Hello people, I decided to open and start this account so I can train my intuition and learn more from the spiritual community, not to forget elevate my vibrations and make friends.
Who am I?
I'm a baby intuitive reader, I'm ready to give this a try so I can improve better and expand. I've been receiving signs from my beloved spirit guides and I'm more in touch with my spiritual nature than I was before. 😊
What am I going to do?
My asks are open for people to come in and ask about anything, if I'm not comfortable with your questions, I won't answer them.
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These are for entertainment purposes only and advice, as I'm not a professional, well experienced psychic. Don't take my words as law or for medical purposes or legal matters. After all, YOU are in charge of your own life. Whatever decision YOU want to make YOU do it. Thanks for reading. Have a nice day ❤
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Picture 1
(Tower • 8 of Wands • 5 of Pentacles • 8 of Pentacles • Chariot • 6 of Wands)
Your shadow doesn’t want a gentle love.
It wants the kind that strikes first and asks questions later.
This is the craving for someone who shatters your walls, your patterns, your cute little coping mechanisms…
and exposes every part of you you’ve been hiding from yourself.
You crave a lover whose presence feels like lightning.
The kind of connection that accelerates everything.
Deep down, you crave someone who sees the parts of you that feel abandoned, cold, or unworthy
Someone who looks at the version of you you think is “too much,”
“too broken,”
“too obscure,”
and says,
“That’s the part of you I love the most.”
Your shadow wants devotion.
Consistency.
Someone who proves themselves every day.
Someone who builds you, brick by brick, back into someone powerful.
You want a love that doesn’t give up easily.
A love that stays.
There’s a craving for a partner with direction, intensity, and focus.
Someone who knows what they want and comes straight for you.
You don't want any games nor hesitation.
Just a lover that chooses you fiercely.
You desire a love that doesn't flinch, that doesn't tip toe.
It doesn't love you 'safely' it's willing to collide with you.
You crave the darkness and the light in a person, you won't shy away from the depths and you seek the same.
A partnership where two souls choose each other with full clarity, full intensity and full devotion.
And here's the truth you don’t say out loud,
You want to be adored publicly.
You want to feel like someone’s victory, not their secret.
You want to be celebrated, claimed, seen.
You don't want a calm love, you want something that transforms you and your lover.
Picture 2
(10 of Pentacles • 2 of Wands • Queen of Swords • 5 of Swords • 10 of Wands • 8 of Pentacles)
Your shadow doesn’t crave passion for the sake of chaos, because it craves the kind of love that survives it.
The kind that feels like a kingdom and a legacy not just a relationship.
Your shadow longs for a love with roots.
A partner who feels like home.
Someone who offers the stability you pretend you don’t need.
Someone who says:
“I’m building a life. Are you in or not?”
It's fascinating to think that what's a forbidden craving for you is that of loyalty and security.
A love that lasts.
You want a lover who chooses you with intention,
who looks at the entire world and still points to you.
You want to be someone’s vision and their risk.
There’s a hunger for a partner who dreams big,
and wants you in those dreams.
At the same time, your shadow wants to be challenged. There’s a craving for a lover who is sharp and sees through your bullshit in three seconds flat.
Someone who doesn’t bend easily.
And someone who makes you rise.
You desire intellectual dominance as well as emotional honesty.
You crave a love that isn’t afraid of conflict.
Not toxic, no. Just honest. (Conflict resolution)
A partner who won’t let you run.
Someone who pulls you back into the room and says,
“We finish what we start.”
You want the kind of connection where
fights don’t end things instead they deepen the bond.
Deep down, you want a partner who shares your burdens,
who takes weight off your shoulders or carries the load with you.
The part of you that hates asking for help
wants someone who offers it before you speak.
A love that does that work that isn't limited to a honeymoon phase. But is based on repair, consistency and loyalty every damn day.
A love that is built
brick by brick
habit by habit
choice by choice.
A love that shows up without excuses.
Picture 3
(Hanged Man • 8 of Swords • Queen of Pentacles • 3 of Cups • Empress • King of Pentacles)
Your shadow craves liberation oh so deeply.
the kind of love that untangles you from yourself
and lets you step into the person you were too scared to become.
You desire a lover who changes your perspective simply by existing.
Someone who slows down time,
makes you see life differently,
The one that makes you soft,
Makes you want to surrender,
Let's you breathe.
If there was a love language that feels forbidden to you, it would simply be, being understood without speaking.
Deep down, you want someone who frees you from your own overthinking.
Your shadow wants a lover who gently threads their fingers through your fears and says,
“You’re safe.”
You crave emotional safety at a level you don’t admit.
A partner who helps you unlearn self doubt
and dissolves the inner cages you built.
Your shadow longs to be cared for.
A partner who treats you like something precious,
nurtures you, grounds you, and reminds you of your own worth.
You want to be cherished you want a gentle form of devotion. There’s a deep need for joy, celebration and friendship.
Your shadow wants a connection where you can laugh without holding back,
where you feel included, celebrated, and emotionally safe with your partner’s people too.
This is the desire for a love that feels like community. You want to belong.
And,
I'll be honest, your shadow wants to be adored.
Fully.
Unconditionally...
Like a muse.
Like a miracle.
You crave a love that brings out your beauty, creativity, and sensuality.
A lover that sees you as art. A sacred one.
You may not say it out loud but,
You want a partner who is reliable.
A provider in spirit and even materially.
Someone who shows up consistently and makes life feel safer.
