NOT SO SECRET ADMIRER โ T.F.
[ SUM ] โ college soccer coach toji has a secret admirer. but how secret is it when most of the highlights in the school paper are photos of him, instead of the players scoring goals?
[ TAGS ] โ MDNI 18+ ONLY. nsfw. piv. raw. unprotected. age gap (mid 30s x early 20s). slight exhibitionism. HEAVY CREAMPIE. FAT BULGE. spanking. CUNNILINGUS. oral f!recieving. dacryphilia. reader kinda freaky. thick dark sexy HAPPY TRAIL. nudity. SHOWER SEX. SCENT KINK. pet names. spitting. wc: 19.1k
[ A/N ] โ inspired by coach!toji from my fratkuna series. I was gooning too much whenever Iโd mention him soooo
photo-journalism can mean many things. at its core though is documentation and being present. itโs about recording what happens so it doesnโt vanish into the noise of the world. and thatโs what youโve been doing since you started uni.
working for the school newspaper means covering everything that matters to the university. big events, games, and when you attend a school with a division 1 soccer team, thatโs ranked the top of the country, it means your weekends are spent on the sidelines of the pitch. floodlights humming overhead, cleats tearing into the turf, and the air sharp with anticipation.
everyoneโs eyes are on the match, on the players, the scoreline, and the inevitable victory. everyoneโs, except yours.
your lens has a habit of drifting. and it always finds him on the sidelines, the head coach.
standing just outside the white chalk lines. shaggy raven hair that never looks styled, stubble he clearly forgotโor chose notโto shave that morning. his infamous scar pulling at his lips as he shouts. he wears the same black team jacket unzipped, sleeves rolled up his thick forearms. when he folds his arms or gestures sharply toward the field, you always catch his muscles shifting beneath the fabric, veins flexing making it so impossible to ignore.
itโs just a photographerโs eye for striking subjects. for sureโฆ.
he beautifully contrasts against the chaos of the gameโฆeven if heโs shouting, or breaking his clipboardโฆ. still, you capture him mid-shout, mid-thought, jaw clenched as heโs holding the entire team together.
and then later, when the photos run, and his photos dominate the highlights more than the actual goal, well, you pretend not to notice how often your name sits beneath them in a small, neat printed font.
he doesnโt know you. youโre just another person with a camera on the sidelines. youโre just another face in a sea of professional press badges, not just one of the universities many photographers. but you know him. you know the way his brows pinch when one of his players gets injured, the way his mouth twitches when his team scores, and the way he exhales with relief when the game ends.
and you keep clicking the shutter buttonโ
โagain?!โ the head editor exclaims. โyou didnโt get the goal?โ
โI did!โ you huff, glaring at the senior grad student who basically runs the entire school newspaper.
โnot the first one, the final goal! the one scored by the universities ace! sukunaโโ
โgod forbid i missed a shot, I basically got everything else, plus Iโm not the only one taking photos on the pitch. donโt you have other photographers?โ you tsk, arms crossed.
he glares at you behind his desk, clicking through the photos youโd uploaded. โyou got every single expression of the damn coach,โ he mutters under his breath, clicking through one of toji shouting, then another of him spitting on the grass, then another of him scratching his jawโ
you nibble on your cheek, slouching slightly in the seat.
โyou hate when we use someone elseโs photos,โ he adds, licking his teeth as he finally gets to your photos of the actual players. and they were spectacular. the action shots were perfect, you can see the sweat dribbling down their foreheads.
โbecause itโs my job,โ you mutter, glancing at your editor who frowns when the photos return back to the head coach.
โunbelievable,โ he mumbles, exhaling slowly as he sits back in his seat. โyouโre killing me.โ
your heel kicks the floor. this wasnโt a first. this happens almost every time. your lens just happens to drift away from the ball and fall on the head coach.
even with fans shouting in the stands, and the other cameras flashing in the other direction. your camera canโt help but find coach toji in the chaos. he was just as important as the team. heโs acting like toji isnโt mentioned a million times in the articles! god forbid you want him getting his flowers. but your editor wasnโt very appreciative of your sympathies.
โweโre going with these three, and taking one from the other photographers for the final goal you didnโt get,โ he sighs, showing you your three photos, one of the team celebrating, another of satoru gojo sprinting across the field with the ball, and of course, the final โ and in your opinion the best โ of head coach toji standing with his muscular arms crossed at the start of the second half.
your editor rolls his eyes turning his screen back to him. โif you bring another folder and itโs seventy percent of this damn coach, Iโll drop you and pull noah up.โ
the threat has you lowering your head and muttering a hesitate okay, because at the end of the day, you were the only photographer that worked full time for the paper, and you go to every single match. the rest are focused on other stories, or working their way to become editors.
while you liked photo-journalism more. it helped, that on weekends, you got someone to admire. and your editor was not the only one thatโs noticed.
โwhat the hell, youโve got to be kidding me,โ geto huffs, snatching the paper from gojo as he sits on the pitch. โwhy am I never in these damn fucking articles??โ he huffs with anger
โscore more goals,โ gojo sticks his tongue out, just to get kicked harshly by his friend.
โI fucking scored this game,โ geto snaps, grumbling even more as he flips through the paper, seeing the team celebrating.
sukuna chugs his water behind them, โmy picture sucks ass,โ he grumbles, spitting the water right beside their goalie making him jerk back in annoyance. โyou didnโt score, but I get the shit picture?โ he snaps lowly at gojo.
geto frowns, โI scored, and at least you get a picture.โ
gojo chuckles, pointing at the next photo, making the entire team roll their eyes simultaneously.
โsome things never change,โ one teammate, yuno, mutters. his hands are on his hips as him and the rest of the team glare at the immaculate, pristine, jaw-dropping photo captured of their strict, grumpy, nicotine addicted head coach, toji.
sukuna snarls as geto looks like heโs going to fucking tear out his luscious black hair. โfucking unbelievable.โ
gojo snorts even louder, snatching the paper just to wave it from his place on the ground towards toji, whoโd just gotten off the phone. โcoach! youโre mogging the cameras again!โ
tojiโs brows pinch until he notices the photo. and itโs always the same reaction from the head coach. his eyes scan over the photo, then they fall down to the same printed name underneath. โnot bad,โ he casually says, handing back the newspaper like itโs nothing.
but the entire team is seething, with the exception of gojo laughing his ass off.
โI finally figured out who your secret admirer is,โ gojo announces, โitโs definitely the cutie with the charm on her camera and stickers on her flashlight.โ
geto raises a brow โhow dโya know that?โ the rest of the team immediately huddle in.
gojo clears his throat.
โfor the last few games Iโve been purposely fixing my shoes or drinking water on the sidelines where theyโre all huddled up. obviously I ruled out all the old farts, then I narrowed it down to the ladies. then i crossed out the outside press, but itโs hard since I canโt see all their press badgesโbut then i noticed,โ gojo holds up the newspaper, slapping his index finger on your name beneath the photo. the entire team have basically memorized your full name by now. โshe was the only one still photographing the field, BUT it was pointed at coach,โ gojo points to toji.
โAND,โ gojo continues, โshe had this cute little charm on her camera, and this sticker. and itโs definitely your secret admirer,โ gojo confidently smiles.
however, geto scratches his jaw, glancing at gojo then the newspaper. โso which one was her instagram?โ
oh right, gojo rubs his neck in disappointment.
your name under a majority of the gameโs photos started catching the teams attention a couple months ago. your credentials at the bottom of the article was always signed with your first and last name. however, when the team caught on to your not-so secret admiration for their coach, and neglect of the rest of team, they tried stalking you.
yet, they couldnโt find a single social media handle. not your instagram, twitter, tiktok โ even your linkedIn was just the default linkedIn pfp. and the school paper website didnโt have a photo for you. either way, the team was on a mission.
โI donโt think her socials are even under her name,โ gojo admits, making the team groan.
toji, silently watching the ordeal transpire, claps his hands, breaking the gossip. โenough, continue your drills unless ya wanna stay till sunset!โ
once the team finally finishes practice and began packing their gear. neither one of them notices the students enjoying the nice weather on campus, or the girl that take a detours to walk past the field.
your eyes easily fall on your perfect subject. his hand cracks his neck as he stifles a yawn, kicking the soccer ball towards one of the players as they kick it up, tucking it under their arm.
it was a routineโฆ.one that you found yourself subconsciously doing on practice days. you would follow the path down from the quad, until you reach the second soccer field on campus, mainly used for practice and training.
your bag hangs off your shoulder along with your camera โ the lens was downsized to your fixed 24mm and the flash wasnโt on โ thatโs usually how your camera is when you arenโt at events, or games.
it isnโt uncommon to watch the schools infamous soccer team practice. especially when half of them are also part of a fraternity. hell, on the other side of the field were a few girls fawning over the sweaty players.
in other words, you donโt stand out. and youโre unbothered by the hot players that glance your way as they pack their bags. well, until a certain white haired player is squinting across the field, before muttering a quiet โno wayโฆโ
geto gives his friend a look, lifting his duffle over his shoulder as sukuna wipes his face with the hem of his jersey, โwhat?โ he grumbles.
gojoโs bag hit the grass. he locks eyes with you. then he does the worst thing imaginable. he shouts your name.
the entire team snap their necks in your direction. gojo suddenly leads the pack of six foot whatever college men across the field โ their bags drop, cleats half untied, some bare foot. but all on one mission.
you.
the color immediately drains from your face. your body freezes like a deer in headlights. and when the entire team of sweaty, built, hot men crowd the waist-high fence that separate them from you. youโre ultimately stuck.
โyouโre-youโreโโ slightly out of breath and pumped full of adrenaline, gojo heaves out your name. not just a first name, noโyour full government name. โright!?โ
you eyes lazily drag between the men, fixing the strap of your bag, your camera clinking against the side, drawing every manโs attention to the little charm gojo had just described less than an hour ago.
โyeah,โ you manage to exhale, shifting your balance. โdid you need something?โ
โyeah,โ the low voice of the hot headed team captain interrupts. he hadnโt ran with rest of the players, instead he walked up, casual and full of loud confidence. finally making his way across the field, energy drink in hand, glaring right through you as he continues. โwhy the fuck was my picture the only one not taken by you? it looks like shit.โ
you exhale, about to answer when another one cuts in.
โwhy havenโt you taken one of me? the game last month was my debut and you didnโt get me going on the pitchโโ
โI liked that shot you got of me whenโโ
โcan you get my good side next timeโโ
โwhy did youโโ
โcan youโโ
โyou didnโt get my goal!โ geto manages to dogpile. all the men yell complaints and compliments, overwhelming you with critiques. until youโre frowning, glaring harshly at the group of men youโd watched from a distance since your freshman year.
โI donโt work for you guys,โ you finally snap. your words are cold making the men frown. โI work for the schools paper, and they choose the photos, not me.โ
โand yet coach is in every single one of em?โ geto bites back, and thatโs when they all catch the slight surprise that crosses your face.
gojo smirks, leaning over the fence, getting close as he tilts his head. โseems like a majority of your photos have our coach. itโs like your editor canโt help but be forced to put him in.โ
you feel your stomach churn, glancing between the sharp sapphire eyes. โthatโs not how it works,โ you mutter.
you did not expect your first interaction with the soccer team to be this. accusing you of favoritism. you can practically feel all their eyes on you, like they knew exactly who you are, even if this is your first time speaking to them.
โsure looks like it,โ sukuna drawls, smirking wide when he sees you shift uncomfortably. โyou like our coach or somethin?โ
โof course she does,โ getoโs smooth voice cuts in. โdo you get all hot lookin at coach toji?โ
you swallow thickly, pushing down the heat crawling up your neck to glare at the men. โyou guys are disgusting,โ you spit, but the men donโt falter, instead they continue gloating and poking.
โwe just wanna get to know you. youโve been takinโ our pics for months, we canโt have a chat now?โ geto cuts.
they were quietly impressed with your composure. your poker face wouldโve been perfect if not for the slight fidgeting youโre doing with your bag and camera strap. either way, your glare was mean, unwavering untilโ
โcut it out.โ
the sharp voice slices through the team. then, one strong palm shoves gojo into geto, and the rest of the team topple on each other like dominos. the head coach plants himself between the fence, his team, and you.
