Inkubyss

I feel normal again. Like I'm who I know I am. Been a long time

I did it to protect you. I acted like a monster because you deserved better than me. I oushed you away and broke everything we had because I knew deep down you'd be better off without me. And maybe that's my damage, that's just delusion making me do it or think that. You tried to prove that wasn't the case. And I acted out more because of it. I'm sorry for lying to you. I'm not a good person and I'm not good enough to be with someone like you. I never was. No matter how much you ddin't believe that. And now look at you, happier, healthier, more free. I guess I was right.

10 years I was a monster. And maybe I can't heal. Maybe it's too late for me to get better. I know you tried. I know you cared. I hope you find what you need in life. I could have been a better person and chose not to.

Lol grow up. I'll say what I want on my blog. This is my journal, this is how I do it. You don't like it? Don't read. Countdown til next contact begins now I guess

The urge to want to change goes two ways on this street. If you want to communicate like adults, you know how to do so. I won't tolerate being talked down to and treated like less than in a conversation you brought to me. End of story. You wanna try again? Feel free. No guarantees. But again, this just proves you never cared. And it affects more than just you and I. Remember that

The disrespect. The gall. I don't understand. You open it up and then close it for what? Make up your damn mind. Also, hi, I know you're reading this.

Bitterness isn't cute

When people claim they understand and care then they turn around and prove they never did. No excuses for that. Time wasters all

I just realized I forgot to take my medicine the last 2 days. My brain has been fried and everything has been so chaotic. That explains a lot

Denial is unbecoming