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@inscapable
it's so maddening that helpful services for my disabilities "exist" yet anytime i try to access one i don't qualify, it's not in my area, it's not accessible, insurance doesn't cover it, there's rules i can't meet, etc. who is this even for
This is Inaccessibility in the system, I agree completely it's so stupid.
#its for abled people to feel like there's a system #it's not actually for us @kandicritter you are so correct
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There's a very specific type of Weenie I keep encountering where they aren't really capable of or willing to push back on discomfort so the only way they can communicate their needs is by allowing resentment and discomfort build up and up until they EXPLODE, completely convinced they're in the right (because they're the aggrieved party, they're the ones who had to bear their discomfort for lord knows how long), while either not apparently seeming to realize or care that the other person had no idea and are now on the receiving end of a meltdown they were not warned about.
And of course it's better for anger to be righteous (or else it just turns inwards) so these people convince themselves they gave sufficient hints that were ignored (certainly can't be the case that the other person straight up Did Not Notice) or that the other person SHOULD have known about the discomfort they were causing, and that their ignorance was not one's fault.
And I have noticed this pattern repeating a lot where these piled up imagined grievances build up until someone ends up just sounding like a total loon because they've rehearsed a conflict in their heads that was never reflected in reality because the other person was like, thinking about what they wanted to eat for dinner or whatever. These people are, despite their best efforts, exceedingly aware of how pathetic they are for doing this and it pains them, but that's just another source of built up resentment. Horribly cyclical. It's unfortunate!
dandelions from the sketchbook ⭐️
[ID copied from alt, image 1: illustration of a yellow and green field of dandelions. the view is dense with grass and flowers. in the top left corner, the date reads may 24. on the outside, a border of the second illustration peeks through
Image 2: an illustration of a group of late stage dandelions, light and puffy. there's one yellow dandelion in the mix. the illustration is done in cool grays, with loose black outlining. in the background, the yellow green of the first illustration peeks through. End ID]
it's literally all about having a primary public gender and a secondary personal gender
[image ID: a ballpoint-pen sketch, portraying a figure in three-quarters view facing the right. the figure's face is relaxed, its right-eyelid drooping slightly, its mouth open. the right side of its face appears bruised. its hair is straight and somewhat messy, nearly shoulder-length. it looks young.
the sketch is drawn on a yellow-ochre ground, and the background is painted red using a marker. /.End ID]
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The mythical disabled person who is so disabled that everyone consistently supports and accommodates them without question is a straw man which only exists as a hypothetical for the political purpose of denying real disabled people care while still being able to argue that said care would be accessible to disabled people who "actually deserves it"
Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.
Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.
That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.
Genuinely, thank you so much for this.
hey guysss so unfortunately the rumors are true and im leaving the narrative. Buttt the good news is my absence will create such a gaping hole in your lives that it will become a sort of presence itself, and so in a way it will kind of be like i never left! But i am. Leaving just to be clear.
so i hauve covid rn and i must say, American cold medicine is the absolute bees knees. You go to a UK pharmacy and they tenderly press like eight (8) paracetamol into the palm of your hand... God FORBID you're sick in France, i had to scour every pharmacy in Paris for something that wasn't HOMEOPATHIC PASTILLES. meanwhile last night i took the last of my stash of Nyquil that expired in 2019 and it was like getting hit by a fucking baseball bat (affectionate). press X to timeskip. LOVE me a cheeky little medically induced coma. you can really feel that it's a precursor to meth. i know that everything is fucking awful over there my friedns and my heart goes out to every one of you but if you need one small bright light of national pride in this time of strife please know that i envy you your cold medicine every day
i once took an american antihistamine pill just a basic one for seasonal allergies and i had to immediately lay down and while doing so i vividly hallucinated that i was a steerage passenger on the titanic resigned to my death as my cabin filled up rapidly with water. then i blacked out and when i woke up again my allergies were gone for the entire season.
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Stages of Decomposition, Embroidery by calicoranger
[ID: embroidery of a hand where each finger represents one stage of decay. The thumb shows fresh corpse and looks like a normal finger. The index finger shows bloat and is a bit more pale and bloated. The middle finger shows active decay and has light desaturated green colour and there are worms crawling through it. The ring finger shows advanced decay, it is dark and falling apart. The pinkie shows dry remains and is just bones. \end ID]
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"Danse macabre" (2023), acrylic painting created by the Iranian artist Bahman Pezeshkzad.
According to Saatchi Art, the Danse Macabre is a form of pictorial expression that depicts the dead and the living dancing together in a sarabende.
It is a realistic painting showing three people. Someone with medium light skin and curly brown hair bends over an instrument made of skull and bones in the foreground, dressed in red. Above them in the background, a very pale red haired person in a turquoise dress and a dark skinned person with a gold headdress, bare torso and blue pants dance with human skulls in their hands. Both of them are turned leftwards, with their arms and the skulls they are holding also pointed in that direction. A fire burns in a golden brazier at the bottom right corner. The painting has a lot of elaborate details in the group’s highly patterned clothing rendered in rich colors, and their lots of golden jewelry.
the truth is that buried beneath the OCD version of me that's always in fight or flight mode is a laid back guy who really does not give a fuck and is happy to do whatever. and i just gotta Dig Him Out
it has always been a dream of mine to relax
Doctors are like: ughhhhh. You're confusing. Come back if you die
had some Big Feelings after therapy regarding existence and legacies, so i channeled it all into a little sinosauropteryx on a tiny piece of scrap paper. ink and watercolor sketch, about 2x2 inches.
prints here: https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/mxmorgan/a-monument/
ID from alt: Sketch of a sinosauropteryx fossil against green and yellow misty watercolor blooms. the fossil rests suspended between text that reads "that you existed at all is a monument itself." End ID
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[ID: a street sign that reads; "TOAD STYLE" with a cartoon toad at the top. /End ID.]
This whole project was heavily inspired by the work of Lina Shamoon/ Mirrors by Lina (website here, check out her very cool and much higher quality work). My spin on things is definitely not made as well as her stuff, but I'm still loving the effect.
[VD: A video of an installation project. A corner of a house is shown, with green walls and two windows and lots of plants. In the center is a multitude of differently colored disco balls, around the size of an orange on average, hanged from the ceiling with thin gold chains, arranged to look like the solar system. The installation is spinnable, and as the disco balls hang between the windows, they reflect the golden light streaming in, creating colorful little lights everywhere. An emotional piano piece plays in the background. End VD]
