My point of view.

I used to be so confident when I was younger. I am not even old but I’ve noticed the difference.

I used to say I knew exactly what I wanted from life. I knew who I was. 

Not sure when that changed. Something just shifted. I lost balance. It all became different. 

Doubts, insecurities, questions invaded my mind. 

Now I am scared of my own shadow. I sabotage my own happiness. I prefer to sulk in my sadness than to put an effort to be happy. 

What happened to “whatever it takes?” or “ I will never give up?”

I am just floating on. 

I used to always prefer the night time. I am not sure how I feel about it now. I am happy to say I am back on my daily drinking tea routine :) My mornings consist of black tea, green tea, and my nights of herbal teas only of course. This doesn’t mean I can go without coffee. It’s a bad addiction I can’t shake it off.