jamais vu

Gosh I’m good at cooking

i kinda love to waste time but dont tell anybody

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

“people shouldn’t have to accept the bare minimum-” I agree with that too but we’re at a point where we have to cling to the bare minimum or that will be taken away too

HAATEEEE hate actually. that overweight is considered a more pc nice term than fat. like i need the word fat to become destigmatized right now because im tired of people talking circles around trying to say chubby or big or plus size as catchalls because fat is a fine word. its fine. i know its been deemed derogatory by our culture but thats because being fat is deemed bad anyways but i think its a better word than calling people overweight like over what weight hm? what weight are you saying they are over. normal?? fuck you

I have GOT to stop spending $30

I have GOT to stop spending $30

if you’re reading this, i’m wishing for the universe to be kind to you

what’s crazy about being in your late 20s is that you’ve only been an adult for a decade and people are really out here believing your life is over

you can always start making a beautiful life for yourself even if you’ve lost some years to grief. your entire life does not need to be a perfect story, and it always doesn’t have to be only good or only bad. it’s gotta be a lot of both.

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

every day i get a little madder about the ‘dream job’ narrative… all i want is to have a job that benefits society somewhat, doesn’t abuse me, and lets me live a happy life outside of my job lol. jobs should not be (and arguably can’t be) cosmic destinies and identities

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

all i need is a sweet treat. and six thousand dollars

never met a sentence i couldn't make incredibly long