🌀 Amanda

Woke up, had lunch. Went to the treadmill, even though I'm on my period and said I wouldn't go. Stayed for sixty minutes and burned 140 calories. Showered. Watched Obsession with Luke. Had eggs.

Luke and I stayed until four in the morning talking. We saw our synastry chart, did many things, really. The important part is that I finally questioned him on weather this is platonic or romantic. He said it is whatever I want it to be, he said we have chemistry but he usually lets the other person take charge in that regard. He thinks of connections in a different way than I do. He started asking some questions about myself, and we even shared our medications and diagnosis. When I was about to show him a music video and he said he'd show his first he got upset about it and wanted to undo his action, but I had already stopped sharing my screen, and by the time I joined his, he was playing the song I was gonna play.

I ended up making fish. Made a server and met this girl from Cuba called Penelope. She's going to be valedictorian, and wants to go to Harvard. It was sooo nice meeting her, she's so fun. I did a tarot reading for her, she's amazing, I want to platonically marry her, move to the forest and adopt 15 kids.

Luke and I played until two twenty in the morning. He's called me fascinating; eccentric; bizarre, and peculiar, but only when we started talking about kinks. I made him download Instagram, and he shared his screen as he watched my stories. I had to watch many emo music videos, though... not worth it.

Luke called me, we played Roblox for awhile, then I made my fish. Went back to Roblox, and talked to Kittyyyy. Someone wanted a tarot reading, and we spent our time trying to figure out if the girl he got with is pregnant or not.

We played many games, and watched Zombieland; he pirates all of his movies and music, I love that. I have to write a song about how mean I am after losing a bet in pool, AND have to listen to a jazz album. He always calls me buddy when hanging up, wtf.

Played games with Luke, he taught me how to play Go. I got so attached at the end, I really didn't want him to go. The same thing happened with the last bisexual leftist I met... I just always need them.

Woke up, had lunch. Played pool on Roblox. Had therapy. Stayed one hour on the treadmill and burned 140 calories. Showered, and decorated my headphones. Played Roblox.

Woke up, had lunch. When Martina ran out of candy we shared my popsicle. Played Roblox.

Met this dude on Roblox, his name is Luke, he is super smart. He's from Florida, which ew, but he's a leftist. I beat him in chess, oh, the flavor. We were playing a game where he found a pine tree air freshener on the ground, but when he handed it to me i was able to fly super fast, in and out the ground. It felt like that pine tree chose me back.

Woke up, had lunch. Had a therapy session with Mônica. Was on the treadmill for an hour and burned 138 calories. Showered, then ate like a bitch. Played Roblox.

Watched the stream.

I went to bed at like eight pm, but kept on waking up from sleep paralysis. Made soup at five am.

Spent the afternoon editing Abra. Talked to Ian again. He told me, once again, that I'm one of the most interesting people he's ever met. And he said "I like the way you treat me, it makes me feel weird - wanted". I have no idea how in the world I made him feel wanted. Anyway, he's way too emotional for me.

Woke up, and had lunch. Soon after I had therapy. We talked about pine trees, and hallucinogens. It was such a nice session. I then made coffee, and went on the treadmill. Stayed there for 60 minutes, and burned 132 calories. After that I showered, and then wrote here. After weeks, Jordan streamed again, it was fun.

Woke up, had lunch. Played Roblox, and took tarot cards for a girl from Jersey, and no, being from Jersey isn't her greatest tragedy. Watched the football game, and had my first football heartbreak. Kitty dislocated her knee dancing to a ballad. Got out of Roblox quite early, but went to sleep late because I spent hours dancing in my bedroom.

Woke up, had lunch. Played Roblox and ate chocolate. Met a guy called Michael, he's from Romania.