HISHAM KHAN

My mom would beat all my sporting events, let's say I was playing football. My mother would be on the side lines and if the play on the field started going one way my mother would be like oh my gosh. I get in the huddle with the other guys that go mark is that your mother. I go no I never saw her before my.  The greatest gift my mother ever gave me she believed in me. I have overdosed on drugs on three occasions where I should have been dead but I believe I was kept here for a reason. You show me your friends I will show you your future how do I know this I hung out with losers and I became the biggest lose them all because I gave up everything I dreamt about as a little boy because of who I chose to surround myself. 

            When my friends drive me home at 2:00 3:00 4:00 in the morning we'd be drunk and high laughing in the car we pulled it from a house in the earth they go, mark mark the light sign I go oh man, my mother is up see my mom wouldn't go to bed until she knew her son was still alive. I'd walk and she say hi mark how was your night it was good mom it's gonna go to bed shoes can I talk to you for a minute. I say mom I'm tired I'm just gonna go to bed shoes mark. I haven't seen you all day and all night can I please talk to you. I said man just leave me alone you bugged me I'd slam my bedroom door.

             I'm the one person who believed in me I was on a worldwide tour we arrested overseas in Japan after my wrestling match we all upstairs in my hotel room and I fell asleep there was a knock at my door three o'clock in the morning. I got out of bed I looked for the safety window and I could see it was a Japanese promoter.  I opened the door he said mark you need to call home there's been an emergency I went and got a hotel room phone. I called back tonight, citizen hey what's going on and he  said mark I don't know how to tell you this I said just tell me what happened he started trying to go mark can't tell you I said just say it he said mark your mother died. I just threw the phone down I ran out of my hotel room I took the elevator to the lobby when the doors opened up I just ran out into the street.

              I mean there was no cars there was no people's 3 o'clock in the morning and I walked down the middle of a street in Hiroshima Japan and I remember looking up and just say mom I am so sorry. I flew home for a funeral and I was so nervous to walk up to her casket so I just stood way in the back and I kept looking from a distance. Then kept thinking to myself please get up and then I finally got the nerve to walk up to her and as I got closer I could see my mom for the first time. I mean she was so beautiful she was dressed in white I mean she looked like an angel and I stood over and I said mom you are my hero. Everything I am everything I hope to be was because you ,you loved me so much you gave me a life you're the only one that ever believed in me how did it repair I can drunk by getting high by getting stupid by hanging out with losers for all she ever wanted to do was talk to me I wish I could talk to you now mom I wish you see what I'm doing why can I have been a better son. 

WANT TO BE....HACKER IN THE FUTURE.....ONE DAY...