โi forget youโre all a couple children,โ toji tsks, his arms are crossed standing like a lone knight keeping a pack a wolves from a poor princess.
your heart slams against your rib cage. all your composure evaporates into thin air, struggling to catch your breath. this was the closest youโve gotten to the head coach. you can practically smell the mixture of his cologne and natural musk. your cheeks grow hotter by the second, completely dazed and loosing all other senses, unaware that practically half the team noticed your sudden shift.
gojo elbows geto eyeing the way your pupils basically turn into bright pink hearts. even your lips look more glossy from the drool collecting in your mouth.
theyโd never seen anything like it, and for their coach of all people?!
youโre caught up in gawking at the huge man, eyeing his wide shoulders, the veins straining from his compression shirt, his shirt clinging to every muscle that could break you in a blink of an eye โ that you miss his short lecture towards his boys to quit scaring off a young woman, all to end with him shoutingโ
โten more laps!โ
the teamโs eyes bulge, jaws dropping in shock, and quickly follow up with a spew of complaints.
โya heard coach!โ sukuna, the hot-headed captain, interrupts. and if the team wasnโt scared of their coach, they definitely had a reason to be with their captain. they ultimately drop their things and start their laps. however, sukuna hangs back at bit, โI didnโt even say shโโ
โyou were late to practice, so you were gonna do the laps anyways,โ toji cuts, earning a loud tsk from the tattooed captain. his duffle drops on the floor dramatically, eyes flicking towards yours, which โ no surprise โ havenโt left the coachโs profile, and with his own groan, his cleats hit the grass starting his lap.
with the entire team running lapsโฆ.youโre left alone.
coach toji doesnโt move.
instead, he leans against the fence, strong arms crossing. youโre barely a foot behind him, close enough that the scent of grass and dizzy cologne reaches you when he shifts his weight. close enough that your brain short-circuits again.
then he looks over his shoulder.
itโs not rushed or sharp. it was an easy turn of his head, his dark emerald eyes flick to you with calm, assessing. and up close, heโs worse. heโs broader than he looks from the sidelines, his stubble shadowing his jaw feels unfair for a sunday morning. sunlight catches the edge of his cheekbone, and the curve of his mouth makes you stare shamelessly especially when it lifts just slightly. heโs amused by something youโre not aware of yet and you donโt even notice.
your heart stutters.
you practically forget how to stand or how to function like a grown ass adult, instead you feel like someone whoโs just had their fantasy materialize directly in front of them.
heat rushes to your face, your chest tightens, and you pray, desperately, that your expression isnโt as transparent as it feels. you focus on keeping your hands still, even as your pulse flutters wildly under your skin.
and tojiโs gaze lingers. he takes you in like the way someone experienced does, without staring, without shame, just a brief glance that drifts. from your fidgeting fingers, to your necklace trapped between your pretty cleavage, to the tank top that hugs your chest, to the zip up hoodie falling off your soft shoulder. to your lips, wet from the amount of times youโd lick and bit them.
and you still donโt notice it! youโre too busy trying not to melt into the grass beneath your feet. all you register is how hot the space suddenly feels, how solid he seems standing there.
from the field, a player snickers mid-lap. a majority watching the entire interaction, waiting for someone to make a move. gojo snickers as geto analyzes.
you donโt hear any of it, all you know is that the knights are real, and heโs right in front of you, and your carefully maintained composure never stood a chance. especially when his eyes meet yours and his deep, husky, voice sinks into your bones.
โbeen wondering who was seeinโ me like that, sweetheart.โ
you were gone.
s-s-s-sweetheart!?
your heart bursts, veins burning through your skin as your lips part, words falling into the void as your brain struggles to reply.
and he finds it adorable.
college girls are cute, but you, youโre a little pervert. how many photos have you taken of him? and for the past year too? heโs wondered just like his team had, who was behind all those photos. who was oogling him while the best team in the nation was playing right before their eyes?
at first, he was bothered, confused even, how big of a stalker did you have to be to take his photos for months and not introduce yourself?
but now he sees it. the way youโre struggling to find words. the way your eyes flick between his โ surprised even that youโre not shying away from eye contact, but instead, struggling to just respond. like the words are right there, but your dumb brain is getting fried just by his presence. cute.
โIโll try anโ wink next time.โ
he just hammers the nail straight into your heart. your face bursts into flames as you let out a strangled hum like whine, face burning even more. unfortunately, your audience isnโt as silent. instead a few had caught your reaction and were bursting with laughter. a few whistling at their coach.
โsheโs too young for ya, coach!โ
โget someone yโer own age!โ
โcoach, the shy ones are the freakiest!โ
the last one โ somehow โ snapped you back to reality. your glare cut through the field, immediately hitting one of the players making him burst out laughing along with the others around him. your face pulls into a scowl, heart hammering at the teasing youโre receiving from the team. who even are they? they donโt know anything about you!
shy?! you?!!! you scowl in annoyance, eyes rollinโ
โignore em, sweetheart. theyโre just being dicks.โ
fuck.
your face burns hot again, heart hammering against your ribs as you stutter out another nod, fingers gripping your bag as you glance at the head coach again. his green eyes were unbelievably dark, just staring at them, you felt like you were getting dizzy.
the scar on his lip twitches up, leaning an elbow on the fence, his eyes flick down to your camera. โwhat kinda camera is that?โ
your eyes widen, looking down like youโre surprised itโs there. but it seems like he flicks a switch in your brain with that question, because now youโre fumbling to hold the delicate thing in your hands. then you hold it out for him.
a small puff of air leaves his nose in amusement. youโre cute. he turns, reaching his hand out, just for your small ones to place the expensive camera in his. the same one youโd deny your friends from even holding, afraid theyโll drop it.
b-but if coach toji holds itโฆif he wants to hold itโฆwhoโฆwho are you to stop him!!!
your blush only breaks out across your body once you feel your hands brush his, eyes so bright and big even he can see the hearts explode from your irises, fuzzy pink flowers glowing around your head like a cartoon.
โlooks expensive,โ he finally takes his eyes away from you to momentarily examine the camera. it was nice, sony. โbought it yourself?โ
you nod, smiling as you rock on your heels. โit wasโฆโ oh first words, tojiโs eyes flick to you, eyeing your glossy lips as they part. โmy first big purchase,โ you glance at the camera then back up at toji as you point with your manicured index finger, towards the camera. โitโs niceโฆright?โ
well fuck me.
toji chuckles internally. he really canโt read you. from rude (to the team), to shy, to snappy (to the team), to demure, to charmingโall while looking up at him like heโs some shinning knight and not a coach, albeit for the best team in the nation, but still.
his lips curl up, his internal switch already flipped when he shooed the team away, and the smooth voice of his poured out like second nature. โvery nice, sweetheart.โ
you nod, enthusiastically.
god, you were a cutie.
โand you take such good pictures with it too, youโre a natural,โ the sweet words just keep pouring from his mouth like honey, and youโre eating up every drop. your feet manage to carry you closer to the fenceโฆcloser to him.
you wet your glossy lips, leaning close to point at the camera, โit also takes video hereโฆI initially wanted to do more videography, but I stuck with photos. but itโs a nice perk with the cameraโฆand I can shoot in raw and jpeg, so I can edit them afterwards if I want, and uh and I have other lenses too. this one is a fixed one, so it canโt zoom, but I have two other ones that zoom, I usually use those ones for workโฆlike during yourโฆ.games.โ
your rambling was one of, if not, the most attractively adorable things you couldโve done at this moment. especially when youโre oblivious to the light flush that settles in the coachโs stomach as he eyes you down.
his gaze flicks between your fingers on the camera, and your profile from his height. your hair lightly brushโs back from the wind exposing your neck, your perfume reaching his nose.
โcan I try takinโ a pic?โ
your face bursts hot, you feel like itโll melt off as you gawk up at the head coach, before nodding your head frantically, a wide smile pulling at your lips. you try to clear your throat as you turn the camera on for him and take the lens cap off.
โgood?โ he asks.
you just nod again, biting your cheek feeling how wide youโre smiling it almost hurts, but you canโt take your eyes off the way his big hands handle your camera. your biggest crush ever is using your camera!
you contain a squeal as he stands straight. he brings the camera to his eye, before lowering it again, confused. your eyes widen momentarily before realizing heโs struggling and quickly stepping up again.
you lean over the fence. and toji purposely avoids coming down to your height. instead, he watches you hold the fence to stand on your tippy toes, the other gently holds his wrist to ask him to lower the camera just a bit from his eye so you can instruct him. fuck, the confidence to touch him when you were just a jittery mess a second ago.
โthe shutter button is here. if you half press it, itโll auto-focus for youโโ you move to the front of the camera flipping some switch, โjusโ turned it on. but just press down all the way and itโll take the picture,โ you say, mistakenly glancing up from where you are, just to realize that coach tojiโs face is inches from yours. his warm breath fans against your cheek, his scar so close, his lips right there and his eyesโฆ.
you were beyond gone. the steam immediately comes off your face as your eyes turn into big giant hearts. youโre so easy to read it should be illegal.
you fall back on your heels, allowing toji to attempt again. what you werenโt expecting was for him to point the camera at you.
well considering the wider lens, I guess he wants to shoot something closer for more satisfaction. but it caught you slightly off guard, your cheeks flame once more, heart stuttering, but your face immediately lights up.
his lips curve up behind the camera, watching you give him a cute smile, angling your head to tip to the side a bit. people that automatically smile when a camera is pointed at them is definitely a cute trait.
he takes a few quick photos, before pulling the camera back. โhow do I see โem?โ
this time he lowers the camera for you, but keeps it close to his body so youโre still leaning over and up beside him, albeit with the fence between you both.
โah the sun was behind me,โ you realize now looking at the photos. toji hums like he knows what that means (he doesnโt) but he clicks the button to go to the next picture and same thing.
โletโs do it again,โ he says, already pulling the camera back, but your finger quickly reaches out, easily flipping it back to view mode before moving back. toji watches you glance up at the sky, before moving yourself in front of the sun. โsmile fโer me, sweetheart.โ
you were smiling, but nowโtoji chuckles through his nose at your reaction. he knows exactly what heโs doing. he takes one photo, than another.
your smile turns more pose worthy, not so big, but just as beautiful. โyouโre a natural,โ he comments, with full honesty.
your cheeks flush, waving your hand in front of you, โdonโt glaze me.โ
toji snorts, โjusโ saying what I see, not my fault you pose like a model.โ
a model?!
toji notices the way you bite your cheek and the way your hands fidget with your bag. โput the bag down, sweetheart.โ
your heart skips again, the nickname electing a response from you every time. but you oblige, setting your bag on the ground. now without anything to fidget with, your hands carefully clasp behind your back, your navy hoodie completely off your shoulder, exposing the casual white tank top. his eyes glance at the swell of your tits that your bra pushes up. and the sliver of skin that peaks at the bottom.
the wind was like a perfect accessory, blowing a warm spring breeze in your direction brushing your hair again.
you do your best to pose casually, smiling at the camera, eyes low as you stare into the lens, heart beating erratically as you wait for coach toji to finish.
your breath catches momentarily. cheeks stinging and lips parting like a deer in headlights, because you notice it. just briefly, the way toji lowers the camera from his eye, gaze tracking down your figure, eyeing your thighs, then your hips, then your tits.
heโs definitely checking you out.
you glance away, flustered, unaware that toji was now clicking the library to view the photos heโd just taken.
โI think Iโm a pretty good shot,โ he compliments his nonexistent skills, but the light hits you so well.
you smile watching him look at the photos. eyes glued to his lazy smirk, stomach hot and heart fluttering at his short comments. heโs so handsome, you glance at the curve of his nose, the stubble on his cheek. heโs so so pretty.
your mind was getting dizzy, all because coach toji is in front of you, but it made you completely forgetful that if he keeps clicking next, itโll eventually reachโ
โoh.โ
you first notice the slight raise of his brows, then the scar on his lip twitching wider, then the greens of his eyes darkening.
