. bungle
whitehouse
dystopia
eyehategod
miles davis
bill evans
dave brubeck
lightnin' hopkins
howlin' wolf
lightning slim
skip james
mississippi fred mcdowell
bukka white
leadbelly
aphex twin
femtanyl
onyx
mindless self indulgence
geto boys
evil pimp
P.E.E
slipknot
american football
vs self
oakwood
split lip
rites of spring
knapsack
dir en grey
buck-tick
dead end
black moon
smif-n-wessun
insane clown posse
tommy wright iii
project pat
princess loko
busta rhymes
ol' dirty bastard
boris
black flag
the gerogerigegege
hanatarash
dope
swans
the garden
big black
consumer electronics
chief keef
erik satie
leoĹĄ janĂĄÄek
king crimson
emerson, lake, & palmer
cypress hill
idiot flesh
nuclear rabbit
cardiacs
gg allin
the dillinger escape plan
king von
ye (i pirate his shit. don't fw anything past yeezus)
d'angelo
death grips
JPEGMAFIA
this heat
radio werewolf (also pirate their shit but you can't really listen to it in a way that gives them money anyway)
mushroomhead
neurosis
you get the point i like music
literature, manga
all of shuzo oshimi's work
osamu dazai (including no longer human, the setting sun, flowers of buffoonery)
chuya nakahara
kaneko fumiko
henry rollins
james baldwin
ralph ellison
gil scott-heron
albert camus
masahiro morioka's "confessions of a frigid man"
"white noise" by don delillo
"candide" by voltaire
franz kafka
charles baudelaire
games
all of the half-life franchise
all of the metal gear franchise
some abandonware (lolita syndrome, cosmology of kyoto, boy ichiro's modesty, fallout 1&2)
fallout: new vegas
silent hill 1-4 and PT
resident evil 1-7
legend of zelda: majora's mask & ocarina of time
rpgmaker horror including misao, mad father, ao oni, crooked man, yume nikki, corpse party
clock tower
the song of saya
games by the echo project (echo, adastra, khemia)
undertale & deltarune
amanda the adventurer 1-3
fnaf
ryona games (demonophobia, splatter school, the alice franchise, sinisistar)
jjba: eyes of heaven
spiderman ps4
that's it and that's all. oh also i make ocs, will prolly post about them sometimes
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friend sent me an Instagram reel yesterday with 1000s of likes that was basically like "pride and prejudice is timeless actually because it's about an autism4autism romance đĽ°" and then the creator proceeded to cite moments in the book and film where Lizzie and Darcy are "socially awkward" and....listen. I'm far from an Austen scholar, but I have taught Austen novels as an educator and this kind of psycho-pop analysis that views characters as individuals with autonomy over their actions, rather than tools in a story written at a particular time to say something about that time, pisses me off more than I can say without sounding like an asshole. I'm sorry but Darcy isn't rude and awkward and even cruel to Lizzie because he has autism, he says and does those things because he's a wealthy upper class land owning man raised to see a middle class woman from a large family with no male heirs like Elizabeth as inherently beneath him which he expresses to her multiple times because it is socially acceptable for him to do so in a society where someone like him is privileged above almost all others. He is "socially awkward" around her because of misogyny and classism (PREJUDICE) and she is "socially awkward" around him because a woman of her standing at that time simply wouldn't have had much to do with the gentry but to actually push back against the shit that Darcy says would be social suicide for her whole family so she protests the only way she can which is refusing his advances (PRIDE). not to be the "context collapse is the death of media literacy" guy. But this is the problem with the kind of head empty, let people enjoy things, if I can't relate to it what's the point type crowd. Youse think you're being so quirky justifying incoherent and anachronistic interpretations with your rampant individualism, ensuring that other people never confront anything that challenges them in these stories like patriarchal misogyny and classism. Pride and Prejudice becomes an "autism4autism romance", completely undermining the historical context of its status as one of the great social satires about the class and gender politics that Austen so expertly observed around her. This attitude is why we have nonsensical historical dramas that actively hate history like fucking edgy bdsm "Wuthering Heights", Bridgerton, The Buccaneers, and even a 2025 Frankenstein movie where the monster is just misunderstood and does no wrong uwu etc. because individual relatability and catharsis is king over anything actually saying anything about anything now. Everything is relatable and nothing is meaningful.
hereâs my one whole discourse post for pride month. you fucks will never ever ever wean off the radfem shit if you keep trying to give âcis men are evilâ nuance. no, itâs not bad because they could be closeted or questioning, itâs bad because gender essentialism is a fucking brain poison and it makes you stupid
a specific type of suicidism that i havenât seen anyone talk about yet is that suicidal people are unable to talk about their experiences, unfiltered, in mainstream online spaces. you look up the word âsuicideâ on any social media and you get a pseudo-nice message about how much the corporation really truly cares about you :(đŤś
a few examples:
what this really is (allegedly) is a signal of not being liable should you die. connection, community, etc. for suicidal people doesnât matter because suicide is a no-no word for corporations. so instead of being able to talk about your experiences as someone who lives with suicidality, youâre either forced to use advertiser-friendly toddlerspeak (e.g. âsewer slideâ) costing you your dignity, or you get hotlines shoveled your way - hotlines that can call the police on you if you are too candid about your suicidal experience.
