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“Hey!” Paige(your roommate) says as she walks through the door, putting her gym bag down.

“Hi” you muster up the courage to not sound shy.

Everytime the woman speaks you practically fall to your knees, it’s even more unbearable, considering you live with her. She makes your mouth go dry and your cheeks go slightly pink.

“How was your day?” She asks with her classic grin that makes any fangirl swoon. She’s been in an extra good mood recently.

Ever since the two of you moved in together, as close friends, you’ve been head over heels in love with the blonde. She’s never given you the ick in any way it’s like she’s unrealistically perfect.

You suddenly feel her fingers snap in your face to grab your attention, pausing your daydream.

“Good- it was pretty good” you say way too quickly for your liking. You want to seem calm and collected but damn does she makes it difficult.

As she gets closer you get a better look at her.

She’s wearing basketball shorts that hanging off her hips, revealing the top of her boxers. Her hair is in a low slick back bun. Oh, she looks freaking delicious.

“Oh that’s good I’m happy, what made today so good?” It felt like Paige knew she was teasing you, it was almost like she knew that you couldn’t really answer that.

“Well I hung out with Dylan and Maddy in my room for most of the day” you say while smiling, thinking about the memories with your best friends.

To be honest your best friends poked fun at your debilitating crush on Paige often today, and that was a pretty big part of your conversations with them, but Paige doesn’t have to know that of course.

They were given an even bigger opportunity to say something when they saw that you made Paige in the sims 4 and you married her.

‘Aww she’s too cute’ Maddy put her hand on her heart while looking at Dylan.

You had to jerk yourself back into reality.

“Is something wrong, you seem to be daydreaming a lot” Paige asks.

You assure her you’re just fine and even though she doesn’t really believe you she lets it slip past.

“What’s your plans for tonight?”

“Oh well nothing really just video games” you answer as you’re fighting back the urge to just jump in her arms(or make out with her.)

“Actually I was wondering if you wanted to had a movie night with me like old times? a girls night?”

“Sorry Paige I need alone time to unwind, you know how draining Dylan and Maddy can be from time to time” she sighs and rolls eyes at you.

“Why have you so been so introverted around me recently?” She looks at you with a questioning voice

You try to breathe and stay calm. There’s no way you can sit next to her for two hours or longer while still containing your feelings, especially since your ovulating.

“Just a little more reserved nothing to worry about” you say quietly before speed walking to your room.

“Shit..i just made an absolute fool out of myself” you whisper while having a big pout on your face.

While you’re sitting on a self hate train you decide to self soothe by playing with your imaginary world of sims. You pull up your save file and begin playing.

Not long after you heard Paige knock on your door.

“Um hey I got you pizza I thought you might be hungry”

“Thank you” you say with a sheepish smile

“Hey are you playing the sims?” Paige laughs.

Uh oh. You hoped and prayed she wouldn’t notice the sims you made.

“Y-yeah” you mentally facepalm at your stutter.

“I used to play this game with my friends all the time, throw back” Paige says amused.

What you didn’t realize is that Paige found it adorable and she wasn’t judging you whatsoever. She thinks you’re pretty damn cute.

The screen accidentally moves around a your sim self appears.

“Oh gosh is that you?”

You nod.

“She has your facial features and mannerisms down perfectly, are you married in here?” She sounds eager to see save file but you’re not willing to show her considering her name is in there.

“M-mhm” you say not wanting to lie, you want her to like you and that means being honest and likable in everything.

“Can I see?”

“No..”

“Why not?” She looks puzzled but still amused.

“Come on sweetheart just let me see it’s not that serious it’s not like I’m gonna judge a sim” she playfully rolls her eyes.

The pet name didn’t slip past you. Your face flushed and your knees went weak.

Paige’s hand overrides yours on the keyboard and she sees your sim wife.

“Paige bueckers is your sim wife hm?” She says with a smiles and her eyebrows move.

You’re frozen and no words can come out.

“I didn’t know my princess of a roommate had that big of a crush”

“Look- I’m sorry can we pretend this never happened” you say, so embarrassed.

She leans down to your ear and whispers.

“Don’t worry I like you too”

Relief and flustered emotions come over you. Does she really or is she just messing with you?

“Yes, really” Paige says almost as if she could read your mind.

“I see the way you peek down the hallway to get a glimpse of me or how your cheeks are pink when we make eye contact, I’ve been doing the same thing for a while now honey you’re oblivious”.

“So this means..we can be date?”

“Well yeah I was gonna ask you to be my girlfriend, what do you think?”