Someone who doesn’t flinch when things get heavy.
A partner who gives from their heart not obligation.
You desire a love that feels like the feeling of home had arms that held you close and you felt like you could live through that very embrace not just survive.
You fixate on power. Not money power. Emotional power. Who cares more. Who is more invested. Who would fold first. When you like someone, you want full access to their inner world. Their fears. Their secrets. Their weak spots. If you sense disrespect, it lives in your head rent free. Betrayal bruises your pride and you will never look at that person the same again.
Moon in the 8th House
You obsess over emotional shifts. A tone change. A late reply. A different vibe. You clock it instantly. When you care, you replay conversations like security footage. You want reassurance but refuse to ask for it because you do not want to look needy. Attachment runs deep and cutting someone off feels like ripping skin.
Mercury in the 8th House
Your brain turns into a private investigator. You analyze words, punctuation, timing, facial expressions. If something sounds off, you will notice. When invested, you gather information quietly. You want the full truth, not a softened version. If someone lies to you, you will dissect the lie for sport.
Venus in the 8th House
You do not “like.” You bond. When feelings hit, you want exclusivity and proof. You fixate on loyalty. If attention shifts away from you, jealousy shows up fast. You want to feel chosen every day, not assumed. Half effort makes you cold immediately.
Mars in the 8th House
Respect is the obsession. If someone challenges you or plays games, it triggers something primal. When you care, you become protective and territorial. Passion is high. So is your temper if you feel crossed. You do not compete for attention. You either have it or you are gone.
Jupiter in the 8th House
You fixate on depth with purpose. If the bond is not improving your life, you question it. When invested, you go all in and expect growth in return. You want transformation, not surface chemistry. Stagnation bores you quickly.
Saturn in the 8th House
Trust is serious business. You watch for consistency like it is your job. When you care, you think long term immediately. You are not dramatic about it, but you are cautious. If someone breaks your trust, that door does not reopen easily.
Uranus in the 8th House
You fixate on intensity that feels different from anything you have had before. If it feels electric, you are locked in. The second it feels controlling, you mentally detach. You crave depth but you refuse to feel trapped. Push too hard and you disappear.
Neptune in the 8th House
You obsess over emotional fusion. You want to feel spiritually and physically intertwined. When attached, you can ignore red flags because the connection feels consuming. You focus on what it could be instead of what it is. Reality checks hit hard.
Pluto in the 8th House
This is obsession with teeth. You want loyalty, truth, full transparency. When you care, you care intensely. You notice power plays. You test boundaries. Letting go feels like losing control. If someone betrays you, you transform and they become a lesson.
Chiron in the 8th House
Your fixation revolves around betrayal and exposure. You are hyper aware of being vulnerable because you have felt burned before. When you care, you brace for impact even if nothing is wrong. You want deep trust but fear being emotionally exposed. Healing comes when you stop expecting pain every time you open up.
Lilith in the 8th House
You fixate on taboo dynamics. Control. Desire. Power. When you care, it is intense and unapologetic. You are drawn to what feels raw and unfiltered. Jealousy and dominance can surface if you feel replaced. You do not want safe. You want consuming.
Rahu in the 8th House
You get pulled toward intense bonds even if they complicate your life. You fixate on deep merging, shared resources, and emotional extremes. Drama can feel magnetic. You crave experiences that force change. Calm connections might feel underwhelming at first.
Ketu in the 8th House
You detach from chaos faster than people expect. You have seen intensity before and you are not impressed by it. When you care, you still crave depth, but part of you stays emotionally self contained. Obsession fades once you feel you have learned the lesson.
this is an end of an era. whether it was iconic or not, this pac is all about what you’re letting go of that’s just no longer serving you and what you’re gaining instead. i literally just broke up with my boyfriend during the leo full moon and im barely a person but im #free so we ball. anyway, to pick a pile take a deep breath and choose the one that stands out to you. they’re numbered 1-4 from left to right! and as always my paid readings are linked here!
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: ten of pentacles - knight of wands - king of wands - moon - five of cups reversed - eight of wands - lovers reversed - page of cups - queen of pentacles - fool — seven of cups at the bottom
pile 1, i see your future and it’s bright as fawk! i’m literally hearing that one high school musical song “we’re soaringgg, flyinggg! there’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach” like you are so back. i’m seeing you’re letting go of everything you feel you’re no longer aligned with. that includes people especially, or just things that no longer align with your values. perhaps you’ve gone through a break up just like i have and i see you’re letting go of the grief and sadness that came from ending this situation. you’re healing and accepting the way things are. right now you’re in recovery but you’re finally starting to see the things that matter in your life and that have always bought value to your life. you’re letting go of the anxiety and fears you used to have. the veil is dropping and things are being revealed to you about people’s intentions or who your true connections are with. it’s time now for you to let go of delusions or confusion because they no longer have a space in your life. in doing so, you’re gaining so much momentum towards your dream life. there are so many new opportunities here for you just as soon as you take the leap of faith to go for them. maybe for some of you, you’re reconnecting with family members and wanting to nurture connections with them now. but by letting go of the confusion, you’re gaining clarity on what it is you have to do. you’re going to gain so much financial stability/wealth and that’ll make you feel so secure in yourself and not only just for the money, but because you’ll feel secure knowing that you believed in yourself enough to accomplish what you wanted to. you’re gaining motivation and confidence in your actions. you have a fire in you that can’t be put out! you’re becoming a leader with the energy required to achieve your goals. you will have the authority and willpower to complete the things you set your mind to. you’re gaining the ability to dream again and reconnect with your inner child. there’s so much potential here for you to chase after your dreams. you have everything you need right now so trust in yourself and make that move! you are the architect of your life.