TL;DR: being a suicidal person violates community guidelines.
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you know the obsession with keeping cats indoors is a purely American view of the world? Most Europeans let their cats outdoors without any problems. Many Europeans even think it's cruel to keep them indoors all the time
No, itâs not. European cats arenât magically smarter and less environmentally impactful than American cats, itâs just more socially acceptable to let them roam. Do you not have cars in Europe? Foxes? Raptors? Stray dogs? Rat poison? Parasites? Diseases? What about the Croydon Cat Killer in England, where the dismemberment of over 400 cats was being investigated, and it turned out that foxes were mutilating the bodies of cats that were killed by cars? Suddenly itâs all ok because it was only horrific death via automobile, instead of decapitation like they suspected? Totally acceptable to outdoor cat owners, who cares if your cat gets hit by a car and dies on the side of the road? There is real concern for the hybridization of wildcats in Europe, Asia, and Africa, but sure, itâs just a US problem. How about how outdoor cats are effectively reducing the protective area of a national park in Poland? How about the increased incidence of lungworms and GI parasites in European free roaming cats? How about this small study from Denmark where 90% of free roaming cats tested positive for GI parasites on necropsy (and the risk was higher in rural areas). Not Europe, but for the sake of completeness, free roaming cats kill ~377 MILLION birds per year in Australia, and 61 million of those kills are thought to be from owned cats. You can also talk to @drferox about how problematic outdoor cats are in Australia. Free roaming cats are bad for the environment, and are put in unnecessary danger. Why donât you provide enrichment for your cat instead of letting them run around unsupervised where they will kill native wildlife and get sick or injured or die (or all of the above). Other resources from @catsindoors about the impact of domestic cats around the world. Snagged a lot of these links from their blog.
Humans would also be safer and the environment protected if we all just stayed indoors. No passing of parasites, bacteria, or viruses. No harm to other species. No cross breeding either (if that bothers you). Do you want to stay indoors?
I generally try to ignore responses like this, but I want to address this because I see this ridiculous argument a lot.
The reason that this comparison is inaccurate is because humans have the ability to use reason and make logical choices, but cats donât. Humans see a car coming and wait until the street is clear to cross. Cats donât. Humans know not to eat strange food on the ground. Cats donât. Humans can look up which plants are toxic and avoid them. Cats canât. Humans donât eat raw rabbits and rodents that may carry disease. Cats do. Humans who hunt follow laws that prevent them from killing endangered species (besides shitty poachers). Cats donât.
A far more accurate comparison would be a cat and a toddler. They lack the ability to recognize danger and donât have the ability to reason that an adult does. Iâm sure a toddler would have a great time roaming around the neighborhood, but no one is going to argue in favor of that. People can understand that doing that is irresponsible and dangerous. But no sane person is going to lock their toddler inside and provide them with nothing to do; no one is saying we should do that for cats either. Play with them. Provide cat trees. Rotate their toys. Give them puzzle feeders. And if you want them to go outside you can leash train them. Or build a catio. The options arenât let them roam vs. never provide them with entertainment. If it is unbearable to entertain and care for a cat that is kept indoors, you probably shouldnât own a cat.
Would you let your dog roam? Or your bird? How about your rabbit? Iâm sure all of these animals would have a great time running (or flying) around the neighborhood, but we generally recognize that this is a bad idea. Itâs no different for cats. We are caretakers for our animals, so it is up to us to use our big brains to make logical choices about what they should or shouldnât do. We have the ability to understand the risks associated with free roaming. Cats donât. We can weigh risks and benefits before making a decision. Cats canât.
tldr: Humans have the ability to make logical decisions to keep themselves safe but cats do not.
Outdoor cats are also more or less an invasive species. They are such good hunters, they are capable of permanently changing an ecosystem by killing native prey animals.Â
Protect your kitty and local biodiversityâkeep them inside!
I just wanted to tack on that, there is no âmore or lessâ, cats are an invasive species. Domesticated animals are invasive species and allowing them to interact with the local environment without monitoring will harm the local biodiversity. Cats especially. Domestic cats have a very high success rate for hunting. Historically, they have lead to multiple extinctions of animals because people brought cats along as pest control and pets.
hey there welcome to superpower school, where we teach you to use your dangerous superpowers in a school-like environment. here's your syllabus. as you can see, this class will consistent entirely of occasional world building lectures of no use to anyone who has actually lived in this world for more than a day, and unsupervised practical assignments that place your life and the lives of everyone near you at risk. also we have a tournament arc in around 50 chapters that will inevitably be rife with cheating and will be infiltrated by people who actually for real want to kill you. grading will be on a curve.
always very sad when somebody tries a culinary thing and it isn't as good as they hoped. just saw someone post about how they tried dipping a mince pie in coffee in the hope it would be somewhat the same effect as fries and a milkshake but it was simply mediocre. i hope everybody in the world has a cool food idea that turns out the way they hoped
here's a first world problem, there should be chile regulations. the whole rest of this post is gonna be so unserious btw there isn't way i know of to feasibly implement this but man it would be cool if we could.
