it’s a beautiful summer for disappearing

girl why do you insist on sniffling loudly in the library every 2 seconds you are not Žižek

it's either this or meaningless "friendships" with people who don't even want to get to know me truly

Forever traumatized by realizing that no amount of love can change someone who finds losing you easier than facing their own behavior.

Every version of you was necessary. Even the ones you’re ashamed of.

museum date but i spend the whole time crying over the concept of history and time

i genuinely love reading dense academic writing when it's done well it feels like getting hit in the head with a baseball bat but in a good way

my biggest red flag is that i’m always subconsciously prepared to spend the rest of my life alone.

quit brainrot. unfollow trolls. read essays. go down rabbit holes. have a calendar. maintain a todo list. read old books. watch old movies. turn on dnd. walk with intent. eat without youtube. chew more. train without music. plan for 15 mins. execute. organize your desk. take something seriously. read ancient scripts. act fast. find bread. eat clean. journal. save a life. learn to code. read poetry. create art. stay composed. refine your speech. optimize for efficiency. act sincere. help people. be kind. stop doing things that waste your time. follow God. craft reputation. learn persuasion. systemize your day (or don’t). write. write. write. write more. iterate violently. leave your phone at home. walk to the grocery store. talk to strangers. feed the dogs. visit bookstores. look for 1800s novels. experience art. then love. sit with a homeless man and offer them lunch. don't gossip. embody virtue. sit alone. do something with your life. what do you want to create? turn off your mind. play. play a sport. combat sports. notice fonts in trees. fall in love. notice patterns on a table. visualize it. talk to people with respect. don't hate. be loving. be real. become yourself. cherrypick your qualities. discard the useless. rejections aren't permanent. invite what aligns. accept what does not. read great people. be different. choose different. do great work. let it consume you. lose your mind. value your time. experience life.