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: ten of wands - eight of pentacles - king of wands - six of wands - high priestess - ace of wands - page of wands - ten of pentacles rx - four of swords - hanged man rx — seven of wands rx at the bottom
you’re currently letting go of all the burdens that you either placed on yourself or that you let others place on you. you’re someone who is committed to the things you do so it’s natural for you to feel like you have to carry everything or that things have to be perfect, but the reality is, they don’t. you’re letting go of that belief that you have to be perfect or things have to be perfect to get done. you’re releasing yourself from the baggage you’ve carried for so long. you’re releasing yourself from waiting for permission from others to act. you’re tired of waiting; physically, mentally and emotionally speaking. maybe like me, you’ve spent your entire life waiting for others to change or you’ve been waiting for permission to rest. now, you’re the one in charge. you are deciding to take action in your own life because you realize you that all that hard work you spend on others, you can spend on yourself. you realize that you can dedicate your time to yourself and in doing so, you’re letting go of the exhaustion and the burn out. you realized your foundation wasn’t solid and now you owe it to yourself to create one that is solid, because you deserve it. you’re letting go of the restlessness and by letting go of the burdens you carry, you’re learning to trust your gut more. you’re hearing that inner call that’s always been inside you that says “trust me, i got you”. you’re realizing that the answer has always been inside you. your spiritual gifts are waking up by you dropping the heavy load from your back. you don’t want to fight anymore and you don’t have to keep your defenses up. you are taking action and from that you will find so much success. you’ll be so proud of yourself for doing the things you feel in your soul are right for you. you’re a leader and it’s about time you started to act like it. you’re someone with a lot of creativity and you’re gaining that excitement and passion for the things you once loved. you’re like a little kid going “wow this is why i loved doing this” because you get to reconnect with that side again. lead with passion, take bold risks, let go of the stress, bet on yourself and devote your time to yourself and see where it gets you. you deserve this, pile 2.
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: page of cups - queen of cups - four of cups - three of wands - five of wands rx - six of pentacles rx - strength rx - ten of swords - queen of pentacles - emperor rx — eight of pentacles at the bottom
i saw 5:55 while writing this pile so that might be significant for some of you. i feel that for you guys you’re releasing apathy and disinterest in your life. i feel like for awhile you guys have been waiting for something exciting to happen or waiting for something that you feel is worth your time in order to take action but it kinda feels like you finally woke up and realized that it’s not just going to fall into your lap. for others of you i feel like you’ve been really introspective which has been causing you to not act since you’ve just been focused on other things like the past or future. you haven’t really sat or been present in the moment which might be causing your disinterest. for whatever the reason, you are releasing stagnation. you’re releasing the self doubt, the insecurity, the fighting and the tension with yourself or others. you realize the fight is no longer worth your energy especially if this fight is about the balance of give and take. you’re letting go of over giving and over functioning for others and having to fight for a place in their life. you feel like it’s cost you so much and left you feeling empty and tired and overwhelmed. you’re letting go of giving your power away to others. your heart is not in this situation anymore and you’ve given all you can. you’ve gone through a major ending and it’s given you a lot of pain and heartache. even so, you’re letting go of the feeling that you’re powerless. maybe you were passive or controlling or felt a lack of ambition towards your own goals but you’re letting go of that. in doing so, you’re trying to work on yourself and stay committed to making yourself better. you really see the value in yourself and realize you have inherent value whether you’re doing for others or not. you’re becoming more secure within yourself and more nurturing towards your inner child. you’re allowing yourself to feel again and stay soft despite the pain and hardship and that is really admirable. you’re staying in control of your feelings and honoring every emotion that passes through you. you are taking great care of yourself now and allowing yourself to look to the future. you are nurturing that part of you that loves to dream about the future. you’re ready to embrace change, step out of your comfort zone, recognize your power, and start planning for your bright future. you got this pile 3, i’m so proud!
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟒:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: nine of wands - magician rx - knight of cups rx - eight of cups rx - devil - nine of cups rx - ace of swords rx - eight of wands rx - hierophant - king of cups — six of swords rx at the bottom
pile 4, your spread is so heavy that i feel like even now you’re struggling to let things go. i feel that you’re holding onto some heavy things because you’re afraid of what’s on the other side. i feel like right now you’re trying to let go of that fear of what’s on the other side. or you’re trying to let go of the mental blockages you feel are keeping you stuck in this cycle. something in your life is very unfulfilling and draining your happiness to the core. it may be a person that is very emotionally manipulative that is keeping you stuck and perhaps your nervous system feels safer in what’s comfortable and stagnant rather than what’s fulfilling yet scary. i understand that. you’re eventually going to let go of this person or thing or this moodiness that you’ve been feeling. you’ve been on guard and trying to protect yourself even though you’re becoming exhausted. you’re letting go of the emotional instability and the feeling of being unhappy. i think these are tied to the unhealthy habits you’ve acquired through your life or the unhealthy attachments you have to people or things. they’re holding you back and keeping you feeling trapped, even when you’re not. they’re keeping your mind foggy and keeping you from clarity. somehow it’s also keeping you from gaining momentum. either things are moving too slowly, getting delayed or moving in the wrong direction for you. maybe you’re feeling extremely burned out or confused these days. i feel such heaviness in my heart for you. you’re carrying so much emotional baggage with you. however there is hope! i’m seeing when you eventually let go of these things; the trauma, the baggage, the fear of the unknown, the moodiness, the toxic habits that there is structure on the other side. i’m seeing you potentially going to therapy and i’m getting such strong déjà vu and i don’t know why but i see you actually getting the advice or help you need. i’m seeing that eventually leading to you being a master at your own emotions. you’ll be able to see things much clearer than you did before and you’ll be able to learn how to regulate your nervous system. you won’t have to deal with the moodiness nearly as much and you’ll be feeling calm and relaxed. you will be in control of your emotions and i see that making you feel more confident in yourself. perhaps your light was dimmed in the situation you were in previously but i see so much vibrancy and confidence from you. you’ll feel more like yourself and the blindfold you had or the avoidance you were facing in the past will be far behind you. you’ll see things as they truly are and although you may not completely be out of the cycle, i see so much improvement and changed perspectives from you. this is growth well earned! i hope for a smooth transition to peace for you pile 4!
