Oceans of Me

do you porno tumblrs keep following me for the beauty of my art?

if so, do follow, i don’t mind

but if you just want to cry out your existance 

call out my attention

provoke my reaction

then please be so kind

say goodbye

butterfly

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She asked me with her curious childish eyes: What will you do when you run out of metaphors and you have nothing more to say to the world?

She caught me unprepared I have never thought of silence

So loud

So frightening

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Only a child can say the truth in such an explicit manner hurt you so mercilessly and then untouched by your looks for pity giggle and run

After a butterfly ***

Don't break her wings! is all you want to cry out

but instead You remain silent silently hoping

Away

I will wilfully wish myself away Mindfully into distance

Like a flow of air

Will be

A remembrance

Of a day past

But then again

Without me there can be no shadow

Even if the light is bright

if I don't come up

to intervene

Impose my flesh to the beam

Importance of me Rises

Like a plane Escaping

fire

A winged beast

My heart

Rebels like a broken glass

My bladed edge Your bleeding finger

I will wilfully wish your self away And I

Voyage

Je m'en vais ailleurs

Je m'en vais

plus loin qu'aujourd'hui plus loin que demain

Je laisse tous mes hiers derrière

et je porte rien

avec moi Ma douleur n'ira pas

Je laisse tomber dans l'oublie tout mon cœur mes amours mes amis

et n'importe où que j'débarque le jour se lèvera innocent

Sur la terre nouvelle je ferai le premier pas tout doucement sans me hâter

Ce serait comme si la vie revenait au début

If I let the bomb explode in my chest,

Sve smrti uzimaju komade mene

Otkidaju komad mesa Uma Duše I sa svakom dišem teže

Sve sam manja Sve starija i sve bljeđa Poniznije idem dalje

Sve smrti grizu me u pleća Gaze

A ja se borim svakog dana A ja se bojim sve to više Nosim sumnje i strahove Pored tebe

Dotakneš me Sa svog dlana na moj spustiš Zrnce mira I tišine

Bit će dobro Život ima mnoge tajne

I na koncu i početku Sve je dio iste priče

discontinued

my hurt goes on uninterrupted travels like sound waves into an unforeseeable distance

tick tocks like my heart in different amplitudes

of screams

my heart goes on my hurt relentless disturbs the rhythm of my heart

beat

tick tocks

a flock of crows or inverted white pigeons impose upon the blue of the sky

heavens disrupted

your love's a love that i cannot neglect a crutch i lean on

U meni niču klice raja Na ovom mrazu bojim se ugasnut će sparušit se uvenut će…

Nisu to klice raja To su jeke eka odjeci počeci kraja

Sparušilo se uvelo je sjeme nade neće više niknuti

Heart

come expand your kisses over my edges delimit my confines if you break the boundary of my body i will stretch beyond infinity will become fluid like love and overflow every inch of you

until there is no space between us no space that is not us each and every pore filled in with us desperate to exile my self from this flesh i extend my faith i invest my hope i plunge all my being into you (Can you be…)

come (…my magic fountain?)

do not reject my surrender. do not distil me from your thoughts. the limitless i has the power of escape the strength to overcome eternity the joy of waking up

(with you)

if you are i will be your own supergirl brave enough to spread my love beyond the horizon and shield you from whatever may come

that is the life i wanted to live what i've always wanted to be-

come

a super creature endowed with an enormousness of hope and no fear

iʼm dying. a little each day. and iʼm painfully aware of my giving up.

do you know how it feels when there's nothing to live for but wake up

and breathe?

when breathing becomes a burden you cannot shake off…

i want my coin back. this is not the life i whished for. i want to reinvest into another fountain. can my whole future depend on so little metal under such little water?

a drop by drop evaporates…

(nothing but dirt remains…)

this is not the life i wished for. this is not i who i wanted to be-

N e p r i m j e t n o Me zaboravljaš

Promijenila je boju moja haljina U tvojim mislima Ona istu koju si zapamtio prvoga dana kada smo se sreli Bila je žuta na crvene cvjetove Kao i marama Od iste tkanine sašivena

Tu maramu kada je ispala u plesu si podigao Pružio mi je Uz osmijeh

Tako smo se upoznali Kroz crvene cvjetove

Danas su boje… Izblijedile U tvojim mislima Postale gotovo sive utihnule Kao miris parfema na okrajku uspomene Prašinom zakrivene

Zaboravljaš maramu Haljinu Od iste tkanine sašivenu

Zaboravljaš mene

Sasvim

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