โdid yaโ submit these too, sweetheart?โ
your brows furrow for half a second, then it clicks. you lunge forward.
this canโt be happening!
you immediately cover the screen and take the camera as you hear the coach chuckle. of course youโd forgotten that you had these on your sd card.
staring back at you is a photo of tojiโs fat bulge from the game. you managed to catch the moment he reached down to itch himself, grabbing it. if he saw this one he definitely saw the three before this of the closeups of his lips, his big biceps, his ass when he was fixing his shoes.
your heart is beating in your ears, skin sizzling with embarrassment as your vision starts to narrow. your eyes flick up to the coach in horror, flustered beyond speech. โitโs notโโ you struggle to explain, โyou werenโt supposed to see that. I was just taking oneโthen I someone bumped so like, the camera went downโโ
the rambling was unlike the one before, this one was much more uncoordinated, fueled by your humiliation, anxiety, and desperate attempt at defending yourself to him, so that he doesnโt think youโre some creep.
โI wore that shirt from the match two weeks ago. not this oneโฆ.โ his head tilts, arms folded across his beefy chest. โwhy do you still have โem?โ
the older man is quite unbothered. instead, his chest grew hot, and his mind wandered off imagining this hot college girl laying in her bed, staring at pictures of his crotch with her small fingers playing with her wet little pussy. his eyes flick to your chest again.
your eyes are wide, glancing at your camera.
โI just forgot to format the card,โ you quickly reply, pretty chest rising and falling. โI always forget, and I realize after when Iโm exporting the photos or run out of storageโI delete them, i-i swear!โ
he snorts, head tilting, โyou swear?โ
you nod frantically.
his emerald eyes narrow, tongue poking out to wet his lips, touching his scar. his eyes flick to the camera in your hands. youโre quite the actorโฆ
โokay, Iโll take your word then. you wouldnโt lie to meโฆ?โ his gaze was intimidating, the darkness of his pupils felt like a black hole pulling you in. but somehow you manage to shake your head.
โno, sir.โ
toji holds eye contact, before tearing it away to reach for his phone, โgood girl.โ
your heart beats in your throat, threatening to tear out, but you step forward, eyes big and sad. โsorry, coach.โ thereโs a slight waver in your voice, the manโs eyes widen briefly, chuckling under his breath as he brings a hand up to the crown of your head.
โdonโt worry about it, keep taking photos of me. yaโ make me feel important,โ his comment is punctuated with a flirtatious wink, shooting another arrow straight into your heart.
you were lovestruck the entire trip home. and so unbelievably grateful.
you talked your way out of such incriminating evidence. because how could coach toji know that in truth, you have an entire album of photos just like the ones he saw, that you pull out almost every night to help you cum.
you really should be an actor, you think, blushing at the way he called you good girl. the way he looked at you, the way his fingers brushed yours on the camera โahhhh, you bury your hot face in your hands.
you were in shock for days, heart slamming against your chest and face heating up every time you thought back to the moment.
you were so in your head that you hadnโt even noticed the two athletes walking up behind you on your way out of class, crossing the quad.
itโs like that thing that happens. when youโre finally introduced to someone for the first time, then youโre suddenly seeing them everywhere. thatโs how geto and gojo felt. youโd been under their noses the entire time.
with a lecture of over two hundred students, of course theyโd spot you when you entered today. gojo elbowed his friend, nodding in your direction. getoโs eyes nearly popped.
โwhat the hell?โ geto leans forward, the two men closely watch you enter the lecture hall, walking a few rows down before slipping in. getoโs eyes narrow at the camera you carefully place in your lap as you take out your ipad.
it was like the cards were being dealt out for him perfectly.
โwait, I donโt get it,โ gojo huffs catching up to his friend as the lecture hall empties.
geto tsks, โwhatโs not to get? Iโm gonna bribe her into taking photos of me next game. Iโm fucking tired of being some fucking blurโโ
โyouโve gotten some photos manโโ
โwell i want more. ones where Iโm actually scoring,โ geto huffs, brushing his bang back in frustration.
once the two men hit the pavement outside, they spot you. gojo is tagging along for the fun, while geto is set on a mission. one he conjured up mid-lecture the second he saw you. it was perfect. geniusโ
โwhat?โ your face scrunches in mild disgust. the two men baffle at your reaction, especially at the way youโre looking up at them with narrow, and irritated eyes. your expression isnโt hard to decipher, itโs basically screaming, why tf are you talking to me?
geto licks his teeth, exhaling through his nose, โyou heard me fine, sweetheartโโ
โdonโt call me that.โ
his jaw clenches, repeating his line without the pet name. โthe next two games are the semifinals and then the finals, so Iโll give you access through our manager to join press during the media window two days before the matchesโโ
โI already have access to that through the school paper,โ you give him a look, immediately ticking him off.
โlet me fucking finish will youโโ
โyouโre taking forever and Iโm being cornered,โ you snap back, rolling your eyes at the pretentious athlete. geto bites his tongue, as gojo gasps.
โyouโre not being cornered!โ he states, just to exchange a look with geto as they both see that theyโve steered you off the pavement and against a tree. โnoโweโre just talking.โ
you exhale, glancing back at geto, โwhatever, just finish.โ
geto licks his lips, continuing, โyouโll also get access to our locker room strategy meeting or whatever, and behind the scenes access โ you only do photos, no video or interviews?โ
you shake your head, heart beating just a little quicker because now youโre starting to see the perks. bts access is the one thing university teams can deny since they donโt like any outsiders butting into their strategies or taking them out of โthe zone.โ
that also means you can seeโฆ.coach toji.
gojo and geto both notice the realization crossing your face, especially when your lips part, much more glossy than before. unbelievable.
โbut,โ geto snaps you back, your eyes darting up to meet his, โyou better take some good fucking shots of me during the game. if Iโm not in the fucking paper and insta page, then no deal.โ
you gasp, โdude, youโre literally acting like Iโm the one in charge of that?? itโs my editor that picks the photos to put in the articles.โ
geto tsks, โyet somehow coach is in every single one.โ your jaw clenches, stomach heating up. โtake more photos of me so itโs inevitable. got it?โ
your lip curls in annoyance, eyeing geto, just for gojo to suddenly but inโ
โbut also take some of me, i look so hot in them and i like reposting them on my insta,โ gojo flashes you a smile.
your frown deepens, โthereโs other photographers. you guys know that right?โ
โyours are the only ones they choose and they look better than whoever took sukunaโs,โ gojo snorts, remembering their captains complaints.
nevertheless, geto and gojo wait for you to agree, both men standing with their arms crossed, blocking the spring sun from hitting you.
then a certain captain happens to pass by, noticing his two teammates, and frat brothers.
โthe fuck are you guys doing?โ
the men whip their heads as sukuna steps up, bag slung over his shoulder wearing a backwards baseball cap. and with a quick explanation from his friends, sukuna tsks glancing at you and adding.
โcoach always showers before or after our games.โ
and it was that one bit of information that automatically has you saying: โdeal.โ
โ
you donโt rush setting up. you check your flash, bouncing it once off the ceiling to make sure it wonโt wash anyone out. your fingers move with muscle memory, standing in these rooms plenty of times for the school paper, along with other journalists from the school paper especially for media days, post-game scrums, pre-season press.
so this isnโt new territory.
the room is packed, though. thereโs national outlets mingling with campus press, and clusters of journalists already talking. you hear familiar phrases float past as you move, many talking about the teams unbeaten streak, their goal differentials, their historic season.
familiar names are easily getting tossed around. captain sukuna coming up first, always, and his leadership, and the way he commands the field. gojoโs speed follows after, and his natural talent and eye for goals, then getoโs consistency, his intelligence and composure. someone mentions scouts again, plural this time, and how a few clubs have been hovering around those three all season.
you barely react because youโve heard all of this before, and it was impressive of course, you enjoy it. however, what does get you, embarrassingly, is his name.
every time coach toji is mentionedโhis tactics, his discipline, the way he rebuilt the program and incorporated new strategies โyou feel heat creep up your neck. itโs a soft and traitorous blush that youโre grateful no oneโs looking closely enough to notice you smiling.
you keep your eyes on your camera, pretending to fiddle with a setting you donโt actually need to adjust, reminding yourself that heโs just part of the team. a very effective, very respected part of it.
then finally, the noise dips and the conversations fade into an expectant quiet as the side door opens.
the players file in first, with sukuna at the front, expression unreadable, gojo already grinning, geto calm and observant as ever. everyoneโs cameras lift, and recorders click on. and then he steps in behind them.
coach toji, in a suit.
your face breaks into a hot mess, heart skipping a beat as you eye him through your lens. it fits him too well. dark, sharp, shoulders filling it out like it was tailored perfectly. no team jacket today, no morning stumble. no, he looked clean, with polished shoes, and authority. he guides the team forward eyes sweeping the room calmly.
your flash fires once, professionalism wavering again. how can it not when your knight is walking into the room and reminding you exactly how out of reach he is.
the entire team easily spots you in the front row for the first time. your charm hangs from your camera strap, along with the little sticker on your godox flash. they all know who you are now, so their wasnโt any hiding the way theyโd purposely glance at your camera lens, giving you their best shots.
many of the questions are being directed towards the coach, your eyes focus on his reaction, lens zooming close as he rolls his dress shirt over his forearms. your camera flashes and your cheeks warm. you do this every time. acting like itโs your first time seeing the coach in a suit even though he wears one every semifinals press. but you canโt help it!
journalists throw questions without breath, firing rounds until the set time is up.
โphotographers only, please.โ
the room clears out fast. chairs scrape back, and laptops snap shut. you step forward instinctively, already lifting your camera. the players shift back into place. sukuna straightens, his expression resetting into something stoic. gojo cracks a joke under his breath that earns him a look. geto adjusts his sleeves, calm as ever.
toji moves standing just off to the side at first, arms crossed, smooth dress shirt crinkling over his taut muscles, and unforgiving across his shoulders.
the manager gestures. โletโs get the team all together first.โ
cameras flash as the team pose, all in their uniform. you move easily getting their shots, unaware of the emerald eyes watching your every move.
coach toji noticed you the minute he stepped into the room. however, he remained composed, knowing how many eyes were on him. but now, his eyes sweep over your figure.
your grey dress pants hugging that right ass, and those hips. the tight dress shirt hugged your frame, with the top buttons undone allowing some of your cleavage to be revealed along with your necklace stack. business casual, but heโs sure half the team is looking at your tits. your pretty anklet catching the light as you move in your kitten heels.
โcoach with sukuna,โ the manager says.
toji steps forward.
you track him without thinking, framing the shot as he places a hand lightly at sukunaโs back, guiding him a half-step to the left. your shutter clicks, noticing how easily he steps into your frame, how naturally he fills it. his height just a hair taller than the hot headed captain, at least in your eyes.
โalright, another group photo,โ the manager says.
toji turns, motioning the players in with two fingers. his eyes briefly catch yours making your eyes widen. the team clusters around their coach, heads bowed slightly, listening even though thereโs nothing to hear. he speaks low anyway. you circle to the side, careful, capturing the curve of his shoulder, the way his jaw tightens when he focuses.
tojiโs gaze lifts again, slow and deliberate, landing on you.
why does he keep doing that?!
itโs brief. just a glance that lingers a fraction longer, his eyes flick from your face to the camera in your hands and back again, like heโs remembering the photos he saw on your camera.
you feel heat blooming under your skin, pulse kicking hard enough to throw you off guard. you steady your hands, inhaling subtly, pretending you donโt feel the way the air shifts when he turns slightlyโฆwhen he ends up closer than before, just at the edge of your frame.