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hi guys! i felt like this would be a fun pac to do since i was asking this question all last week. i hope you guys enjoy and lmk which pile you pick! if this reading resonated with you, id really appreciate it if you tipped me <3 my paid readings are open as well!
to pick a pile, close your eyes and take a deep breath. whichever picture stands out to you is the one for you. the piles are numbered 1-3!
⏾ 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: two of swords - ace of swords rx - page of swords rx - queen of swords - judgement rx - five of swords rx - strength rx - justice rx - ten of cups rx - three of wands — queen of wands at the bottom
pile 1, it seems to me like you often doubt your own abilities and your gifts. i feel like you often get spiritual downloads or you ask the universe what you should do and then when you receive the answer you still feel lost. i’m seeing that this doubt clogs your mind and ability to digest the gifts you actually have. i wonder if someone instilled this doubt in you from childhood? i’m sensing that you feel like your gifts are your weakness? you don’t feel like you’re “ready” or don’t feel like they’re strong enough to use yet.
as i was shuffling though, i heard “gift of discernment”. you’re able to see the truth when others can’t and this allows you to have a very sharp mind. you can cut through bs and communicate your ideas clearly with others. if you got past your mental fog you’d realize that your ability to communicate is your strongest gift. you can de-escalate arguments and fights easily through your intellect, you just have to stop criticizing yourself so much.
you also have the ability to see towards the future. i’m picking up that this might be like a gift for fortune telling as well. sometimes you find that you’re able to predict things before they happen, even when you’re not meaning to. you are a visionary, someone who can lead yourself and others with passion and charisma. even if you doubt it, you are a very attractive person! people feel drawn to your energy and confidence which makes them want to listen to you. your gifts are conveyed through your voice so never stop speaking your truth. try to believe in yourself more pile 1! you are powerful!
⏾ 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: three of cups - queen of swords - queen of cups - justice rx - seven of cups - chariot - three of swords rx - six of wands rx - five of swords rx - high priestess —- eight of cups at the bottom
i have a feeling it wasn’t very hard for you guys to pick this pike :3 pile 2, you are very spiritually gifted and/or psychic and i don’t think you really need me to tell you that. i see that even for you guys, you still do doubt yourselves and it’s mostly due to having trouble distinguishing logic from intuition. you may also be your own worst critic and even when you’re so spiritually gifted, you still sometimes can’t see the truth in your abilities.
interestingly, i do see that you have the ability to cheer for yourself even when others aren’t doing the same for you. you’re able to take the pain you’ve endured and use it as fuel to manifest your goals. i’m seeing that your emotions directly influence your movement. you can breeze past obstacles simply through your sheer willpower and that’s so cool!
you have a very strong intuition and i’m sensing that a lot of you have strong clair abilities. i’m picking up on clairsentience and clairvoyance mostly. your inner voice is loud and most of the time you listen to it which is so amazing! i can tell you have powerful and even sometimes prophetic dreams. you should probably get a dream journal if you don’t have one already. i’m hearing “maladaptive daydreaming” too so a lot of you might do that often. this also means to me that you guys are great manifestors, just don’t forget to ground yourself!
i’m still picking up on the clairsentience a lot. i have the feeling you are very empathetic and very in tune with other people’s emotions, as well as your own. you are sensitive person. you can pick up a vibe and others’ energy as soon as you walk into a room or as soon as you talk to another person. you’re the type to immediately know someone’s upset or sad. you’re very caring towards those you’re close with and those around you even if you don’t know them. it seems like you’re definitely a healer! your ability to share with your community and your friends or just uplift the people around you is really admirable!
your intellect is also very strong, just like pile 1 so some of you might resonate with it. you have the gift of discernment and the ability to know when to back down, when to celebrate and when to de-escalate a situation. you also know when to walk away and search for something deeper or more fulfilling when your intuition tells you to do so. overall, you guys psychic asf!
