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Since I was maybe 12-13, when other boys my age were looking and hooking up with girls, I was getting attracted to those boys. Imagining myself as their girlfriend, planning our wedding in my head, thinking of wearing bridal wear and lingerie.

And then as I grew the feeling of becoming a wife started becoming stronger and stronger. Craving for a man's attention, his love, his touch.

So much so that I want him to bury his seed inside me, the seed that I carry inside my "womb", nourish it for 9 months. It grows inside me making me grow in size. All this while my man taking care of "us".

And when the time comes, I make him a father, and I become a mom.

And I'll do this again and again with him.