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I want to be a weight lifter??? Like not competitive but like to be strong. This is new. Not really sure where to start.
I also want to be a runner. I use to run a few years ago and stopped because of a knee injury then I did PT and got over it and like ran for real real in PUBLIC and then the summer got too hot and I was a big baby so I stopped lmao
Can I just stop stopping?? K thanks.
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So I’ve made a goal. I’m going to try to be 40-50 lbs down by the end of the year (deadline is 1/1/23)
I’m counting calories, trying to eat intuitively. I’m 10000% ditching WW. The point system really really fucked up my view of food as good vs bad.
I’m incorporating exercise. I’m finally at a point after my lumpectomy where I can exercise without pain! I’m starting slow- walking every day after work. In a few weeks I’ll add more strength and dance back in.
I’ll go back to weighing daily. I got one of those new Renpho scales where it gives me stats on my health.
I’m going to make an appointment with my general doctor for a check up but I’ll make it be in a few months so hopefully I can see some change there and if I’m still struggling I’ll talk to them about it. Maybe test to make sure everything is working properly.
I’m looking into therapy. I need to really dig into my obesity / food issues. I need help digging up some of the stuff I’ve buried so I can help myself heal better.
Right now I’m contemplating the WLS. I’m the one stalling now. I need to fill out the form for my old therapist or be able to release info on me and I’ve dragged my feet on if. Right now I really want to get healthy and build healthy habits because I want to be a mama soon! If I have WLS then I can’t really consider it for 2-3 years… and I don’t really want to wait that long with all my other fertility issues.
I remember the first time I hated my body. I was four years old. I was at home preparing for my first dance recital. My mom was doing my hair and getting me dressed in a bright purple sequence tutu. I remember looking at myself in the mirror and crying. I remember my mom telling me it was normal to be nervous before performing, that she use to be nervous too. I wasn’t nervous about being on stage or the lights, I hated my body because it felt different than the other girls in the class. I didn’t want to be looked at as weird or people to think something was wrong with me. I was fat. Not obese, not yet at least. But there was a visible difference in my body vs the other girls in the class. I wasn’t stick skinny and short, I was tall and wide. Later in life my mom would tell me that it’s genetic, that all the women in my family are “big-boned” that the other girls and boys will catch up. It’s hard spending your whole life hating yourself. Saying that the only attractive quality is your sense of humor. I made myself the “fat funny friend” because there was nothing else for me to be. I was never an ingenue. I was the comic relief. The only plus sized representation that was “worthy of love” in the media was Tracy Turnblad.
I’ve spent years dieting. I’ve tried counting points and calories and macros. I know it is suppose to work, you’re suppose to lose weight in a deficit. I rarely ever eat outside my deficit… so why does the weight cling to me? I’ve been to doctors and I’ve been tested. I’m not diabetic, I don’t have a thyroid issue, I don’t have PCOS. So what’s wrong with me??
I’ve made the decision to do weight loss surgery. I don’t want to live like this anymore. And I know I will be changing everything in my life. I’ll have to count calories still and work out more consistently. I can do it. I’m mostly worried about the stigma surrounding it. It’s hard telling people that you’re doing this. People see it as weak like I’m not capable of doing it myself because I’m lazy. I’ve tried and tried everything. I’ve run out of options.
I got this!!
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Round 2 let's go! Gotta get the walk in before rain!
Walked the exterior of my office building today! Now that was a well spent lunch!
WEIGH IN DAY
Down 1 pound!!!
It's a great day!
Let's make it a great week!
My husband did not find this funny. I found it hilarious.
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Am I feeling good??
SO GOOD!
I am down on the scale today and tomorrow is weigh in day so... HOLLA ya gurl is back.
One thing I dont feel good about is that i didn't work out much this week. Only 1 day of physical activity. But i made a lot of really good and concious food choices this week and I think it will pay off. I'm so excited for tomorrow morning. I WILL ROCK IT.
Veni. Vidi. Vici.
GUYS
Lost weight 2 weeks in a row after a summer of small gains and staying the same.
I broke my pattern!!!
I'm sooo happy.
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Weigh in
I am up 2.2 pounds from last week.
Decisions I made that got me here:
Stress eating an entire box of Russell Stovers. Alone. (The box was ment to last a few months)
Stress eating candy at work. (I work in HR for a Chocolate company. I have a stressful job in a company that makes something that *feels good*)
I tracked, but because I stress ate, i didn't track the stress eating
I literally did 1 active thing this week: yoga.
I need to recognize my problems and change them.
Today I finally had my "why" moment:
After almost 1 complete year on Weight Watchers, I had my moment. I went to Hershey Park with my boyfriend and I found another rollercoaster that I cannot fit on. Before today I had one coaster I couldn't ride and I blamed it on the way the ride was built (it pinched my hips alot). This is different. This is changing me. I am making a new game plan. I will succeed.
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