From there your friendship grew, endless moments, from crumbl reviews to late night conversations.

You had gone through hell and back with Paige and you had both been there for each other in your lowest moments and in the highest.

You were close with everyone on the team really, you’re just an all around bubbly person always joking, smiling and laughing.

You valued you relationship with each of them and loved them all like family.

So when you all were gathered in Caroline’s dorm one night a month ago just having a normal conversation you weren’t expecting the topic of your sexuality being brought up.

You were all gathered around in front of the tv, all scattered on the couch or floor.

You were on the edges of the couch leaning on Azzi’s shoulder, who was doing homework also not paying attention, and Caroline and Ice next to her. Kk, Paige, and Jana were on the floor, between your legs, while Sarah and Allie on the kitchen stools doing whatever it is freshman do

You weren’t paying attention on to the conversation but instead just taking some time to recharge your social batteries by doom scrolling on tiktok. You had the volume all the way down and had been like this for about 5 minutes.

Whenever you would get a paige edit you would show azzi and you guys would laugh and then continue with your respective activities.

In the time you had been scrolling you had gotten 2 edits of paige, not bad considering it was usually more, and on what you decided would be your last video for the moment you got one final edit

This one though had you in a lot of the clips. It wasn’t a ship edit, (yet) just one of paige, you just happened to be in a lot of the clip selection

So you quickly turned the volume up slightly and heard the song was ‘False God’ by taylor swift.

You loved taylor swift to you quickly showed azzi with volume this time which caught the attention of Kk who was always nosy when it came to showing each other stuff on our phones.

“Whatcha lookin at?” Kk said looking up and you both with big eyes

“Just some edit of Paige to a taylor song Y/n likes” Azzi said still giggling with your phone in her hand

On instinct you turned red, like bright red. You didn’t know why exactly that had made you so embarrassed considering the girl the edit was of was currently sat between your legs.

Thankfully she seemed too locked in on fortnite to pay attention to some random edit being passed around

“Ooooh a p boogers edit?? I wanna see!!” Kk said asking Azzi for the phone

Azzi handed it over and Kk began watching. Only, Kk voiced what Azzi noticed and didn’t say to not embarrass you.

“Wow y/n you’re in a lot of these clips!… wait like a lot of these clips.” Kk said

Then you saw Kk starting to type in the comments of the post, she finished then turned the phone so you could approve it.

the comment read ‘clip selection is crazy’ you just laughed, nodded, and Kk quickly hit send

That got paige’s attention.

Paige looked up finally and asked to see the phone and saw herself on your screen… and the comment.

She didn’t say anything at first just watched the edit in full then gave your phone back to Kk.

Then she finally looked up at you from her spot between your legs that you were now suddenly very aware of.

“I knew there was something off about you, your gay!” Paige said quoting a tiktok audio that you knew all too well

”Bro what?” you said now becoming even more red than you were before

You didn’t know why those words had such an effect on you but they did.

i mean you aren’t gay… right? you’ve dated boys and liked them, you liked a girl one time but that was so long ago it doesn’t even count…

right?

“wait!… are you?” Kk asked

“wait i see it though” Ice said now joining the conversation

“Chill on me bro” you said getting more emotional by the second

“who’s gay?” azzi asked finally finishing her homework

“nobody!”

“y/n” Ice, Kk, and suddenly Sarah too all say at the same time as you

“Ohhh, so you guys saw all the edits of paige and other women she gets on her fyp?” Azzi asked

Your face reached such a level of blush and embarrassment that you could physically feel the heat radiating off you

“we only saw one edit, you mean there’s more?”

“azzi” you said extending the ending and burying your face in between her shoulder and the couch

“alright, alright, but in all seriousness. are you into girls?” asked Paige

you slowly move your head to look at her

“i—uhh-um?, i don’t…? i dont know?”

“you don’t know?” asked Caroline making you look at her

you and carol had always had a special bond and the second you looked in her eyes she saw that this wasn’t a light topic for you

“uhh..” you say not really wanting to get into the crisis of your sexuality in front of everyone right now

“alright! it’s getting late guys and I have to get up early tomorrow so if you’re staying here then it’s time to get ready for bed” Caroline said changing the subject and making everyone forget about the topic

“what no!”

“carol!”

“i’m staying here!”

“caroline!”

“nooo”

everyone said at the same time. you smiled at caroline as a thank you, but you knew she wouldn’t drop this topic as easily.

so a few days later when everyone was gathered at Kk’s dorm doing some crumbl cookie review, you found yourself in her room watching a show for a much needed break from the chaos.

