Embracing Inferiority

We are masters of our own ultimate fate. I’ve lived all I could in this life and I got this great urge just today to plan my leave. Family and friends, when you find this I ask that you please dispose of my physical being in the cheapest way possible. And if you want me to rest in peace then please, erase my spiritual being from yourselves. Nothing would haunt me more than to be constantly thought of; but maybe that will be my eternal punishment. My last laugh will be that I thought I ever had a chance at a superior lifestyle. Calling myself a disgrace wouldn’t even put it close. Time to begin planning

p.s. should the inferior, the socially excluded, be allowed to take vacations?

The questing that then leads me to ponder on is-would my offspring feel an amplified effect of living a burdened life? Would they be wise enough to self dispose for the sake of society?

I have this crazy idea, shame me if I’m wrong, but should an inferior be allowed to chase a dream? First, I have to mention that such a dream canNOT involve another being (especially a superior). What I’m talking about (specifically for me) is to work for my dream car. Should I be allowed this? It’s a sports car and others that feign care would advise against being careless with it. However, I really can’t think of a better way to leave this existence! Share your thoughts, mention if you are an inferior or superior please!

Us inferiors, and myself specifically, are the lowest of the low on earth! I sulked before I realized that I should not even think I deserve normal treatment, one that a superior would receive. I request punishment so that I may truly learn, but by which method? Anyways, how wonderful it is to have your own little space to remind yourself that you're worth almost nothing. Good evening to all, another day of work tomorrow, I'm a slave for society, but a happy one to be!

My birthday is just two weeks shy, and I will be turning twenty three years old. Since I am opposed to even the chance of passing on my inferior genetics to kin, I have refused sex and am therefore a virgin. I thought about this today and immediately made a goal of myself to become the 100 year old virgin. Or maybe not, I have other supposed plans that may interfere with such a feat. More on that later, I am still researching information and am excited to share.

I'm ashamed to admit that I often look past my inferiority and get evil that's that I might actually fit it. Fortunately I lived through events today which reminded me of my lack of worth. It's usually times lien these were a person will speak to a colleague about their feelings. But myself, yes, I am below all others. It's not to say I have nobody to speak to, I will always have myself! And I am all I need, especially at such a low ranking. It's quite nice, to be there for yourself.

This one time when I was about 13, I told my cousin that I would like to know what it was like to have a girlfriend. She then told the rest of my family (we were all in the living room) and they laughed! It was really funny AND it was a pivotal moment in my realizing that I am inferior. Sometimes I wish I could relive that. How could I have had such a ridiculous thought? 😂😂😂😂

I've realized that friends group together according to status and interests. I've also realized that I don't have any friends (nobody reaches out to me to hang out). Now, I'm led to believe that nobody has fallen down to my level. I feel like I'm unbeatable (in terms of inferiority).

Have you ever day dreamed about being a superior? I caught myself doing so today. I imagined being attractive and even being in a relationship (with a superior)! But of course, it was just a daydream. I immediately stopped myself from dreaming more, how dare I day dream of being a superior!? Do you think this is wrong? I have already decided on appropriate punish for myself for doing this. Thoughts? :)

I work full time and I just finished the school semester. My deepest apologies to all my followers :(

Can you tell I love these? Hehe, today I did something stupid so I hit myself for punishment. The second hit hurt really bad and I told myself "that was a nice ass hit." It almost sounded like a reference to smoking, I found this to be humorous 😂

So I've noticed that sometimes when babies do something their parents don't approve of, they'll hit themselves on the head. I eventually adopted that form of self punishment to remind myself of my inferiority and to stay in my place. Well...I think it's worked! I've noticed myself doing less stupid things and I've hit myself less. Do you have anything similar? Feel free to comment and/or message!

I was thinking, even as inferiors we should still reproduce, since we're mere servants to superiors and we're easily expendable. However, who or how many of us should reproduce? I for one believe I should not, as my poor traits yield little benefit to a superior. Thoughts? :)