almostthere.

i just wanna stay in bed forever. sleeping feels easier than being awake

I really need to sit and read long novels with complicated words that I don’t yet know and go back to language class and get my driver’s license in Italy and develop a routine outside of work and visit people for coffee and company and I need to watch films that are slow and crawling and demand all of me and stop with fucking YouTube shorts because my soul is dying

I feel exposed.

I have a love hate relationship with this app as much as i want to delete it and leave and i can't it’s the only space for me where i can be me

i am an ally to all embarrassing and uncool women forever and ever

I dont take anything personal from people who are at war with themselves.

i dream of having a regulated nervous system

Realizing everyone sucks and that you should just do whatever you want without worrying so much about what they have to say is so freeing. So many people who’ve made me feel small ended up possessing attributes that I don’t admire at all.

prefer to be misunderstood