⏾ 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: six of wands rx - death rx - ace of cups rx - seven of pentacles - justice rx - seven of cups - knight of swords rx - nine of wands - moon rx - world rx — three of cups rx at the bottom
pile 3, your energy is so heavy! you have a very powerful engine and the capacity for deep magic but you seem afraid of it. i’m getting that you don’t believe in your gifts and something in your life is causing you to be very drained which leads to a lack of clarity. i think a lot of the times, you ignore your intuition or your gut feelings. you may also be clinging to a past version of yourself that no longer exists because you’re afraid of change and afraid to go deep!
in order to access your full spiritual gifts you need to let go of the past because it’s draining your cup! stop focusing on past failures or things you didn’t get closure from because it’s making you exhausted. i’m seeing that you have such a strong potential for psychic abilities but your anxiety or overthinking gets in the way. you have to stop being afraid of your subconscious, it has the answers you’re looking for!
besides that, i do sense that you are a visionary. you might have strong dreams that give you messages and you have a great imagination which aids with manifestation. i also sense that you’re spiritually protected so if you wanted to tap into your psychic abilities, you’d have protection to do so and not get lost in the fog. you’re also less likely to face spiritual attacks because your guard is up and you’re protected.
you’re someone who has the gift of patience and this i feel, is both a positive and negative thing. you may be a very stubborn person so waiting is a strong suit of yours but you may also wait on the wrong things. you do however, have the ability to keep going even when things are tough and that makes you very strong! you’re able to use this to take a really difficult situation and transmute it into your own spiritual power so go for it!
overall, you really need to sit down with yourself and try to listen to what your body and your spirit is telling you. stop resisting change because it’s keep you and your abilities stuck! i can tell you may feel a lack of community or disconnected from others but you got this!
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Mars is the exaltation lord of Sun, and Sun is our sense of self, vitality, decision making etc
That's why whenever you exercise, you WILL feel better about yourself and feel that vitality rising in you, even if you're actually sore as hell
Moon:
Venus is the exaltation lord of Moon, Moon is our desire to self nurture, feel safe and yes feel horny
That's why when you take good care of your looks and attractiveness, your social status and self worth, you WILL naturally start having more options in what you can do to feel nurtured and feel pleased with yourself, sensual context or not
Mercury:
Mercury, the final OG boss of intellect, Interestingly is its own exaltation lord
But even still, Mercury is our ability to reason, correctly identify the context of any situation and our ability to objectively perceive things
That's why when you write about what you read, communicate from a place of wanting to learn and take time to question your very of perceptions of people and things, you WILL notice your reasoning powers growing
Venus:
Jupiter is the exaltation lord of Venus, Venus is our sense of beauty, attractiveness, artistic flair etc
That's why whenever you feel worthless or left behind in social status, just read a book about self growth or start teaching others something, you WILL start to feel your self worth and from that internal beauty work towards reflecting it with looks, fictional stories work too
Mars:
Saturn is the exaltation lord of Mars, Mars is our willingness to take action, capacity for initiative and competitive spirit
That's why when you notice you successfully disciplined yourself to complete a task, even if you hate the process, afterwards you WILL feel so excited you start wondering in what other areas you can "crush it"
Jupiter:
Moon is the exaltation lord of Jupiter, Jupiter is our desire for self growth, self discovery and big picture thinking
That's why when you focus on what you eat, drink, how well you sleep and your general sense of wellness
You WILL feel so safe and nurtured that you start wondering how else you can feel more nurtured and be led to exploring your idea of "self"
Saturn:
Venus is the exaltation lord of Saturn, Saturn is our sense of discipline, prudence and accountability
That's why when you start things like a beauty routine or artistic venture, and you start seeing results, you WILL want to keep up the discipline that allows you to see this attractive side of yourself, naturally you'll also wonder how else you can make your life more beautiful
Rahu:
Mercury is the exaltation lord of Rahu, Rahu represents our ambitious tendencies, desire for intoxication and ability to merge varying perspectives
That's why when you write, read and communicate a lot, you WILL learn a lot about the ways of the world and what perspective lead to what results, thus fueling how you can shape other people's perspectives in your favour
Ketu:
Jupiter is the exaltation lord of Ketu, Ketu represents our desire for spiritual enlightenment, worldly renunciations and karmic rememberence of self
That's why when you focus greatly on spirituality or systems of faith, you WILL be less bedazzled by worldly things and focus on your relationship to all that exists cosmically
18+ reading that mixes longing with terror. His fantasy isn’t solely about desire, it is about dread, because the very intensity of wanting you completely exposes him. This is not about sweet attraction. It is about fear-fueled lust, the hunger that makes him vulnerable.
What he consciously desires
What terrifies him about desiring it
How his shame shapes the fantasy
The wound that fuels his craving
What he projects onto me that isn’t mine
The shadow lesson this fantasy offers both of us
⚔️ 𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑂𝑛𝑒
♥︎ What he consciously desires - The Star
He wants you because you feel out of his league. You’re the porn he can’t close out of, the girl he can’t stop stalking, the untouchable muse who makes him feel small. In his head, you’re standing on a stage or posting a picture, not even looking at him, and he’s on his knees jerking off to the idea that you’ll never notice him. That’s the kink: he wants what he can’t have. He’s obsessed with the idea that you shine while he stays in the shadows, that you’re pure while he’s filthy. His dick throbs at the thought of smearing that purity, staining you, dragging you down into his mess. But the more unreachable you are, the harder he gets. He doesn’t want to win you. He wants to keep losing to you, over and over.
♥︎ What terrifies him about desiring it - Strength
What terrifies him is what makes him hard: your control. He knows you could destroy him without raising your voice. You could tell him to kneel and he’d already be on the floor. He imagines your nails on his throat, your thighs squeezing his head, your calm face watching him squirm. The kink is that you don’t even have to try. You’re not desperate, not begging, not loud...you just are, and that makes him crumble. It’s humiliating to realize you could reduce him to nothing with a single command, but humiliation is what gets him off. He wants to be choked while you whisper that he’s weak. He wants you to edge him until he’s shaking, begging to cum, and then tell him no. He wants you to laugh while he leaks all over himself. The fear is that you’d enjoy it: that you’d see him as pathetic. That’s the exact thing that keeps him coming back in his fantasies.