โokay, weโre good,โ the manager calls.
the team breaks, the players disperse, but toji stays put for a beat longer, adjusting his sleeve, posture relaxed again, unreadable.
you lower your camera only when itโs over, breath leaving you in a quiet rush you didnโt realize you were holding. you donโt see him glance at you when you step back to check your photos. you also donโt notice the small, satisfied curve of his mouth.
not until youโre feeling a gentle, firm, hand on your waist, and a low voice right against your ear, โsay hi next time. youโre not a stranger anymore.โ
your body immediately catches on fire, eyes snapping to the man like a magnet, heart slamming against your ribs as you watch him pull back, emerald eyes meeting yours.
โright, sweetheart?โ
your face stings, as you nod quickly, heat pooling deep in your stomach, feeling his thumb caress your hip over your shirt. your lips part, mind dizzy as you glance as his strong forearms, heโs towering over you, slightly leaning down to speak to you in quiet whispers.
โIโll see cโya tomorrow, yeah,โ he gives your waist a squeeze as he greets you with a kiss to your cheek like some gentleman. then he walks away. and if you werenโt a mess before, the casual glance he shoots over his shoulder has a third arrow piercing your heart.
you couldnโt contain it anymore. you were consumed by this man. every waking thought was spent daydreaming about himโ his voice, his eyes, his hands, his demeanor. it was intoxicating.
all for you to show up in the lockerroom, the next day, hours before the match. the team is either dressed in their uniforms, or still shirtless, huddling around the white board as they prep for the game.
geto was the second to notice you, after gojo. both their eyes twinkling as they walk up to you. โthey gave you the pass,โ geto nods to the press badge around your neck.
you nod, glancing around the lockerroom. it felt tense, the aura suspenseful as the time ticks closer to when they walk onto the pitch.
โget your vip shots, but you better get my photo,โ geto hushes in your ear.
โand mine!โ gojo blurts, just as a certain coach is stepping out of the steam.
and you feel it. the towel wrapped low around his waist, skin still slick with water that traces unhurried paths down his sculpted torso. his hair is darker when itโs wet, heavier, droplets slide from it and disappear along the hard lines of his shoulders.
your eyes catch his muscles moving when he walks, hard mass, that shifts beneath skin without effort. you swallow thickly, body heating up, stomach fluttering as you catch the trail of dark coarse hair leading down from his navel, and disappearing beneath the towel. your eyes follow it to the bulge you know is under there. your cheeks sting at the thought of it.
you were utterly shameless. as if the two men standing beside arenโt still talking to you. but they immediately recognize the shift in your attitude and notice the steam leaving your face. gojo stifles a laugh, as geto sighs. youโre hopeless.
your eyes follow the scars youโve never seen before. the old pale marks catch the light, etched across his side, his pecs, and back, proof of some life before this one. then he turns just enough and your heart stutters, and your panties soak.
ink blooms along his ribs where the towel dips. the tattoos are sharp and intimate, black against his skin thatโs still flushed from the heat. youโve photographed him dozens of times, from every angle, but youโve never seen a peak of a tattoo.
โhow wet are you right now?โ
the comment snaps you back, glaring straight at the crystal ocean eyes narrowed in amusement.
โdonโt talk to me like that,โ you huff, โIโm working.โ your attitude really is night and day when it comes to anyone else and toji.
gojo blushes, โI love mean girls.โ
you roll your eyes.
โwhatโre you two doing? get the fuck over here,โ sukuna snaps.
the team huddles as the fifteen minute timer starts. and thatโs what you should be photographing, but instead you glance back. toji is now pulling up his pants, wet hair still dripping down the expanse of his back. his eyes catch yours for a second, gaze flicking to your camera, tauntingโฆ
his hand subtly cups his crotch, squeezing his girth just to present you with a size, one that has your lips parting with a shaky exhale, heart pounding as you glance between his emerald eyes and the way his forearms flex when he fixes the waistband of his boxers, pulling the material down just a bit that you catch more of the thick patch of hair at his base seeing a peak of it, before heโs fixing himself again.
and once he zips his pants up, glancing at the team as they huddle for some words from the captain before coach steps in, toji walks to you. just a few feet away, your eyes widen in surprise, heart stuttering as you watch him lean down to greet you with a kiss to your cheek, again!
heโs acting like youโre familiar even though this is just your third interaction with himโฆbut maybe you areโฆ
โthought I told you to say hi next time,โ he says against your ear, pulling away.
your face heats up, โyou wereโฆ.changing.โ
โso?โ
you gulp, eyes flicking between his, heart pounding. heโs so close. your breath catches when his scent hits your nose, sandalwood, oak and something deeper under it. his stubble is darker than yesterday, rougher along his jaw, and you realize youโve been staring for too long when the heat creeps up your neck.
he doesnโt move away though, he stands beside you, attention forward on sukuna as he speaks. focused, and so aware of youโre attention he has to hold back a smirk. and maybe he doesnโt mind messing with you, so his hand remains at your lower back, light, almost absent, but there.
your stomach flips, attention gone. you try to listen, you do. sukuna is talking about positioning, about discipline, about not getting sloppy or something and the room is locking in around you, everyone leaning in. these would be great photosโbut all you can think about is how close he is.
how his hand hasnโt moved, every small shift makes your pulse jump. you keep your eyes forward. you donโt trust yourself to look at him again.
and that gives toji the opportunity to take you in. his pupils dilate just a fraction as his gaze travels down your body. his eyes zero in on the multiple open buttons of your tight dress shirt. youโre not even hiding yourself, and the sliver of skin that peaks between your pants and shirt doesnโt help.
his hand remains over your clothes, heat settling in his stomach when you take a deeper breath and your tits push up, and his eyes shamelessly look down your shirt from his towering height. fuck, he wants a look at that pretty ass tooโ
โcoach! youโre up!โ sukunaโs voice cuts through everything, snapping toji back. your gaze whips with it, catching him off guard as you wait for his next move like anything he touches is gold.
he controls himself, giving your waist that same squeeze before his hand leaves you just like that.
you push down the feeling that hits immediately, sharp and cold. but now you can finally breathe properly when he steps away. he moves past the players without rushing โ a few of the boys let their eyes roam over youโ toji adjusts his sleeve ignoring the feeling bubbling up when he notices them. and then heโs at the front.
he doesnโt raise his voice, doesnโt need to now, but he usually gets to that point around the halfway mark. but this was the first time youโre seeing him speak in privateโฆand when he speaks, they all listenโevery single one of them.
gojo notices, gossip second nature to him. but the quick glance your way already has a grin tugging at his mouth before he nudges geto. geto follows his gaze, then sukuna does too, just brieflyโand itโs obvious. painfully obvious. the way your expression softens, the way your attention doesnโt wavers. itโs written all over you.
โsheโs actually really hot,โ gojo comments.
though you wish you could stand there forever, the time finally comes for the team to head to the pitch, and thatโs when the chaos begins.
not just on the fieldโฆbut off it.
the press box is packed, bodies press against you shoulder to shoulder. the field below is relentless. everything fast, and aggressive, and loud enough that the noise bleeds through everything. you always forget how overstimulating and exhilarating semifinal matches are. but you remember the deal you made with the three stars.
your camera moves with them, tracking their plays, snapping multiple shots of them without hesitation, and then catching the moment when things go wrong...
sukuna gets taken down hard during a penalty shotโand thereโs no whistle. no call.
youโre already shooting when the other team pushes, then scores, and the stadium erupts, but sukuna is on his feet, shouting. the goal should be discounted. the captain was known to be a hot head, but even you could see that the tackle he received was completely brushed off by the ref and he was right.
everyone watches as the team moves forward in defense of sukuna, but also holding him back. the other side meets them just as hard. the crowd shouts as they watch the players shove, yell, and slam into each otherโand through it all you keep shooting. you catch toji too, voice cutting through the chaos as he orders his players to pull sukuna back.
the press talk amongst themselves as halftime quickly breaks up the argument. your feet quickly carry you out of the press box, towards the locker room.
โno locker room access.โ
your jaw tightens immediately irritation flaring hot and sharp.
โI have a different badge,โ you show the security guard your press ID. the one geto gave you.
โno press allowed, do i need to repeat myself?โ the man snaps.
your irritation ticks at your side. fine. whatever. the second you step back, your mind is already running, already circling back to geto. you scoff under your breath, shaking your head as you pace along the corridor, camera swinging lightly at your side.
seriously? all that talk, all that stupid ass convincing, and for what? you were supposed to be there. that was the whole point! you roll your eyes, heat building the longer you think about it, every step feeding into this petty irritation instead of cooling it. were you overreacting โyes, but whateverโif heโs not holding up his end, then why should you?
by the time you make it back up, youโre done. done thinking about it, done entertaining it, done with their stupid deal.
the second half starts and you fall back into rhythm. camera up, focus sharp, and attention on only one thing now, the ballโฆ.
gojo and geto drift near the press box occasionally, clearly expecting something, acknowledgment, a photo, but you donโt even bat an eye. not a look, not a flicker, hell, they might as well not exist.
itโs almost satisfying. almost.
the final whistle blows and the stadium erupts, the first leg ended in a draw, preparing for next game to see whoโll continue. cameras around you go wild, capturing every second of it. the quiet annoyance of both teams, the noise in the crowd. but you donโt. you lower yours, expression flat, already turning away. itโs petty. a little unfair, but still, you walk.
โyouโre not coming to the locker room?โ gojoโs voice follows you, footsteps quick behind yours as you head in the opposite direction.
โwhy would i?โ you snap, sharp, not even slowing. โam i even allowed,โ thereโs an obvious clip in your tone that has gojo confused.
โwhatโre you talking about?โ
โdealโs off.โ
huh?!????
gojo barely has time to react, before youโre walking away.
baffled and utterly confused, gojo makes his way back to the locker rooms. the energy is stiff, sukuna is grumbling under his breath about how embarrassing it was to end their first leg in a draw, geto is lounged beside his bag scrolling on his phone, and toji is in the corner talking to the managers. ugh, does no one care that their personal photographer isnโt taking photos of them???
they do care.
especially when the next paper comes out and the article is filled with photos taken by other people, not you!
โWHY THE FUCK DO I LOOK LIKE THAT!??โ sukuna shouts, entire body fumming as they all sit outside during practice. sukuna is not the only one pissed, geto is practically seething because there isnโt even a single photo of him or gojo.
โwhat is this girlโs problem?! i thought you idiots made a deal with her?!โ sukuna snaps, already in a foul mood, but now itโs worse.
geto licks his teeth, jaw ticking, โwe did.โ
โI told you guys she was pissed that she didnโt come in during halftime,โ gojo throws, as if anyone was listening to him after their shitty match.
โso she throws a tantrum because she didnโt see coachโs dick during halftime?โ sukuna clips.
โshe looked super hot when she was all pissed though,โ gojo throws, โsheโd definitely go for me after she realizes how old coach is.โ
โwhatโs wrong with you?โ geto rolls his eyes, confused how gojo can talk about your looks when you screwed them over. even if he maybe also finds you attractive, it doesnโt negate your shitty attitude.
gojo throws his hands up in defensive, โIโm just calling dibs now.โ
toji, just a few feet away, strides over after noticing the group no longer doing drills. โwhatโs the hold up!โ he grunts, also in a shit mood because of the embarrassing match and then overheating what gojo had said.
โyour stalker fucked us over,โ geto snaps, eyes burning into the school paper. โshe didnโt even get a pic of you.โ
gojoโs eyes light up, โoh shit, yeahโsheโs definitely over you!โ
the paper then hits tojiโs chest, his brows furrowing as he holds it up. his eyes glance over the sports section, and just as geto had stated, there wasnโt a single photo of him, unless youโre counting the wide shot of the field and you see him standing in the corner, but it definitely was a starch contrast from the streak youโd created.
โso?โ toji tosses the paper like itโs nothing, โyou guys playing for the cameras or because you want to win?!โ
the men baffled, gasp and scoff. โwe want to win!โ
โthen get off your fucking asses! I donโt have time to be doing this shit with you all!โ he snaps aggressively, uncharacteristically pissed off, whether itโs because of the teams misdirected frustrations, or something else. either way, the school paper is long forgotten beside their bags and the team is splitting into practice teams.
it doesnโt matterโฆ
it doesnโt matter that you made a deal with suguru geto and satoru gojo. and the captain pushed you to seal that deal with the information about coach โ and they broke it. none of it matters! you still shouldโve taken those photos, especially when youโre receiving an earful from your editor, and then sulking through the week of classes.