“so…” you said to Carol as she sets up everything in her room to watch vampire diaries

“you wanna talk about it?” she asked

“i think so”

“so… where do you wanna start?” carol said

“i… how do i know if i like girls for real and it wasn’t just a phase or i don’t even know”

“i think if you’re asking that question you already know, you’re just too scared to admit it” caroline said completely clocking you

“i just” i let out a sigh “what does that mean for now i feel about the people in my life”

“people or paige?”

“Caroline!”

“sorry y/n, but come on i know you and i see the way you look at her” caroline says now moving to sit next you on the bed

“i like Paige…”

“yeah, you do”

“fuck. does everyone know?”

“no… i mean you are supposedly straight but me and azzi have suspected for a while, especially with your fyp being full of edits of her, or the way you get the brightest shade of red whenever you have to gaurd her at practice, or the way you seem to not like physical touch unless it’s with her”

“fuck”

That conversation was 3 weeks ago

3 weeks since you realized that you not only like girls but that you really like one girl, and she happens to be one of your closest friends and your teammate Paige fucking Bueckers,

3 weeks since you went home that night and looked her up on tiktok and watched edita of her until you fell asleep

For fyp is to the point where you can’t even open tiktok in public anymore because it’s full of her

Paige Bueckers, Lil Paigey, P Herbo, Paige Buckets, Paige Blockers, Paige Madison Bueckers

whatever she’s called herself at some point from senior year of high school till her super senior year, was haunting you.

the edits, the fucking edits, those had you weak.

it’s like world just kept screaming in your face how pretty she is, posters around school, posts on social media, and even when you were at home in your dorm, the man the myth the legend herself would text or call you every night

the calls were easier because you were able to deflect and say you were showering to not pick up and the texts you could be dry or just not respond, but in person? at practice or when you’re all together eating dinner

thats where paige got to you

“nice layup mama” from across the gym

“don’t even care you fouling me right now, just want you near me” as you guard her

“c’mere pretty” as she pulls you into her side on the couch during a group hangout

it’s like she knew exactly what to say to drive you crazy, and you really didn’t need her help for that

because on top of seeing the most thirsty edits and pictures and flirty comments from paige herself

you were ovulating.

which ment that anything and everything related to paige made you literally have to squeeze your legs together to feel any kind of relief

it ment that seeing her at practice with sweat dripping down her chest was making your pupils dilate so much that one of the trainers actually got concerned

it meant that the situation you were currently in, was actual hell

you were currently laying down of paige’s bed while she was at at the end sitting down playing fortnite

she called you over to hang out and lately you couldn’t say no to her, not that you would pass up spending time with paige, even if it was torture to not be able to do what you really wanted

so here you were waiting for paige so finish her game so you guys could watch trashy movies until you fell asleep

only the way her fingers moved on the controller was driving you crazy

the thought of what she could do—the way she could make to you feel. Then you eyes drift up her arms to her biceps, and the way her shirt clung to them. Suddenly your mouth was watering and you wanted nothing more then to kiss every inch of her skin.

what you did next caught you by surprise, you moved over to where she was sitting and just hugged her. Full on just wrapped your arms around her shoulders and buried you face in the crook of her neck and inhaled like she was your oxygen now

“you good mama?” she asked smiling

“you said one more game like 2 times already, i wanna watch tv paige” you said mumbling most of it since you didn’t lift you head from its spot

“i know im sorry, im almost done though.”

you just let out a discontent hum in reply not trusting your words with how badly you wanted her and how close you were to doing something about it

“someone’s whiny tonight” paige said laughing “c’mere mama.” motioning for you to come sit in her lap while she finish her game

in any other moment this would be fine, but considering you were pretty sure you were soaked through your sleep shorts at the moment, you hesitated

and in that one moment of hesitation paige grabbed you and pulled you right onto her lap and the second you felt your core meet her thigh, you literally had to bite your tongue to not moan

so there you sat, turned on beyond belief for the girl under you and now beginning to get uncomfortable in how you legs were positioned, so you moved around a little

then because of how aware you were of your movements and body, you shifted in paige’s lap again, and again, and again

until finally you felt a hand on your thigh push you back down into her firmly, “you gotta stop moving mama”

“what?” you could barely understand anything, at this point all you could think of was paige and how her hand was so close to where you wanted her most

how her perfect face with her perfectly pink lips were so close to yours, the way her legs would flex unconsciously under you making you almost whimper and causing you to move again