i am a gringo. a gullah gringo that's pretty used to your scotch bonnet or cayenne pepper, but still a gringo. beyond that, i also don't LIKE spicy stuff. for me, spice is a means to an end: to a point, i can tolerate it in the pursuit of good flavor. i don't like the spice of sriracha at all, but i love the flavor. same with el yucateco or any other hot sauce you can think of. i like to fix myself the odd pozole rojo or mole poblano/negro or chicken tinga or whatever else. these things taste good. but there's a problem.
i have to gradually add my guajillos or anchos or chipotles or whatever, frying and soaking each one individually so i can carefully control how spicy the finished product will be so as to not slave away for hours only for it to result in something that i physically cannot eat. how nice would it be if there was a way that we could gauge the spice of finished (harvested, dried) chiles and label them in the store. then i already know how many i must add. i can just brute force through my mole with next to no second thoughts. if we can achieve this under capitalism i will abandon leftism/j
㠤㠤㠤is it unwoke to believe that you shouldn't drop out/pause your education because of your mental health? Even if it's really bad?
I mean, of course you should prioritize your mental health over most things. But in this type of world, we all have to learn the art of resilience and just getting it fucking over with.
Unless you're insanely lucky, have rich parents, or you want to die young, you're most likely going to regret not getting your education straight when you had the opportunity.
Education is a privilege for a reason... You know?
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in my view, this is an unhelpful way to think about things. please note before i go on that this isn't intended as a callout, just sharing my thoughts.
education isn't a privilege, it's a human right. now, the fact that many people across the world, especially in developing countries, are denied education, would make it seem like a privilege, but something being scarce doesn't necessarily make it a privilege, that just means that a lot of people are being denied a human right.
with that out of the way, i can talk about the mental health aspect of things. it is true that this is a world that demands resilience and the ability to pull through extraordinarily difficult circumstances. i will raise you this: you can't change the way the world operates, but you can change how you react. the world is unkind enough to the mentally ill, and we do not help ourselves by overcorrecting and being unkind to ourselves by forcing ourselves through circumstances that worsen our health. in fact, we should strive to be kind to ourselves, seeing as our societies obviously won't.
the other thing is that your personal life and health should always take precedent over things like work and education. think about it this way: you're in college. it is stressing you to the point of suicidal ideation. you don't pause your education. you reach your limit. you kill yourself. you also don't get your degree, because you're dead. versus the alternative, you pause your education, and although it results in it taking more time and more money to achieve your education, there's still a non-zero chance that you get that degree, and make it out healthier and happier as a result of your choice.
sure, you might regret not getting your education in one go, and i can relate to this feeling of having to push through no matter what having grown up very poor myself, but here's the thing. another fact of this world, and especially countries like america, where i live, is that the cards are stacked against you in ways you cannot IMAGINE. you can fight it, sure, but those of us that are especially successful in the hard reality are people that got lucky, simple as that. the most realistic thing you can hope for is to maybe make yourself personally happy in addition to probably still being broke.
my final point is this. it isn't really helpful to anyone to speak on things like this in generalizations, as especially when it comes to stuff like education we all live under very unique circumstances and there just isn't much to be achieved by speaking on something like this based on your own life experience and your own interpretation of other people's experiences, which likely differs from the way they see it.
as a final footnote, again, i mean all of this in kindness and neutrality, i just mean to have dialogue on this topic.
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think that homestuck fans should probably find and agree upon a word to describe the ideology supporting the blood caste system (seen hemophobia floating around) so as to stop using real life words that describe real life actual oppression like casteism and racism to describe their blorbos. there's lot of things about the franchise and the fans that rub me the wrong way but this is one of the big ones i'd talk about if i was gonna write like a multipart essay on the racism of homestuck and homestuck fans
(also getting ahead of anyone that might find this by pure chance and be like "we know it's racist" cool. in my like 7 years of knowing about yall and seeing your online presence i see concerningly few people talk about it or condemn it. and there's a LOT to talk about. honestly could be its own thing maybe we could get a homestuck fd signifier or sum)
combat sports and martial arts thoughts. for one thing, those two terms should be seen as more distinctive than they currently are, with the term "martial art" being something that should have the "art" part be way more highlighted. this is something that i think would MASSIVELY reduce how stupid people are around these things. (then again probably not really since a lot of the people that are into both are also already dumbass joe rogan types)
but what specifically brought this to mind was the extremely common thing of douchebags in these spheres that make fun of martial arts like bjj on account of "it wouldn't work in real life" strawman much? like ive never seen anyone praise something like bjj or capoeira for its effectiveness in a real fight. they're martial ARTS. art forms. if you want to be well-equipped in a real life fight then buy a gun lmao. to me there's a lot of overlap in people who say shit like this and people who say that modern art isn't real art and whose heads explode when a piece of music is remotely experimental (i.e fans of the beatles about yoko ono's output)
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