for madmen only

My favourite hobby is gaslighting myself into thinking I'll be fine

Do y’all think siblings in medieval times would look at the little beasts in illuminated manuscripts and point at each other like ‘ha! ‘Tis thou!’

Hamsterdam

Kontent

Theres no fukin betterer way zum flyen.

as soon as the internet decided depression and anxiety were the everyman mental illnesses and therefore not to be taken seriously we were all fucked tbh bc the fact that i have to feel embarrassed to admit i have debilitating anxiety because people will think im just an uwu dont call me out coward is ridiculous. its insane that i have to clarify that my depressive episodes are like life threatening and not whatever dipshit dumbed down idea of depression people seem to have like oh yeah i just wanna watch netflix and eat ice cream and not text people back. like bro i think im the devil

like maybe depression and anxiety are household names now but they do still kill people. like. theres a reason they fucking kill people.

its like i always say. at least theres bisexuality

january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

I haven't cried as much as I could this month bc it is all so very confusing and I've been sort of holding back ? Like trying to stay numb if I can? idk everyone around me seems to me so motivated and happy for the next year and I just feel like it's all downhill from here