Introverted Banshee

Other than having the death glare all INTJs seem to have I realised today that I may be extremely difficult to approach...not sure if our entire type is or if that's just specific to me...

I was going to write a really deep and long tumblr post about social anxiety and how I never want to get out of bed again...then I realised I'm going to work tomorrow...& I'm far too lazy to write it. 

Today was a rather quiet day, must say I did enjoy it. I'm extremely nervous, obviously I'm not going to be seeing a psychotherapist tomorrow but I'm going to the doctor to be referred...I know that it's necessary and something I must do yet  I feel like running away from it. I'm glad I came clean to my parents and told them parts of how I feel and that I want to see someone, otherwise I wouldn't even go tomorrow. I keep talking myself out of it...not sure if that's a normal reaction. I'm trying really hard not to think about it and to have a positive outlook yet I find both goals rather hard to achieve. Maybe once I get this sorted I'll think less about what may be wrong with me and more on getting my life together and my coursework done.