bloodless

Okay, obviously I haven’t been writing much if at all lately. I’m a full time film student at the moment and I’ve spent the first 3 months of 2019 drowning in production design mockups and pre-production on 2 films + my weekends have been crewing on other films & location scouting (or just literally trying to storyboard and production design and not drown). I’ve barely had time to even write anything outside of Tumblr I have about 6 pilot ideas I want to write for my portfolio but I just do not have the time or energy by the time I get home. On top of all of this, Tumblr makes my anxiety worse so I’ve been trying to stay away for my mental health.

Because of this, I’ve decided that moving forward I’m putting all my blogs on an indefinite hiatus except for @burnedkingdom my ASOIAF multimuse, which I’ve recently revived on a low-activity hopefully low-stress basis, if you’re seeing this message & still wanna write hmu over there or on discord ( brea#5926 ). I’m notoriously terrible at overcommitting myself but I do miss the rpc and don’t want to totally remove myself from it. For a while I was considering deleting all my blogs but honestly I’ve worked too hard on them and I don’t want to do that.

I’m going to be reblogging this same note across all my blogs, but I just wanted to throw out some specific notes for a few of my accs:

For my mutuals over @stellarstolen: I love Maia a whole tone, but for some reason she’s the muse that gives me the worse anxiety and being on her dash for five minutes brings my mood way down. The last 2 years I’ve come back for the new season, however I have no intention of doing that this year. Maybe I’ll be back in the future (I love you all too much to stay away forever), but I really just have too much on my plate to deal with Maia right now. Thank you guys for being amazing (special shout out to Lenne & Yuffie <3333 ) it’s been a wild ride.

@ all my WW babies on @codeminded: WOW OK some of y’all *coughtrip&haleycough* have been around since Emily was Beth and then watched me fight becoming canon complaint (and eventually fail at that too lmaooo). I love you guys and our gc, I’ll probably be back with s3 rolls around but right now I’m still too disillusioned w/ s2 but ily.

The mutlifandom crossover mess that is @arzodae: I honestly love every character on this blog & how no one knows what books they’re from but it’s FINE I’m fine. I don’t doubt that I’ll be back on this blog at some point, ya girl spent too much time on her crossover verse bios to not revive it. For my SOA/Mayans bbys, I’ll be back for Mayans s2 I already know it, my Hanna muse is always hanging around and Liana rly never got a chance before I peaced out. @ my marvel bbys: I literally love my marvel verses so much I know I’m gonna end up showing back up for those too. ALSO @ my ASOIAF babes: if you like Cyra’s ASOIAF verse: I’ve moved it over to @burnedkingdom & changed her into Jalani (but it’s literally the same backstory as Cyra’s verse just expanded).

❝ if you guys can roll out any kind of cavalry, now’s the goddamn time ❞

❝ if it was the last saturday night before the destruction of the universe, i’d still have plans to wash my hair ❞

❝ it’s hard to believe a criminal mastermind could be this gullible ❞

❝ damn your blinky eyes and condescension ❞

❝ please excuse me. i’m off to end my pointless existence in the dark void of space. tell mother i love her ❞

❝ i brought you here to see a whole sky of different stars ❞

❝ whatever has you chasing me, it’s nothing to do with who i am. because you have no idea who i am ❞

❝ you haven’t angered any goddesses recently, have you? ❞

❝ for a guy who asks me out a lot, you’re pretty good at standing me up ❞

❝ for a girl who turns me down a lot, you’re awfully good at pretending like we’re married ❞

❝ this is not the time to quote crusty old war strategists ❞

❝ i’m gonna stomp his jelly beans so hard his kids will be born crooked ❞

❝ how can you be one of us if you’re cut in two? ❞

❝ whom do you serve, your ego or your mission? ❞

❝ fuck the smartest move. they’re going to kill us. i’m not volunteering to be next ❞