โwhatโs your problem,โ your friend, shoko, cuts in, snapping you back to the campus day festival. you were once again sulking on the picnic bench, ice cream melting in the cup as you stare off.
โyouโre gonna get annoyedโฆโ you mutter, brows pinched in agony.
for most passing by, they immediately steered clear of you, not only did you carry a lethal rbf, your words of โagonyโ really translates to, youโll rip someoneโs head off and if looks could kill, everyone would be dead. it was quite funny, considering how youโre pretty sweet when you want to be, shoko quietly thinks. still, most would rather avoid you, thanking the heavens that you stay behind the camera so you donโt interact directly with people.
โdonโt start,โ shoko groans, piecing together the not so subtle mystery.
you frown, โi didnโt even say anything!โ you whine even more, glaring at your ice cream. your pretty camera sits on the table beside you, collecting dust when you should be photographing this event. โI just screwed myself over,โ your tongue laps at the dripping ice cream.
โagreed.โ
your glare snaps to your friend, to which she brushes off with a shrug.
โyou shouldโve taken those photos,โ she starts.
โI knowโฆโ
โthen you wouldโve made your editor happy,โ
โI knowโฆโ
โand then you wouldnโt have to do this event.โ
โI know.โ
โand youโd have more weird pictures of coach toji.โ
your heart drops. eyes snapping to shoko. โwhat?!โ
shoko goes mute. suddenly realizing what she said. โnothing.โ
โpictures?โ you repeat, โI have weird pictures of the coach?? I donโtโwhy would you even say that??โ youโre not subtle at all. and shoko feels guilty at your horrible lying skills, but stillโฆshe confessesโฆ
โyou uploaded photos to your drive, when weโd study together,โ she tries to hold in her laugh as heat crawls up your neck, โlike more than once.โ
you glance away, eyes flicking over your camera, โthatโs it?โ
shoko raises a brow. โyeahโฆwhat do you mean?โ
you look back, โlike thatโs how you know, itโs not like you heard from someone else or anything?โ
shoko shakes her head, โno, who else would know?โ
your cheeks are burning at this point, and it was written all over your face now. the realization hit shoko in seconds. โnoโฆโ youโre silent. โdoes the coach know about your photos?โ
you donโt want to make eye contact.
โhow?!!โ
even though it happened days ago, why is it now starting to feel even more embarrassing. maybe because of your cool headed friends reactionโ โit was an accident.โ
โhow did he find out though?โ shoko pushes.
you cringe, โwellโฆโ you swallow, โwhen I first spoke to him, rememberโฆโ shoko nods, โI let him use my camera because he was interested.โ you pause, reliving the humiliation all over again. โthen he kept swiping to see the pics, and just found themโฆโ your hands slap your face, โthatโs not bad!โ
shoko is getting second hand embarrassment, โdude.โ
โSTOP IM GONNA KILL MYSELF!!โ you cry out, humiliation seeping from your pores.
shoko is trying not to laugh, but itโs quite hard not too, especially when youโre groaning like that. โwhat was his reaction?โ
โI obviously said it was an accident, and he was like whatever and seemed fine,โ you explain quickly, trying to cool the situation. โItโs not bad!โ
โokay okay!!โ shoko laughs, trying to calm your reaction. however, shoko knows about your huge crush, what she didnโt know is about a deal her two friends made with you. heck, she didnโt even know that you interacted with them. not until those two men are standing directly behind you, sweaty and pissed. โwhat the hellโโ
โI guess you donโt know how to keep your word,โ geto spits, bag dropping aggressively on the bench beside you.
you jump, then, your eyes flick over your shoulder, immediately rolling them when you see them. you turn back to shoko.
geto snaps. โthere wasnโt a single photo of us!โ
โnot my problem,โ you scoff, attitude returning in seconds, shoko completely used to it. but sheโs shocked that you know gojo and geto. โnot like you guys even played well.โ
gojoโs vein bulges, โwe played fucking good, we didnโt lose!โ
โyou didnโt win,โ you shrug, cold.
thatโs when gojo and geto both glance up at shoko. shock crossing their expressions. โyou know her?!โ they both point down at you.
shoko raises a brow, โsheโs my friend.โ
โsheโs a bitchโโ geto spits, just to receive the worst glare of his life from you, but he just rolls his eyes. โhow the fuck do you know each other?โ
โI just told you sheโs my friend. youโre the ones that screwed her over.โ shoko takes your side.
gojo gasps, โwe didnโt screw her over! she screwed us over! you saw the paper this weekโnot a single highlight!โ
you glance at shoko, ignoring the men behind you, โhow do you know them?โ
โwe went to high school together,โ shoko throws with a bored wave.
frustrated, geto straddles the bench facing you, his hand falls on top of your camera, immediately making you snap your attention to him.
โheyโโ
โlisten. our deal was that you get access and then we get photos, you didnโt finish your job,โ he keeps a grip on your camera. shoko frowns.
โyou guys didnโt give me accessโi got like ten minutes before the match, then I couldnโt even go in during halftime where everyone was pissed, so whatโs the point?โ you snap, getting in his face.
โthe point is that has nothing to do with me!โ geto shouts, your eyes pierce his in two, but neither of you back down.
โit literally does though!โ
โguys,โ shoko and gojo attempt at intervening, but neither of you will back down. especially when geto wonโt let go of your camera.
โlet go,โ you seethe, hand on the camera as geto flexes, grip strengthening around it.
your heart pounds against your chest, the hot spring sun beats over the four of you, sweat building on your neck while geto scoffs. โyou better take those photos of us this weekโโ
โor what?โ you glare, โare you seriously threatening me?โ you were dripping with ego and confidence, except for the fact that your eyes kept darting to your camera, your poor, expensive, beautiful cameraโ
โis this your first time being threatenedโโ
โthe fuck.โ
the deep, intimidating voice breaks the argument in seconds. getoโs eyes widen as he feels the gravity taken away from him and being lifted off the seat. the collar of his jersey tightens around none other than tojiโs brutal grip.
your eyes break into hearts, grasping your camera before it clatters back on the table, glancing up to see geto gripping his coachโs forearm.
โsince when do you fucking shout at girls. you?!โ toji barks, baffled. sukuna sure, gojo maybe, but geto?!
โI wasnโt fucking shouting, we were talking,โ geto tsks, neck red from embarrassment.
toji shoves him back. geto slams on the bench. you hadnโt realized it but they all looked like they just finished practice, geto and gojo both still in practice uniforms and duffle bags, and coach toji wearing his usual black cargos, and that compression shirt that left nothing to the imagination.
geto scowls, rubbing his back in pain.
โyou were shouting, thatโs why i came overโโ
โshe was shouting at me!โ
โso what!?โ
the table is quiet. a few passerbyโs glance over before quickly walking away. it isnโt a shock to know how unbelievably hot your face is right now. especially when coach toji continues his stern lecture to geto.
โyouโre defending some girl that canโt keep her word, mind you,โ geto mutters, flashing you a glareโhis breath catches. youโre not even looking at him!! shoko stifles another laugh along with gojo, because you really were, truly, unbelievable.
how can you look at someone like that?!? like heโs some idol?! him! a musty ass college coach?!
but none of it mattered, not when tojiโs attention shifts to you!!! a warm heat floods between your legs, as your lips part. then suddenly, you glance awayโฆ
โI actually did shout tooโฆโ you confess, taking accountability. โand kinda screwed them over.โ
gojo, geto, and shoko, stare at you in shock.
toji sighs, like some grown ass man (which he is), his hand settles on his hip as the other scratches his hair like heโs surrounded by immature children and figuring out what the fuck to do with you all. so he decides to confess tooโฆ
โi told security not to allow any outsiders.โ
your heart drops.
โincluding you.โ
oh shit.
the three audience members immediately glance at you, and what none of them, not a single one, expected, is to suddenly see the your eyes tear up.
toji felt a sharp twist in his gut, eyes widening for a moment, before sighing. โit wasnโt personal.โ
your throat feels dry, unable to look away until now. a tear hits your camera. โhow is that not personal,โ you whisper, bottom lip trembling.
shokoโs brows pinch in hurt, at least out of everyone, she knows how much and how long youโve liked this man. and then sulking and nowโ she knows youโre absolutely shattered.
โI needed the team to focus, and youโre press,โ he states like some cold fact, and that hurt even more.
your grip tightens on the camera. โbutโฆโ your not a stranger anymoreโฆ. but you canโt get the words outโฆyour heart pounds loudly in your ears, the heat surrounding you felt suffocating, and your head was growing dizzier by the second. and the only thing spinning in your mind was how fucking embarrassing this is.
โdonโt be upset.โ
you manage a small nod, though another tear falls on the camera, and your body freezes. โhow can i not be upset?โ your small voice catches toji off guard.
youโre standing up, eyes hot with tears, walking past the esteemed coach.
โwait,โ he catches your wrist, โif you have something to say donโt just run away.โ
youโre fuming, your pretty chest rises and falls, the disappointment turning into built up anger, โI donโt have anything to say right now, and itโs stupidโโ your hand twists in his grip. โlet go.โ
he does.
youโre practically heaving, tempted to turn away, especially when the dryness in your throat gets worse. the stinging behind your eyes burns like hell as you try to rip your gaze away from the towering man. you really are stupidโฆ
toji wets his lip, head tilting as if disinterested, but the cooling in his chest says otherwise. why does he have a weak spot for women?
โwe can talk.โ
his words hang in the air. a silent, open invitation for her. itโs a clear sign of his guilt for making this cute college girl cry. he was too blunt, forgetting she isnโt one of his boys.
your hand comes up to the bridge of your nose, quietly recentering yourself as this older coach watches. your shoulders rise with a deep exhale, then inhale.
pull yourself togetherโฆ
you nod. cute.
you swallow the embarrassing lump in your throat, clearing your throat. โcan we talk while walkingโฆI have to work,โ your usual clipped tone used for everyone except him, comes out, but he can hear the slight shakiness.
โsure.โ
gojo, geto, and shoko are left in utter shock. itโs not until you and toji completely disappear into the crowd, do they slowly exchange looks.
โwhatโฆโ
โthe fuck,โ geto finishes shokoโs sentence.
gojo stares baffled, โdid we just set them up?!โ
getoโs brow jumps up, โwhy is he always saving her like some knight?? and he was the one that screwed us all over!!โ
gojo shakes his head in agreement, โnah for real, what the hell, blaming us but itโs all him.โ
geto slouches back in the picnic table, rolling his eyes. โstill,โ he tsks, โshe didnโt have to be so bitchy and not take our pictures. isnโt it her fucking jobโโ
โhey!โ
โow!โ geto feels a slap upside the head from brunette, her eyes harsh. โwhat the hell!โ
โdonโt call girls bitches whatโs wrong with you?!โ shoko huffs, baffled by getoโs attitude.
gojo snickers beside the man, โheโs been like this since he met her.โ
โI havenโt,โ he grits, rolling his eyes at the thought of you. โsheโs just aโshe just gets on my nerves.โ
โreally because she reminds me of you,โ shoko cuts him off. getoโs eyes widen, as gojo breaks into a loud laugh.
โWHAT?!โ
โoh god BAHAHA she does!โ gojoโs obnoxious laugh sounds like knives stabbing his ears.
shoko hums, โshe has that rbf look, intimidating, very blunt, but also so cute with her friends.โ
โcute?โ geto frowns.
gojo smiles, โit comes out when youโre hanging out with ussss.โ gojo and shoko dramatically strike a cute pose. geto tsks.
the campus was packed with students and faculty roaming to booths and small events. it was the universityโs 102nd anniversary, and as memorable as it is for the students to enjoy the activities during this nice spring day, you couldnโt bring yourself to give a shit.
not only did your editor scream at you all week, still pissed about the shit photos you took during the match, he also threatened removal if you didnโt take good photos during this event. and now, after sulking with shoko, then procrastinating some more, you decided youโd be able to take such fanatic pictures while your idol and crush trails beside youโฆ.sure.
toji lets out another sigh, hands in his pockets as he stands to your left watching you snap some shots of laughing students beside a booth.
