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Accidentally posting something on main meant for this blog is like seven heart attacks at once

I have an auditory processing disorder. My friend knows this, has known this for years. I have told her numerous times I cannot understand voice notes yet to this day I still get fuckin sent them because it's 'easier for her'. Like that's so cool I can't actually understand any of that and now you're going to get pissy because I can't. I've told you I can't. I'm getting maybe 1/4 of what you're saying just fucking text me omg.

I had to say goodbye to my pet this week. And in my worst moments im reminded that humans can be kind. Sometimes you're in the worst moment of your life and five different strangers will see you crying with an empty carrier and help you through

People seem to forget in media these days that characters have to be flawed to have growth. They can't be perfect, they're going to be angry, they're going to be assholes and have issues. How are they supposed to grow as people if they have to be perfect cookie cut outs? Omg

It sits innocently on my calender "Delta Vets." Like it's not the day and time I have to say goodbye. Like I'm not counting down the hours, the minutes, the seconds till I take you there and come home without you. How can two words weigh so heavy. I'm not ready to say goodbye.

I want more. I know it's selfish, I know it's not fair but I want more time. I want more time with you, I want you to stay. No amount of time will ever be enough for me to be okay saying goodbye.

My emotional support old man is going to fuckin kill himself isn't he

how are you today? Thanks so much for asking! ! ! I'm going to off myself! : ) ) )

I need you to know that when I ask do you want to talk about it? I always want you to say no

The next person to speak to me is gonna get cried at so hard

I can never be the man I want to be and be loved by my family. I saw the TV glow and had to switch it off