nóstos

*copes with abandonment issues by leaving first*

i am so gentle and kind hearted

and stupid

part of being an adult is living with regret and not allowing it to consume you. the older you get, the more mistakes you make, the more opportunities you missed, the more people you’ve let down. forgive yourself. don’t beat yourself up. you’re still learning: this is a journey.

i’ve run out of poetic ways to say i wish i was fucking dead

i don’t understand why people think that depression goes away on holidays?? like ho ho ho I’m still feliz navidying

they make a compelling argument

I don’t understand this but I understand it

i feel like crying!! no wait i’m ok!! oh my god i’m so in love!! wow i’m ugly and gross and probably the worst!! wait!! i’m ok again!! time to cut all my hair off!! time to cry again whoops haha!!!!