“please pretty, you can’t keep moving like that” she said in a shaky voice almost whining

and that’s when you saw it, the way she kept trying to press her thighs together but couldn’t because yours was in the way, how her eyes that are normally so blue, look almost black because of how dilated they are, the way she’s barley moving her hand on the controller anymore because she keeps looking at you instead of the game

in that moment you realized that she wanted you as much as you wanted her

so you moved yourself on final time on her lap and felt both of paige’s hands on your hips this time “please” she said almost moaning

the controller was forgotten and neither of you was paying attention to the tv anymore

“need you you so bad paige”

“fuck, mama” she said using her grip on your hips to grind you down onto her thigh

“paige” you moaned out, you were so far gone for her and she hadn’t even touched you yet, you couldn’t even keep your head upright anymore it felt to good

“c’mon pretty, use my leg, i know you’ve been wanting to”

you use all your strength to push yourself down onto her thigh again and start riding it. the pressure feels so good against your pussy it’s almost embarrassing how fast your gonna cum

“that’s it, doing so good f’me y/n” that comment only made you go faster

the pressure of her thigh and the way paige was kissing your neck and chest had you so overwhelmed you didn’t know where to focus

“can tell you’re close mama, give it to me please? wanted this for so long” she said practically begging you to cum on her

“yeah?”

“yeah, since before i even knew you were into girls, wanted to have you like this” that’s all it took to completely unravel on her, your hips now just twitching instead of moving

“fuck paige” you say breathing heavily finally looking into her eyes again then before you know what’s happening, paige quickly stands up with your legs around her waist and places you on her bed before crawling on top of you

once she’s back within your reach you kiss her, it’s sloppy and needy but you don’t care because kissing her feels like breathing

“wanna taste you” said paige before pulling your shirt over your head before pulling down your shorts and well leaving you just in underwear

she doesn’t say anything at first, her eyes scan over your entire body before zeroing in on your chest, and even though you didn’t think it was possible, her eyes dilate even more

paige put her mouth over one nipple while her hands pinched and played with the other, you moaned at the sensation

“most perfect fucking tits” she said more to herself than anything, each time she squeezed she moaned like it was being done to her instead

“mmm paige, need more” you said because as amazing as her mouth felt on your boobs, you knew it would feel better somewhere else

“yeah mama? whatchu want? tell me”

“want you to touch my pussy” you said breathy and in a voice you never heard yourself have before

“how can i say no when you ask me so nicely?” she said before making her way down your body and pulling off your panties

paige spread your knees and without warning licked one long stripe chasing you to gasp at the sensation

“please paige” you practically begged not wanting to wait any longer to have her mouth on you, and in similar sentiment paige couldn’t wait to taste you again

she dived right in licking and sucking at your clit with such passion it made you question ever sexual relation you’ve had up to know

the way her tongue skillfully worked your needy clit nipping and sucking until it was puffy making you feel like you were on cloud nine and everytime she moaned her voices send vibrations through your entire body making you shudder, you didn’t think it could get any better until she put 2 fingers in you

she was scissoring them in and out at the perfect speed, curling them hitting that spot inside you that had you seeing stars, her fingers combined with her mouth had you threatening to close your thighs around her head

“nuh uh, keep them open pretty” she said addingg another finger making the sensation even stronger

“Paige!” she was all you could think about, her lips sucking on your clit, her tongue lapping you up like it was her last meal, her long fingers going in and out curling into that same spot each time, your hand in her hair that you had been tugging on more than you’d like to admit

the heat in your stomach felt like you were going to explode soon, you were on the edge and paige knew it

“s—so close! don’t stop—p! Fuck!” all your senses where overwhelmed when paige reached her free hand up and pinched your nipples between her fingers

your vision blurred as you reached your peak, with you back arching off the bed and your thighs clamping around her head, not that paige minded, she kept her movements going until she could feel your body go limp under her

then she climbed back up and put her fingers to your mouth which you immediately opened and she placed the fingers that were inside you in your mouth causing her to moan at her actions

“so sweet thought you deserved a taste”

you just sucked her fingers clean then opened you mouth to released them with a pop

“c’mon pretty let’s go to sleep”

“what no? let me get you” you said feeling bad that all you did was receive when you were more than happy to give her anything she wanted

“next time mama, tonight was about you, and i know you’re tired” she said while pulling you into her side and pulling her blanket over you both, you didn’t realize it until then but you really were tired, it had been a long day and you were already exhausted before getting here

“goodnight paige”

“goodnight y/n”

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part 2 where you get paige back? lmk