♥︎ How his shame shapes the fantasy - The Devil
This is where it gets dark. He knows this desire isn’t “healthy,” and that shame twists the whole thing tighter. He pictures you as the devil in lace, pinning him to the bed, grinding on him, riding him until he’s crying. He wants to be ruined by you, fucked until he forgets his name, and then reminded that he’s never going to have you for real. He imagines you mocking him, spitting in his mouth, calling him yours while you make him beg for mercy. Every part of him knows it’s wrong to want this, but wrongness is the turn-on. The forbidden is the fuel. He wants to confess to you while you ride his cock, crying out his shame while you keep going. He gets off on knowing you’d never forgive him but you’d still use him. He’s turned you into both priestess and executioner. He needs you to punish him for wanting you.
♥︎ The wound that fuels his craving - 8 of Cups
The wound at the center of it all is abandonment. He’s wired for loss, for women leaving, for love slipping away. You embody that wound perfectly. In his fantasies, you give him everything. Your pussy, your mouth, your body...and then you pull away right when he’s addicted. He imagines you vanishing mid-orgasm, leaving him shaking and alone. That abandonment is the part that keeps him hard. He wants to chase, to plead, to ache. He doesn’t want safety; he wants the constant terror that you’ll leave, because that’s how his body learned to equate love with loss. He wants to fuck you knowing he’ll never keep you. He wants to cum inside you knowing you’ll ghost him. It’s sick, it’s cruel, and it’s exactly what makes it hot for him.
♥︎ What he projects onto me that isn’t mine - King of Cups
He projects all his stability and control onto you. In his fantasy, you’re the calm one, the emotional anchor, the lover who can hold his filth without flinching. He turns you into a container: for his cum, for his shame, for his brokenness. He imagines you as endlessly patient, endlessly receptive, endlessly soft. He needs you to play the role of the perfect dom/mother/confessor: stroking his hair after you choke him, calling him “good boy” after you humiliate him. It’s projection. It’s not you. It’s what he needs you to be so he can keep jerking off to the idea that you’re the only one who could handle the mess inside him. He thinks you’ll hold him, but he also wants you to destroy him. You’re the calm after the storm, and also the storm itself.
♥︎ The shadow lesson this fantasy offers both of us - 9 of Cups
The cruel truth is that he doesn’t get off on having you. He gets off on wanting you. Every orgasm just leaves him emptier. He imagines you giving him everything. Letting him cum inside, letting him collapse in your arms, spoiling him with your body. But when it’s over, he’s gutted. The fantasy is indulgence, but indulgence doesn’t fix him. It breaks him. The shadow lesson is that he’s addicted to the hunger, not the feast. The ache is what he needs. The craving is the high. You’ll never satisfy him, because satisfaction kills the fantasy. He doesn’t want you to be his, he wants you to keep slipping away. That’s the only way it stays erotic.
♥︎ The Story the Cards Tell Together
He fears you because you expose him. You make him feel weak, needy, pathetic and that humiliation makes him hard. He wants you to leash him, choke him, edge him, ruin him. He wants you to abandon him right after, leave him with cum on his stomach and no closure. You are the star he can’t touch, the strength that humiliates him, the devil who corrupts him, the ghost who haunts him. His wound is abandonment, and his cock is wired to it. He doesn’t want love. He wants to be ruined, punished, left empty. And the worst part? He knows he’ll keep coming back to the fantasy of you, because it’s the ache, not the orgasm, that he really wants.
🖤 𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇𝑤𝑜
♥︎ What he consciously desires - 10 of Cups
He wants you as the dream. The perfect woman, the happy ending, the whole damn package. White picket fence, family dinners, his cock buried inside you every night after the kids are asleep. You’re the fantasy of “everything” -> the wife, the lover, the best fuck he’s ever had. He pictures you on your knees in the kitchen while the dinner is in the oven, or bouncing on him in the back of the SUV after soccer practice. It’s not just sex; it’s the complete picture, which terrifies him more than anything. Because wanting you means wanting stability, wanting love, wanting forever. And deep down, that’s scarier than just wanting to cum.
♥︎ What terrifies him about desiring it - Ace of Cups
What makes him hard is how vulnerable this makes him. The kink is the overflow. He imagines spilling everything into you. His cum, his emotions, his secrets. He wants to see you crying while he fucks you, not from pain but from the sheer force of intimacy. He wants to collapse in your arms and admit that he can’t live without you. The terror is that opening up will ruin him. He doesn’t want to need someone this much. But in fantasy, he leans into it: your body as the chalice, his cock as the offering, everything spilling out until he’s empty. It’s emotional exhibitionism...his biggest turn-on and biggest fear.
♥︎ How his shame shapes the fantasy - The Emperor
His shame comes from his need to stay in control. He wants to be the one in charge, the one calling the shots, the one holding the leash. He wants you naked in his bed, dripping wet with his cum leaking out of you, smiling while you do whatever he says. The problem? The more he fantasizes about controlling you, the more he realizes he’s the one who is being controlled. He’s ashamed that this “perfect emperor role” is a cover. He wants to bend you over the counter and fuck you raw until you're a complete mess...but he knows it’s not just dominance. It’s desperation. He gets off on pretending he’s in power while secretly terrified you’re the one who really has him by the throat.