โitโs not a big deal,โ you mutter, behind the camera. toji notices the twitch in your fingers. โI overreacted, so itโs whatever.โ
toji wets his lip, โsukuna and a couple others jusโ get jumpy with cameras.โ
you hum, looking at the photos you just took. โI understand.โ
โI didnโt know about this deal you did with geto,โ toji admits, hand instinctively coming to your waist and guiding you away from some unaware boys shouting and laughing. your cheeks flush, stepping away from his hand. toji notices. โwe didnโt have a good game anyways.โ
โI know, so it whatever. not a big deal,โ you sigh, heat crawling up your neck. this is so embarrassing, so embarrassing! ugh you really donโt know how to keep a cool head at all when it comes to this coach. you overreacted during the match, then blamed geto for screwing you over, then almost cried because the coach locked you out on purpose, and nowโ
โI feel bad.โ
your heart stops.
toji glances at your manicured nails holding your camera, your cute necklaces dangling on your exposed chest, cleavage glistening from the heat. but then his eyes flick up, and youโre staring at him like heโs holding the entire world.
โI didnโt mean to make you upset,โ his voice is softer, gentler, nothing like how youโve heard him for months, shouting, harsh. your stomach heats up, face stinging.
his hand, unexpectedly, comes up, feeling your hair between his fingers. โyou work hard, and all your pictures come out so niceโฆโ the compliment hits your heart. โbut I couldnโt risk the boys getting distracted.โ
your face suddenly twists, lips pursing and jutting out just a bit, your brows pinch. your dewy makeup makes you look like a fucking doll, he thinks. โI was jusโ gonna take photos in the corner, not interview them,โ you reply harshly.
โyou saw how they are when they talk to you,โ he cuts in. your brow quirks, noticing his sharp inhale. โsweetheart, youโre hot.โ
your face bursts into flames, pupils turning to literal swirls, and brain getting fried in seconds.
what?!
your reaction was priceless. toji controls his smirk, thumb brushing your adorable cheek, glancing at your glossy lips then your eyes. โI know youโre a professional, but most of those boys arenโt, yโ understand?โ
you nod, cheeks sizzling, youโre surprised his thumb isnโt burning.
โso you see why I couldnโt allow you in the locker room then, and i wonโt next time,โ he watches you nod again. god, youโre fucking precious.
then, your tongue wets your bottom lip before speakingโฆ โare they the only ones that wouldโve been distracted?โ
shit. can a grown man really pop a boner that fast?
tojiโs chest heats up, glancing between your pretty eyes filled with hope. this isnโt the first time a younger girl has crushed on him, and it also isnโt the first time heโs nice to one. but what really got him, is the way youโre maintaining eye contact, almost afraid to look away, and youโre holding your ground against him.
โno,โ he admits, โtheyโre not the only ones.โ
oh. your lips curve into a smile toji hasnโt seen before, and his hand flexes in response. you look like youโre going to eat him alive right there, and heโd let you, no questions askedโ
โthatโs good to hear,โ you pull away. you touch your heated cheek with the back of your hand, wetting your lip as you glance over the coachโs flushed face. โyour cheeks are red.โ
what?! his eyes bulge, catching you off guard as you break into a loud laugh.
โtch,โ he looks away, his own hand rubbing down his face. it really is burning out here. but even so, his emerald eyes look through his fingers at this pretty college girl laughing at him and he doesnโt know why his chest warms at the sight.
โI can buy you ice cream. I feel bad now that you had to explain yourself when I was just being the unprofessional one,โ you start, already leading him to the nearest ice cream booth.
your camera hangs over your shoulder as you point to your favorite flavor than glance up at him, he points at the cookies n cream. โoh! I love cookies n cream,โ you say, reaching for your phone to pay.
ding.
your eyes widen as toji pays instead.
โwhaโit was supposed to be my treat, man,โ you huff, accepting the cone he gives you, hand on your lower back as he guides you away from the booth. neither of you batting an eye to the multiple people gawking at the renowned coach of their soccer team, walking around with the hot, rude, student photographer.
โas if Iโd let you pay,โ he snorts.
your brows pinch as you take a lick of your ice cream, the cool sensation leveling your body temperature. your eyes narrow at him as he enjoys his ice cream, grateful to have something that cools the heat building up under his skin. โso not fair,โ you mutter.
โhow come?โ
the two of you walk across the quad, sun still beating down.
โI wanted to use it as an apology,โ you say, โI said that.โ
โyou donโt need to apologize,โ he shrugs, casual, unbothered. you huff again. this time toji smiles, scar twitching up. โyou can pay next time.โ
your heart skips a beat, stomach doing a stupid flip.
โโฆ.next time.โ
toji catches the smile behind your cone, his eyes trailing over the ice cream coating your tongue, your pretty hand wrapped around the waffle as your bracelets clank around your wrists.
โthereโs other things you need to apologize for,โ he coolly says, finding a bench and dropping his weight, eyeing you as you sit close beside him. unashamed.
your brow quirks, eyes narrowing, full body facing him, โwhat other things?โ
toji shrugs, โwe can talk about it next time.โ
โbut I canโt just be left in suspense, thatโll give me anxiety?!โ
toji snorts, loud. his big tongue is finishing the ice cream so quick heโs already eating the cone. โdonโt be anxious,โ he says with his mouth full.
you tsk, rolling your eyes, and you donโt notice the twinkle in the older coachโs eyes. he can definitely see getoโs point about your attitude, but if he leans overโ
your eyes go wide. stomach flipping.
he takes a bold bite of your ice cream, emerald eyes shut, and thick lashes kissing his flushed cheeks. your heart feels like itโll break from your ribs, then, he opens his eyes. he doesnโt pull away yet, instead his tongue cleans his lips, humming in low delight. the heat around you wasnโt helping your own body temperature as it skyrockets.
โtasteโs sweeter than mine,โ his voice his huskier than before, catching you by surprise, and the heat pools between your legs.
โiโโ you canโt even form words! your eyes wonโt tear away from his lips, and your chest is moving erratically because heโs so close.
โdo you want a taste of mine. I took a bite without asking yoโโ
his words cut the minute your lips press against his.
shock prevents him from reacting, eyes going wide. you gave in so quick, sure he was teasing, but still. he could feel the certainty in your kiss, along with the warmth, and anxiety. after a long ten seconds you pull awayโ
you pant against his lips, chest rising and falling, brain scrambled. โi jusโโฆโ your heart is beating loudly in your ears. mind trying to keep up with what your body just did. you kissed him. you kissed the coach. the one youโve been idolizing and photographing for monthsโ
โwe can do it again.โ his free hand tilts your chin up, lips hovering over yours again. his breath is warm. โkiss me.โ
you do.
this time youโre a little bolder. your lips connect with his, soft again, sucking his bottom lip, skillfully. slowly. he brushes your jaw with his thumb, humming in delight just like he did with the ice cream. but the sound goes straight to your core. completely unbothered by the rowdiness of the uni day activities around you. your free hand rests on his thigh, leaning more into the kiss.
โopen,โ you murmur against his lips. you can feel the the shit-eating smirk that breaks his face, groaning just low enough to make the heat furiously spread under your skin.
then, his lips part.
his tongue immediately connects with yours. caressing the wet muscle. he tastes the ice cream, delving a little more. it was just so easy taking control, and your little whines are too sweet for him to stop. his jaw opens wider, taking the lead as you follow. his hand cups the side of your face, unexpectedly possessive, ignoring the alarms sounding off in his head.
you had a crush, youโre fucking adorable, and you kissed him. plus, you make these cute sounds when he shoves his tongue against yours, thumb pressing into your cheek. how could he resist?
your grip against his thigh tightens, his back is pressed fully against the bench, while you were practically leaning over him, trying to swallow him whole.
โbreathe,โ he mutters, lips hovering close, waiting for you to inhale. his scar quirks up, youโre so cute. his thumb brushes your cheekbone again, eyes glancing between your fluttering lashes. โif we keep kissing, Iโll have a problem.โ
your face burns, eyes darting down to the tent pressing up near your hand. and unlike toji, you let your second ice cream of the day melt and fall to the ground. you were a mess. you carefully lean back in your seat, the sudden space between you allowing you to take another deep breath. being near coach toji is intoxicating. itโs not that you didnโt feel like yourself, but you definitely throw all common sense out the door when heโs in front of you.
โare you staying to see the booths and stuff?โ you clear your throat, trying to ease your erratic heartbeat.
toji finds it cute. his hand once cupping your face, slides down to brush the hair off your shoulder, fingers brushing the multiple earrings that dangle from your piercings. youโre much more stylish than he isโฆyour accessories, the cute tank top that hugs your breasts, and embroidered low rise flared jeans.
โnah, gotta drive back home so i can take my son to practice.โ
toji eases, not a single thing can bother him. it was a routine, the subtle throw away line about having a son that scared off many young women, or had them wanting a one night stand with the older dilf. so his eyes flick over you, the second he finishes his sentence.
your freeze.
your blood runs cold, eyes flicking down to his ring finger.
even if youโre looking, you know he isnโt married. you know. youโve been photographing him for months, and not a single time have you ever seen him daunt a ring on his finger.
โthereโs no one waiting for him at home?โ you question, wetting your lip.
tojiโs fingers slide from your earrings to the dried ice cream on your chin. โnah, if Iโm late heโll go to his friends house.โ
you nod, anxiety slowly dissipating. โhow old is he?โ
โten.โ
your eyes light up, โmy nephew is just a year older, thatโs when they get really fun to hang out with,โ your voice is so light and sweet, toji has to shove down the weird somersault his stomach does.
โreally?โ toji is not convinced. โall my son does is give me attitude and bully everything i do.โ
you laugh, waving your hand, โyeah they get super opinionated, but itโs funnyโtrust trust heโs just doing it because youโre an easy target.โ
โIโm an easy target.โ
you nod, waving a hand again, โyour his dad, my brothers and i were the same to our parents.โ
brothers? toji doesnโt comment how that peaks his interest, but he naturally asks, โhow many siblings do you have?โ
โthree older brothers,โ you nod.
damnโฆ.toji hums, that explains your attitude and how you can handle getoโs bitchy moods. what also quietly settles in his mind is how your oldest brother would probably be around his age, considering your nephew is a year older than megumi. is that why youโre easily holding a conversation this longโฆmaybe the age gap isnโt that big thenโฆ
โthey were so freakin bossy, definitely why i pushed to dorm away from them,โ you huff, toji zoning back into your rambling. it was cute watching you talk mindlessly, hands waving making your bracelets clank against each other. the sweat glistened across your skin, making you look eternal, which is amusing since youโre just talking.
but still, toji is the one to lean up this time. his hand settling on your waist as a anchor and he presses a firm kiss to your warm cheek.
your glossy lips part in shock, heart stuttering again. unbothered, toji casually stands up, towering over you as his hand gently settles atop your head. โi haveโta get going, but Iโll see you next week for the match. Iโll also let em know you can come in before and after the game, but not during halftime. okay?โ
you nod.
โIโll see yaโ sweetheart.โ
and with a wink, he solidifies the fourth arrow straight through your heart.
โ
it was very likely that your entire week looked like sunshine and rainbows, all because you had a full on make out session with your idol on a park bench. you couldnโt bring yourself to care much about anything elseโwell except for your job. you had to scramble to get photos after toji left, afraid of staying on your editorโs bad side.
luckily you pulled through, and convinced him to keep you on for the semi final match this coming weekend.
which leads you to your current blissful state. watching toji speak to the team in the locker rooms. unlike last time, you grabbed different shots, smiling every time toji glanced at the camera, but frowning any time any of the other boys looked.
โsurprise surprise, couldnโt stay away too long,โ gojo cooโs after the team breaks to finish changing.
