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Since I was maybe 12-13, when other boys my age were looking and hooking up with girls, I was getting attracted to those boys. Imagining myself as their girlfriend, planning our wedding in my head, thinking of wearing bridal wear and lingerie.

And then as I grew the feeling of becoming a wife started becoming stronger and stronger. Craving for a man's attention, his love, his touch.

So much so that I want him to bury his seed inside me, the seed that I carry inside my "womb", nourish it for 9 months. It grows inside me making me grow in size. All this while my man taking care of "us".

And when the time comes, I make him a father, and I become a mom.

And I'll do this again and again with him.

I love to recreate the hottest scenes and images from porn.

Some may call it voyeurism. I just think it's really fucking hot.

Most of them are pictures and videos of me dressed up like a sissy faggot and taking a dildo in my mouth or ass, sometimes one in each. Sometimes two at a time.

But the best are definitely my albums with real men. A real cock in my mouth. A real dick fucking my boipussy. Wearing jewelry, makeup, and lingerie far sluttier than any girl I've been with.

Sometimes taking photos with a real man is hard because they just want to cum and not worry about a camera. Some don't want their face or tattoos in the photos, especially if they're married men. The ones that are cool with it always want a copy of what I take but I want to keep them all private.

With the lights on and a camera recording, some men feel the need to take their own pictures. Even if I ask them to delete them, I know they won't.

Even if I'm a secret sissy, I know there's more than a few guys with compromising photos of me passionately giving a sloppy blowjob. Videos of me getting my ass stretched and gaped by a real man's cock. Pictures of me covered in cum, dripping it off my chin or down my leg.

Any one of these getting out could devastate my career. Ruin my relationships. Turn my life completely upside down.