♥︎ The wound that fuels his craving - 8 of Pentacles
The wound is that he was taught he work to earn love. To work for scraps. To prove himself over and over. He fears that wanting you means constant labor-building, grinding, perfecting, never being enough. His cock is tied to effort. In his fantasy, he’s always working to keep you: fucking you better, lasting longer, buying you more lingerie and gifts, doing anything so you don’t leave. He fears you because you make him feel like a student again, never graduating, never being done, always having to show up and prove he’s worth the pussy. That’s the wound: no matter how hard he works, you’ll always be just out of reach.
♥︎ What he projects onto me that isn’t mine - 2 of Cups
He projects all his longing for union onto you. He convinces himself you’re “the one,” his soulmate, the other half of his cup. He puts all his fantasy of perfect mutual devotion on your shoulders. He sees you as the lover who’ll mirror him perfectly, sip from him as he sips from you, fuck him in sync until it feels like prayer. But it’s projection. He wants you to reflect his need for intimacy back to him. He wants to believe you’re equally obsessed. He turns you into a mirror of his own hunger, which isn’t fair because it’s not yours to hold. But in his mind, you’re the only one who could possibly “understand” him enough to deserve it.
♥︎ The shadow lesson this fantasy offers both of us - The Fool
The fear and the lesson is the same: to want you is to risk making a fool of himself. To jump, to surrender, to strip off the armor of The Emperor and let himself fall into the unknown. His dick gets hard at the thought of throwing everything away for you, but his stomach knots in terror at the same image. He wants to drop to his knees, to risk it all, to start over from zero with you. But the Fool is risk. The Fool is humiliation. And the truth is, he fears that if he ever let himself leap into you, you’d laugh while he fell.
♥︎ The Story the Cards Tell Together
He fears you because you are everything. You’re not just the slut in his bed. You’re the wife, the forever, the one he’d give up control for. His fantasy is soaked in intimacy: cumming inside you while whispering “I love you,” fucking you while the family sleeps upstairs, worshipping you as his perfect mirror. But underneath it all is terror. Wanting you means losing his edge. It means working constantly to be enough, it means giving up control, it means risking looking like a fool. His cock throbs at the thought of you making him weak, of you seeing the emperor drop his crown, of you laughing while he admits he’d give it all up just to be inside you. What he fears in wanting you is exactly what he keeps jerking off to: the chance that you could make him love, and that love could humiliate him completely.
🗡️ 𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒
♥︎ What he consciously desires - Strength
He sees you as the woman who tames him without lifting a finger. You’re the one who could make his cock twitch just by looking at him, the one who can make him kneel without ever raising your voice. You’re soft, but terrifying, because you know how to stroke the beast inside him until it whimpers and begs. The fantasy is that you’re the only one strong enough to take him fully. He imagines you gripping his hair while he’s buried between your thighs, your calmness driving him crazier than any bratty act ever could. What scares him? That you don’t just seduce him, you tame him. And once you’ve got him, he’ll never get free.
♥︎ What terrifies him about desiring it - The Hierophant
His secret kink is obedience. He fantasizes about being your student, your disciple, your worshipper. The thought of kneeling in front of you while you whisper instructions in his ear makes his cock hard in ways he hates to admit. You are the ritual, the sacred sin. He wants you to be the priestess who both blesses and punishes him. To fuck you would be blasphemy and prayer in the same breath. The terror is in how much authority he hands over in this dynamic. You’re not just a lover, you’re the one rewriting his rules.
♥︎ How his shame shapes the fantasy — 3 of Swords
Shame overwhelms him because his desire for you feels like betrayal. He wants you, but it feels like it splits him open, betrays his pride, betrays his control, maybe even betrays other bonds he’s made. You are heartbreak and hard-on all in one. He fears that wanting you means he has to break something else: his promises, his pride, his image. His shame is that you arouse him through his own wounding. He wants to fuck you while crying, knowing he’s shattering himself in the process. Fucking you despite the painful consequences is something that makes him feel guilt and arousal.
♥︎ The wound that fuels his craving - 7 of Swords
His craving is fueled by secrecy. He learned early on that desire comes with deception, that what he wants must be hidden, stolen, taken in the shadows. So he sneaks you in his mind. He jerks off to the thought of you while lying about what he’s thinking. The wound is that he can’t just have - he must steal. And so he imagines taking you in secret: pulling you into dark hallways, slipping into your hotel room at midnight, fucking you in silence so no one knows. His wound is that intimacy feels like crime, and wanting you makes him feel like a thief caught red-handed.
♥︎ What he projects onto me that isn’t mine - The Emperor
He projects all his control fantasies onto you. He sees you as the challenge to his authority, the one who tests his masculinity. He wants to be the one on top who pins you down and makes you submit. But it’s projection because what he’s really afraid of is that you’re the one in control. He fears you because you are the throne he kneels before while pretending to sit on it. The more he tries to fuck you into obedience, the more he realizes you’re the one orchestrating the whole scene.
♥︎ The shadow lesson this fantasy offers both of us - 10 of Pentacles
The lesson is that his fantasy of you isn’t just about sex. It’s about legacy, about permanence, about the fear of building something he can’t undo. You represent not just orgasm but empire. He fears that if he gives in to you, it’s not just a one time fuck, it’s a dynasty where he will claim you over and over again for lifetimes. You’re the one who could lock him down, turn his lust into a lineage. That’s terrifying, because it means surrendering not just his cock, but his entire future. And yet, it’s what makes him ache hardest...wanting you as the one who owns him forever.