โdonโt bother me or I wonโt take photos of you,โ you throw, eyes flicking up at the tall man.
gojo pouts, โbut Iโm just talking to you,โ his words drag.
geto is scowling a few feet away, jaw tightening and relaxing, until he finally comes up to you. your attitude shifts, eyes narrowing up. geto holds eye contact, chest rising with a subtle inhale. but once he exhales, his shoulders ease, and his eyes close, the fakest smile youโve ever seen graces his naturally attractive features.
โIโm looking forward to seeing your photos after the game.โ
your lips purse, brow quirking. โyeahโฆโ
geto leaves. shortly after, the team gets called out. gojo utters the same line geto had just said, but much more cheerfully, all while toji walks up to you. brow furrowing at the two athletes as they walk towards the exit.
โthey still bothering you?โ
your eyes light up the moment you see him. โsโ fine,โ your pretty lips pull into an easy smile, unexpectedly warming the coachโs heart. is it that easy to smile because of him?
โIโll tell them to fuck off again,โ his voice is naturally deep, hand subconsciously roaming up to the strap of your camera.
you smile, โokay.โ
god, youโre really cute. his hand cups your cheek, leaning down and easily locking lips with you.
youโre immediately caught off guard, but his hand is so firm on your cheek, you just melt. your lashes flutter shut, leaning in more. heโs so big and tall. your cheeks sting, humming against his lips, trying to fight off the butterflies in your stomach. but itโs worse when he pulls away, and your heart leaps into your throat as he brushes his rough thumb against your lip, dragging the spit across the plumpness.
โIโll cโya after.โ he winks.
you barely feel your feet when you step back out onto the field. your camera in hand, strap tight around your neck, everything exactly where it should be, and still, your entire body is giddy.
tojiโฆ.toji toji tojiโ
you press your lips together, trying to fight it down, but itโs useless. your mouth keeps twitching, threatening to break into a smile and you canโt help it! he kissed you. twice now! like it was nothingโ
you snap a shot.
sukunaโs first goal. the team and stadium erupts, and youโre already capturing it, body moving before your thoughts can catch up. you donโt need your editor screaming at you this time, so you shift angles, crouch lower, shoot through. geto lines up for a penalty shot, and you catch that too. the strike, the follow-through, and the way the net snaps back as the ball hits. you donโt miss a second of it.
butโฆinevitablyโฆyour lens driftsโฆto him. you canโt help it!
tojiโs on the sidelines, where he always is. his sleeves are pushed up again, pacing, shouting, running a hand through his hair. you catch the flex of his arm, his biceps bulge and you feel heat pooling between your legs. you catch the drag of his palm across his broad huge chest, the set of his jaw when gojo almost tackles into another player.
you shouldnโt be taking this many photos of him. you know that, but you take them anyway. your chest feels tight with every picture, cheeks still burning, and your smile impossible to get rid of.
halftime comes and goes, and you donโt even try to get into the locker room this time. instead, you linger with the rest of the press, nodding along to conversations, camera hanging loose in your hands. you donโt care. not really. not when your mind keeps replaying itโhis hand on your face, the way he looked at you after, the wink.
the second half starts and youโre back in position immediately. getting more action shots of the playersโugh but you keep stealing other moments tooโฆsmall unnecessary ones. his biceps when he folds his arms. the scratch of his chest. the tilt of his head as he watches the field.
your thoughts donโt stop. why did he kiss you? why did he kiss you again? what is that supposed to mean? is he going to kiss you again??
the spiral doesnโt fully come to an end until the pitch breaks out into celebration. the team is off to the finals!
managers and the rest of the team flood the pitch as the stadium breaks out. you do your best to get the best shots of the team together, and you stay after to capture them talking to journalists, and press. unaware of the coach that slips away.
you follow the team and a couple managers back to the locker room as they continue celebrating. you canโt help the smile about how happy they are, they played well.
โhow was the match?โ geto corners you quickly.
โgood,โ you nod casually, fixing your flash. โyou guys played really well.โ
getoโs brow quirks. thatโs niceโฆ.his lips purse. โI scored.โ he mutters, glancing at the multiple piercings on your ear as you tuck a hair behind it.
โyeah, it was a nice shot,โ your eyes flick over your camera before glancing up to meet his eyes, testing, โyou wanna see?โ
his eyes narrow again, โno.โ
heโs quick to ignore your eye roll, as he points over his shoulder. โcoach is calling for you.โ
you canโt control the way your head whips to geto, then following the direction heโs pointing at. you donโt hesitate, your legs carry you across the locker room, and into the steamed shower room.
your heart hammers against your chest, putting the lens cap back on your camera and carefully sliding it off your shoulder, afraid to step further in until you put it back in your bag.
a single curtain is closed. shower running.
โcoach toji?โ your voice echos.
there a beat of silence, thenโฆ
โthat you, sweetheart?โ
you flush. controlling the smile that breaks your face as you hum, โyeah.โ
the shower is still running, steam collecting in the room. your heart is beating erratically, you barely register anything aside from the fact that coach toji is definitely one hundred percent fully nude just a few feet away. his clothes are laid on his duffle on the bench beside the door.
โsweetheart?โ
you jump. โyeah?โ
โyou gonna come in?โ
you blink. again, then once more. thenโ โWHAT?โ
your screech bounces off the tile floors, making you shrink at how loud you are. but it was a normal reaction. he just asked you if you wanted to come in? how else would you reactโ
โleave your things by my bag,โ he doesnโt even react, like what heโs saying is the most casual kind of flirting. the kissing was one thing, but thisโฆ
your camera is zipped back in your bag, and in seconds, youโre peeling your panties off standing completely naked in the middle of a shower room. goosebumps break out, necklace and bracelets still on as your nipples harden.
whatโre you doing, seriously?
one, this is highly unprofessional (whatever). two, you havenโt even gone a date with this man. and three, w-why would he even ask you to come in?!?! does he like you?! he doesโhe has tooโ
your bare feet pad against the steamed tiles until you reach the curtains. your hands wonโt stop shaking, face burning hot, and lips parting as you let out a shaky exhale. then, you slowly pull back the curtainsโ
โcome in before someone sees you,โ is what you hear just as youโre being dragged into the steaming water, curtain pulled closed behind you.
the steam wraps around your skin instantly, thick and suffocating. your pretty nipples perk up in seconds. and standing right in front of you is the 6โ5 two hundred pound man. water cascading down his body in slow, steady streams. you donโt even realize youโve stopped breathing until your chest tightens, and your hands hover close to his forearm.
youโre so close.
your gaze is eye level with his broad solid chest, rising and falling slow and controlled like none of this affects him. like you standing in front of him naked is something he expected. but your too dazed to care. especially when you follow the droplets sliding over his muscles, catching the shallow lines as you continue going lower, and lower. the heat pools more obviously between your legs as you see the thick patch of dark coarse hairโฆthen you see it.
your face burns hotter, stomach flipping hard making you even dizzier.
his cock twitches under your gaze. your knees almost buckle just at the sight. itโs huge. you have to suppress a whine, lashes fluttering as you feel a strong hand cup your chin.
โsay hi first,โ his voice is unbelievably deep, tearing your gaze away from the monster between his legs. his dark forest green eyes sink into you.
โhi.โ
shit. he bites back a groan, eyes trailing down your naked body. nipples already perky and standing all pretty for him. his hand comes up, cupping the side of your face as he leans down, lips colliding with yours.
you whine immediately. your lips move together, tongues colliding as your hands slide up his muscular chest, feeling the deep ridges of his abs as he holds the side of your face, dominating the kiss.
it was overwhelming, the shower box, his body heat, his cock touching your thigh, it was all making you dizzy in the best ways possible. he pulls away, letting you catch your breath, but he stays close, brushing his lips over yours like itโs not enough. because it isnโt.
โdid anyone see you come in?โ he husks, hand still cradling your face as the other brushes your naked waist, pulling you closer. your skin is so soft under his palm.
โno,โ you shake your head adorably, tongue poking out to wet your lip, โI donโt think so.โ
the older coach hums, his hands freely roaming your side as he nudges your nose with his. โgood,โ is all he adds before he resumes the heated make out.
your tongues collide and caress, jaw falling slack as you moan a little louder when he grips your ass. groaning into your lip when your arms lock around his shoulders, wet chest pressing against his. you were such a sweet tasting girl.
his hand nudges your thigh. โjump.โ
you gasp when he easily picks you up, back already pressed against the tiled wall. the hot water cascades down his back as he continues kissing you. โwere you mad at me?โ
you pull away, breath hot as you glance at his features. heโs so handsome, your hand cups his face, pushing his drenched raven hair back. โwhy would I mad?โ
โbecause I kept ya out during halftime.โ
you shake your head, lips curving as you trace his wet eyebrows, chest rising and falling. โno,โ you drawl, wetting your glossy lips again. โI was jusโ confused about how much you kiss me.โ
his scar tugs up, biting back a smirk threatening to break free. โyou kissed me first.โ
โthat one time.โ
โyou started it,โ he leans close, lips brushing yours, โso you canโt blame me for getting hooked.โ his eyes are lidded. โitโs really hard for me to break bad habits.โ
this time you kiss me.
youโre so unbelievably hungry for this manโs affection, you can ignore all the blaring red light going off in your head. heโs so hot, heโs so big, and heโs so fucking sexy! your mind has been completely and utterly fried and you donโt care.
โfuck, youโre dripping,โ toji husks, his finger collecting your juices from your pussy, groaning at how turned you are. โkissing me makes ya feel that good? your cunt always dripping like a fountain?โ
โyeah-aahโโ your lips part as he shoves a finger inside. he groans against you, chuckling at the choked whines leaving your pretty lips, your nails dig crescents along his shoulder.
his lips trail down your neck, tongue flattening against the wet skin and licking until you squirm a cute whimper. his smirk is impossible to hold back. he sucks a dark bruise as another finger pushes in your fluttering hole.
โc-coachโโ you gasp, lips so wet from spit. you try to look down at his fingers pistoning inside you. every muscle on his body flexing, keeping you up like you weigh nothing, while fingering you against the little shower wall. โfu-fuck, Iโm gonnaโcu-uhmโโ
it really is too much for your obsessed brain.
coach tojiโs fingers are inside you. heโs kissing you like heโs hasnโt pleasured a woman in years. and his groans are going straight to your pussyโ
โI wanโโฆcoachโโ your whine drawls a little longer, thighs shaking, and arms locking around him, head falling to neck.
the older man chuckles close to your ear, voice deep and husky as you fall apart, in his arms. hugging him like heโs your savior. his fingers curl, slowly pumping you through your orgasm. โthat was quick. my baby hasnโt cum in awhile?โ he says as a matter of a fact, but you just hug him closer, lips pulling away to trail kisses up his neck. your fingers coarse through the back of his head, grasping them as you kiss the corner of his mouth.
โitโs bโcause of you, toji.โ you kiss his scar, panting as he pulls his fingers out and lifts you up suddenly, hooking his arm under your knee.
โyou want a good fucking princess?โ
you nod frantically, cheeks dewy and stinging, as you glance over his face then his chest, then you feel his cock between your slick folds.
โitโs a big stretch,โ he mutters against your lips. โyou saw.โ
you nod, nervous stirring at the way heโs preparing you. but you donโt break away. you doubt you physically can, when your mind is only screaming his name over and over.
โI can take it, coach,โ you nod, determined.
โyouโre so fucking cute,โ he snorts, a light blush dusting his cheeks as he kisses your lips in quiet reassurance. โever take a cock this big?โ
you shake your head, water droplets falling from the tips of your hair. your pretty necklaces still wrapped around your neck, all wet and glistening between your perky breasts.