❝ i’m going to take them apart piece by piece ❞

❝ i can’t see tomorrow from here, can’t imagine anything after this ❞

❝ patience and silence had one beautiful daughter, and her name was vengeance ❞

❝ strike the shepherd, the sheep will scatter ❞

❝ this is not a democracy. this is a war ❞

❝ odds are we’ll get killed and nobody’ll know we tried, but we can’t just leave all these people here to die ❞

❝ i’m gonna get shot, you know that right? and when it happens, just so you’re aware, i’m gonna expect a kiss as i die in your arms ❞

❝ there’s this moment, this tiny moment, in between the time you decide to pull a trigger and the time the death arrives. there’s just you and everything you’re about to take away. it’s too big. it goes forever ❞

❝ you don’t have to pretend it’s okay, you don’t have to find a joke about it ❞

❝ don’t become the monster ❞

❝ i am not what i once was ❞

❝ i’m told bravado is impressive under certain circumstances, but i’ve yet to find them ❞

❝ i have no enemies, only obstacles, and it’s time i start removing them ❞

❝ if the guilt attack you got right now was warranted, you’re goddamn right i’d be the first one to call you on it. this shit isn’t on you. none of it is ❞

❝ everyone in this thing has lied to me except you ❞

❝ if ever under god there was a time not to fuck with me, now is it ❞

❝ hold your breath. listen. and i will show you the components of calamity ❞

❝ i was thinking, and i realize now might not be the time and all, but i was thinking when this is over, maybe you might want to go out somewhere? dinner. or coffee. or something ❞

❝ you are quick witted and as beautiful as your are deadly ❞

❝ you ever get the feeling you forgot something real important? ❞

❝ you want to get your head in the fucking game or keep cracking wise? ❞

❝ fuck your apologies. people are dead because of you ❞

❝ there is no us, do you understand? there’s nothing between us. nothing ❞

❝ you cared about me. i know you did. and i still care about you ❞

❝ it’s not about what you say. it’s what you do that matters here ❞

❝ probably safer to say ‘screw the drama’ and just kill the bitch ❞

❝ you might get only one shot. so shoot ❞

❝ no, don’t you dare ask me that. i’m not kissing you goodbye ❞

❝ look, i don’t mean to sound like a bitch, but i’ve got his blood all over my hands from where he died in my arms ❞

❝ i know this is an impossibly stupid question, but are you…is there anything at all i can do? ❞

❝ say “please” you little bitch ❞

❝ i don’t want to shoot you, but- scratch that. i do want to shoot you. feel free to give me a reason ❞

❝ we can’t stop. i want to. i just want to lie down and wait for it to be done. but we can’t ❞

❝ i wanted to tell our story. i wanted people to know ❞

❝ so you’re saying there’s another universe where i took my mother’s advice, and i’m a professional musician living it up in new vegas right now? ❞

❝ keep running that mouth, i’ll show you what fucked up feels like ❞

❝ i already kicked your ass and tied you up, i can gag you too ❞

❝ first, i want you to remember that i have a history of disobeying your direct orders and turning out to be right… ❞

❝ not to be a brat about it, but let’s just reflect on the fact that i’ve been right a lot of times ❞

❝ jesus, this is insane, i shouldn’t be talking with you at all ❞

❝ do you still believe in god? after everything that has happened? ❞

❝ to protect you is all i have ever wanted ❞

❝ your word is worth absolutely nothing ❞

❝ you really want to insult the only one of us who’s getting on top of them? ❞

❝ the universe itself depends on you…no pressure ❞

❝ it may comfort you to know that your death, while astonishingly violent, will likely be mercifully swift ❞

❝ you’re kind of an asshole, you know that, right? ❞

❝ your pep talks fucking suck ❞

❝ you must be strong, the price of failure is incalculable ❞

❝ never really learned when to fold, but you can win with a pair of 2s if you act like you’ve got aces ❞

❝ it’s great to be good, it’s better to be lucky ❞

❝ so, what’s a girl gotta do to get a lift around here? ❞

❝ it’s not about what i say, right? it’s what i do that matters here ❞