♥︎ The Story the Cards Tell Together
He fears you because you are both the priestess and the queen, the one who could tame him, train him, and still make him crawl back begging for more. His fantasy is a mix of sacred sin and filthy secrecy: you as the one he shouldn’t touch but has to steal, you as the heartbreak he keeps coming back to. He wants to pin you down like The Emperor, but deep down he knows you’ve already crowned yourself on his chest. The wound is that wanting you feels like crime, betrayal, and forever all at once. He imagines fucking you in shadows, obeying you in rituals, collapsing into you while pretending he’s still in charge. What terrifies him most is what turns him on the hardest: that you aren’t just a fantasy. You’re the woman who could own his body, his secrets, and his empire, until there’s nothing left of him but devotion.
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There are no difficulties in your life that you cannot handle. This reading is focused on all my angels who are going through tough times right now.
‧₊˚ ┊for personal readings, check my fixed post.
₊⊹ 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝐼
There's a strong, adventurous and ambitious energy happening in you, which makes right now a perfect time to take action!! but there are self-doubts and uncertainties that are blocking this energy from blossoming. Maybe it's something from your head or actual external conflicts/lack of roots that are making you lose focus. Regardless, breath and lock in. Grasping blessings and opportunities in this kind of situation is like finding a needle in a haystack.. kinda hard, baby. But you're the type of person that's more than capable of getting what you want.
Perhaps there's something you are holding onto... a pattern or a person. For some of you: your best self is found without that weight on your shoulders, which means you need to let them/it go. Now it's time to reasess your focus and self esteem. This blocked energy comes from you and will be unblocked through you. What it takes for success to come into your life is already in your life, baby, meaning life's just asking you to redirect your mind.
Now might be a good time to try that career you've been dreaming about. Or a hobbie you've been procrastinating. Or even asking that cute person you've been thinking about. Even though your mind hasn't rested, now is not the time to rest. Go after your shit!!
Stop clinging onto your past. And I know this is easier said than done, but what else is there to do but let go and accept new blessings? Things end so you can begin again. That's life. Embrace whatever transformation you're going through. If you don't change these patterns, there's a chance the consequences will be stagnation and dissatisfaction. So, I advice you to embrace the unknown other than remaining avoidant and fearful.
The pain of the unknown or the pain of staying the same. Choose wisely. (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
₊⊹ 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝐼𝐼
Baby, your heart is SO open right now!! It takes a lot to stay kind at times like this. The energy around you is very positive and there's a possibility that your intuition will be sharper soon, but you'll need to connect better with yourself. I recommend you to sit with your thoughts, without judging them. Observe your patterns. That will help you in the coming days.
Something that's blocking you from finding your best self has the energy of The Fool card. This is a generally positive card, but since it came in a negative position it means you may be unbalanced in your innocence and idealization. Perhaps you're not seeing your reality with your feet on the ground. It's important to use spiritual tools and feed your fantasies, but life is also in the material. Are you really moving towards your goals or just distracting yourself? Put the phone down and enough relaxing diva, you gotta move.
Maybe now it's time for you to follow conventional paths. Your best version has to go through the mundane too, which doesn't mean you'll forget your idealistic self, of course. We do have to nurture the unconventional, but we also gotta balance it with reality, you know?
There are good opportunities coming and you have all the tools to achieve what you desire!! I love this energy (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)!! Practice manifestation and visualization while you actively move towards your goals. Perhaps you should seek mentorship: a wiser person or a spirit guide, if you feel it's right.
Don't fixate on your emotions. Now is the time to reset your priorities and invest your energy wisely. Release your illusions and deceptions and focus on what's truly important. You may be going through a difficult transition, but it's a stage that will lead you to a better life. New&better relationships will also come along, but you need to be aligned to those vibrations. Focus on yourself and life will reward you!!
₊⊹ 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝐼𝐼𝐼
Okayyy there's a lot going on in your mind. Ease a bit, dove, you gotta treat yourself better than this. Maybe there's a sense of motivation in you, but stagnation and routine are slowly discouraging you.
When I asked the guides what's blocking you from reaching your best version, they showed me you're focusing too much on your feelings. You seem like a person who feels very deeply and gets lost in the tide quite often, following emotions blindly without even realizing. Or perhaps you're the opposite: too strict with yourself, too rational. Wouldn't it be the same side of the coin? Not seeing reality as it is because you're too busy blocking out your emotions?
Now it's time to create balance in your relationships and nurture real connections with your loved ones. Not talking about ego and validation here, but people that actually feed your soul.
You need to get out of your own mind for a bit. Find out what's affecting you so negatively. Write it down, let it sit for a few hours and read it. Then, write down blessings that are happening in your life. Remind yourself of them. There's a good chance you're focusing too much on things that don't need to affect you so much.
Focus on stability and things that keep you grounded. If you're going through a difficult period now, know that a period of success will soon come!!! (≧▽≦) New beginnings are soon gonna knock on your door, and sharper instincts will emerge (which were developed during difficult times. They're never easy but always necessary). You have to endure what life's asking you to and learn what you need to learn. Better times are coming, aligned with a stronger&better version of you. U got this!!
That's it, angels!! Thank you for reading and hopefully this resonated to you. Take care and remember to regulate your nervous system, hehe. Kisses!!
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