Hard Feelings

A long time ago, there was a woman named Mary Magdalene. Possessed by 7 demons, Jesus christ purified her soul and deemed her his most beloved. Magdalena was the most blessed woman, an apostle to the apostles who envied her… Over the ages, humans grew bitter, jealous and refused this love. They decided to rewrite her as a promiscuous prostitute.

My eyes saw nothing but darkness ahead of me…my ears heard shrieks and my arms felt constant violent tugging of cold hands that desperately tried to drag me into the water with them. The stench of rotting corpses filled my nose.. i couldn’t move… somehow, i knew i was riding the river styx to my doom.

I am such a long way from my ancestors now, i had forgotten that i was without country. I had forgotten i had a lost language.

Hi!

My husband wants a second wife because I can’t have children. We had two boys but they passed away because of the illness that got from my side. I took care of the children myself until their last breath cos my husband couldn’t handle the situation mentally and emotionally. I took them to another country and arranged icu at home with lung ventilator and lots of other equipments. After the children passed away ( at age 2 and 1 respectively)we tried ivf but still were not successful. In the future we can only have a daughter but he says it’s not enough for him. Now he tells me that he wants a second wife because he wants children. He deeply loves me and I love him too. After he said that I was crushed and my heart shattered. And I feel betrayed after all the sacrifices I’ve made for him. I can’t accuse him of being insupportable only that he hurts me emotionally all the time and yell at me for no reason ( just because angry at someone else and I was around to put the anger on me)

My question: can I divorce him? Because I know I will be in pain every day and suffer every day when he gets a second wife. He told me I’m welcome to stay and he will continue taking care of me and loving me when having another wife but if I can’t bear it I’m also welcomed to divorce him.

The fallen angel became a malignant devil. Heaven forbade him prophethood. When invoked, even god was favorable and granted him Lilith in his desolation… Only i remain alone.