Writers who can end on sad/bad endings are too powerful.
Not me writing the most fucked up, degrading, soul-wrenching, heart-breaking, existential conflict rending trauma onto my blorbos and just...letting it stay that way. Not trying to fix some of it. Not giving it at least a hopeful slant in the end???
Letting things stay broken and terrible and sad? I'm shaking and crying right now just thinking about doing that.
I do not have the strength.



