โitโll hurt,โ he strokes himself underneath you, thumb running over his tip multiple times before lining it with your pretty clit and teasing you. โthen youโre gonna cry.โ you gulp, nodding along. โthen youโre gonna tell me to stopโโ
โI wonโt!โ
he snorts. โitโs okay if you do.โ
you shake your head, โI wonโt Iโll be okay. okay coach? I can take it, I wanโ you inside me. please.โ
the tug to his heart is immediate. how can it not be when this cute hot girl is begging him to fuck her? but he canโt even formulate this emotional string thatโs tying him to you. the only physical response coming out is this fucking erection that feels like the most painful shit heโs experienced, twitching after he first spoke to you and then again when you kissed him. surely itโs disgustingโฆ.an older man like him getting that quickly turned onโฆ
but maybe it was the way heโs only felt this tug in his chest one other time in his life, and even if it didnโt end the way he wanted, he never regretted pursuing his baby mama.
so heโs all in right now.
โdeep breath, sweetheart.โ
you inhale sharply, just as toji pushes his engorged tip past the tight rim of your pussy, and you suddenly clenchโ
โshit!โโ
your eyes widen, โI donโt feel anything,โ you mutter, glancing down to see his ears burning a deep shade of red.
โyour cunt squeezed me too early and shoved me out,โ he wets his lips, as he crashes his lips against you. โrelax, baby,โ he husks.
you whine against his dominating mouth, lower body relaxing as he lines up again and the moment you ease up, he snaps his hips in.
โangh!โโ
your jaw slacks, and he continues kissing, groaning at the unbelievable tightness thatโs squeezing every corner of his tip.
โMmm so warm, took me in good,โ he groans, rocking his hips and grabbing a handle of your ass. โyouโre gonna make me feel good?โ
you nod, lips connecting with his, itโs messy, teeth clashing, spit mixing.
tojiโs guttural groan echos through the shower, bouncing off the tiles as he rocks his hips, going in inch by inch, until heโs finally shoving his entire length deep inside your cunt with one mean thrust.
โfhuckโโ he chokes, jaw slacking as you clamp around him again. โfull?โ
you nod, brain scrambled as you glance at your tummy, cheeks stinging at the obvious bulge. โkeep going,โ you pant, securing yourself better as he grunts, pulling out and snapping his hips back.
it was mind numbing, toji holding you up with his strong arms hooked under your knees, hands gripping each ass cheek as he ruts into you like a beast in heat. the squelch and clapping was deafening as it bounced off the walls, the steam enveloping you closer as your whines flow right into his ear.
โnghhhโgettinโ me worked up,โ thrust. โwhen you squeeze me,โ thrust. โwith this tight.โ thrust. โfucking.โ thrust. โcunt!โ
his massive cock is stretching you in ways you never couldโve imagined. his blunt tip slams into your cervix with every thrust. your thighs shake, eyes filling with unshed tears as your nails dig into his tough skin.
โmโ s-sorryโhaah ah coaโahh! it feels sโ fuhhโfuhโme ple-easeeโahh!โ your pretty lips were so glossy, drool coming down as water droplets fall from your pretty breasts with each vicious slam of his hips.
he was unforgiving. and his laugh like groan didnโt help your pussy from fluttering and tightening around his chubby cock. you can feel every thick pulsing vein and ridge. it was numbing your brain to mush. your fingers curled into his hair, tugging as he gives your ass a mean, violent, spank!
โangh!โ your eyes bulge, a wave of heat crashing into you.
toji laughs, gripping your ass as he quickens his pace. โadmit it,โ he husks, voice condensing, and eyes dark with lust. โthis is what yaโ wanted.โ youโre falling apart around his cock, and heโs not slowing down, even as the tears finally break, making you look even more irresistible. youโre gasping like you canโt breathe. โyou always wanted the coach to fuck you. taking those dirty photos of my bulgeโnghh!โ thrust. โimagining how big my dick is.โ thrust. โhow big is it baby, tell me.โ thrust!
you were fucked dumb.
your face is flushed, eyes glossed over, as you whine like a full blown slut. and even with your two orgasms in a matter of minutes. your mind was still screaming one thing: toji.
โcโmon baby, I know youโre still with me,โ he snorts, ears red, and body flushed with sweat as he feels his climax edge closer. โtell meโfuckโhow big is it?โ
your stupid brain catches his words, and your fingers dig into his neck as you gasp and moan, the stimulation of his massive cock slamming into you was ruining you. mentally and physically. it was humiliating. but stillโฆ
โhaahโfuh itsโ itโs so bigโ i wanโ you to cum in me! please โwanโ your cum so bad, wanna feel your big fat cock cum inside my pussy tojiโahh!โ
anothet sharp spank takes your breath away.
toji is at a loss.
his grunts grew louder and thrusts sloppier, until finally, he gave you one final thrust, and stilled. his ass tightens, body pressing you into the tiled walls, face buried in your neck, and teeth sinking into your shoulder. toji completely unravels in the shower, holding up a pretty college girl that whines so beautifully in his ear he thinks heโd never cum this hard again, but sure enoughโ
your adorable whine has him rutting shallow thrusts into your pussy, like a fucking dog. his cum pumping out as he continued stuffing you full, purposely milking out ever drop as his dark wet pubes rubbed against your puffy clit.
you both catch your breath. your lashes wet from tears, as the water from the shower head fills the silence. after a moment, toji pulls away from your neck, his lidded eyes, hypnotizing as he stares up at yours.
you donโt know why you suddenly feel shy. your cheeks burn as the emerald irises bore into your own. lips parting, and a gentle hand coming up to his cheek. you brush back the raven hair flattening against his features, smiling softly when his full face comes into view.
and he couldโve sworn you looked like an actual angel at this moment.
your eyes twinkled above, face illuminating in the dark shower, and body glistening like youโre an eternal being.
โtojiโฆโ the soft call has his heart doing something it hasnโt done in years. and that has his soft cock twitching inside you. โIโm,โ you lean closer, arms wrapping around his shoulder, lips hovering near his, breasts smushed against his chest. your confidence comes back the moment you feel the man lean closer..but you continue. โI hope you donโt thinkโฆi wanted to have sexโฆjust because i thought your dick was really big.โ
toji blinks.
then he does the worst thing ever.
he laughs.
your cheeks sting, watching his head fall back in loud laughter. your hand flys to your face, embarrassed. โIโm being serious!โ you yell.
toji laughs louder, body shaking as he lifts you up, his cock slipping out. he carefully sets your shaky feet down on the wet tile. the height difference returns, making you even more ticked off, your little attitude was oozing out, and his slick cock couldnโt help but twitch against his thigh at your pouting.
god, youโre fucking hot.
he brings your attention back to him. hands cupping your face, tilting your head to look up at him. your brows are pinched together, and lips pulled in a subtle scowl.
toji smirks. โdonโt worry, I know you also took pictures of my face.โ
you flush, rolling your eyes. โthose were accidents.โ
โso you just wanted pictures of my dick?โ
your eyes widen, โno! i told you they were all accidents.โ
toji clicks his tongue, leaning down to your level, making your tummy flip โyouโre fucking cute, but letโs not lie to adults.โ
โIโm an adult though,โ you raise a brow, pushing back, and god if that wasnโt the hottest thing ever.
but still, tojiโs easygoing smile remains on his playful lips, โitโs embarrassing. i understand,โ he softens the blow as your face heats. it was humiliating when he found those pictures, โtaking photos of the coach like that. but nowโs the time to take some accountability.โ
you lick your teeth, eyes boring into him, narrowing. but itโs toji. toji is asking. and you canโt hold back any longerโฆ
you exhale, glancing away, even though heโs still cupping your face. โyeah, obviously I took those photos on purpose,โ your eyes meet. โhappy?โ
water is still running down his shoulders as he keeps your face tucked carefully in his hands like youโre something precious despite the grin threatening to split across his face again.
but then toji smirks. โecstatic.โ
your eyes narrow immediately, โyouโre so annoying.โ
he huffs another laugh under his breath, quieter this time, thumbs brushing over your heated cheeks. standing this close to him is ridiculous now that the adrenalineโs settling. heโs huge. his broad chest still damp against yours, muscles flexing every time he shifts, towering over you while you stand there completely naked except for the necklaces youโre wearing. the little gold chains glisten under the shower head, delicate against flushed skin, and tojiโs eyes flick down to them for a second before returning to your face.
that look in his eyes makes your stomach tighten all over again. he knows heโs not trying to be mocking, or casual like before. itโs fondness.
โthose shots were real creative, sweetheart,โ he says, voice rougher now. โnice and close too.โ
you groan, immediately trying to shove his chest, but he barely moves. โoh my god, can you let it go already?โ
โcanโt,โ he answers easily. โbeen thinkinโ about it for weeks.โ
your face burns hotter. weeks?!
toji watches it happen in real time, watches the attitude crack just enough for embarrassment to slip through, again. and it does something terrible to him. youโre sharp with everyone elseโcool, hard to impress. heโs seen it. seen the way you brush off gojo and geto without a second thought. but with him? you melt.
even now, glaring up at him with your brows pulled tight, lips still swollen from kissing, legs trembling from the multiple orgasms, trying so hard to stay irritated while your body keeps betraying you. itโs fucking adorable.
โdonโt look at me like that,โ you mutter weakly.
โlike what?โ
โlike you know things.โ
his grin widens instantly. โbut i do know things now.โ
what proceeded after was the thirty something year old coach, dropping to his knee and lifting your leg up, burying his face between your legs like a starving man. your lips part in shock.
but still, as toji works your pretty body to another orgasm, tongue shoved inside, cleaning this little pussy up, jaw slack as he gulps down his own cum. your fingers thread through his hair, tugging whenever heโd give your clit a mean rough suck, cheeks hollowing. his hand, grips your ass from behind, squeezing and slapping as he pleased, until you were falling apart.
afterwards, he cleaned you up. this time with some soap. his big hands roamed your body, every crevice and curve, hands massaging your breasts as he had your back pressed to his chest, chuckling when youโd whine. thumbs tugging playfully. hand rubbing between your legs, head tucked in your shoulder as he watches your smaller hands hold his forehead, face hot.
โtoji,โ you whine, embarrassed, as he teasing a finger against your hole again.
โwhat,โ he smirks, watching your reactions, โIโm jusโ cleaning you up.โ
heโs a fucking perv. but still, he teases you through the whole shower, keeping you close to his body and even letting you wash his back, admiring the muscles and ink that decorate his skin.
eventually, he steps out first, keeping you inside so he can grab an extra towel. his own wrapped around his waist.
that was the start of all of it.
three months laterโฆ.
you and shoko are sitting out in the quad. table covered in assignments and forgotten laptops. all while you explained to shoko how your weekend went.
โno, we definitely got along. megumi is so cute!โ you gush about the ten year old, describing how your first meeting went. toji had spoken about you enough to prepare megumi, waiting until the right time to introduce you both.
and now, youโre going to every single one of their soccer games, toji and megumiโs.
and eventually, after another hour passes by. a group of athletes comes walking down the path. covered in sweat, holding their duffles, and behind them is a very hot coach, already breaking into a smile when you jump up.
โtoji!โ
it was a routine. your arms thrown around his shoulders, as he lifts you up with one hand. zero regard for any pda, as he kisses you deeply. smiling as you hum, pecking him over and over.
โwhy do you guys look like that?โ shoko grimaces, looking at gojo and geto who look far worse than the rest of the team that leave.
geto scowls, glaring at his best friend, โfucking coach overhead him again.โ
shoko shakes her head, rolling her eyes, at the white haired idiot. โyou need to stopโโ
โitโs been three months and sheโs not over that old man?!โ
โheโs not even that old!โ shoko defends.
but gojo scowls harder, glancing over his shoulder at you laughing and talking, hands animated, like the man in front of you was holding the world. โitโs always the mean girls.โ
shoko frowns, โyouโre messed up in the head.โ
but even geto narrows his eyes when toji wraps a possessive arm around you, glaring up at the two players.
it was clear as day.
youโre his.
a/n: this was LOONG overdue, mb guys!!! but i hope you all enjoyed it!!! ahhhh i love coach toji sososososo muchโlike its a serious problem, i cant make reader behave normally when its toji, like she has to be obsessed with himmm
anyways, the next oneshot will def be the frat gojo fic! possibly thinking of frat geto after this oneshot too bc i put in some little easter eggs about how they both kinda lean into mean girls so stay tuned! โ (divider by @/strangergraphics)
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