In-betweenness

Not sure if it's an is or an ought problem but it's definitely a problem.

I can't stay that alone daily for the rest of my life. I must work if I wanna eat.

But I can't. I either leave or get abandoned or rejected.

I'm not interested in "producing" riches for an already rich person.

I don't wanna spend my time trying to figure out if you think what you say and say what you think.

I'm not interested in playing a role at work, staying polite with racist and sexist colleagues.

I'm not interested in trying to be a thinker, a philosopher or an artist because I don't fit what they think I am or should be. I'm tired of art remaining an elitist area, used to continue domination.

I'm tired of people saying they're realistic when they're just inhumane. I'm tired of people saying they have a heart when their hearts are in their imaginary wallets.