untitled
Claire Keane
Discoholic 🪩
EXPECTATIONS
NASA
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
gracie abrams
Xuebing Du
★
$LAYYYTER
Stranger Things
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
Kiana Khansmith
bliss lane
cherry valley forever
shark vs the universe
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from France
seen from Türkiye
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Bulgaria
seen from India
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Bangladesh
seen from United States
seen from Japan
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
@ijustthoughtheavenwouldglow
〰︎ intro / info 〰︎
— Rain, they/them
— 17 / 07
— bpd, depression, audhd, developing ednos
〰︎ mostly just a secret blog lol somewhat vent heavy hence the mental illness list above so beware. Love 2 interact!
Likes ♯
You me and her,NSO,horror, visual novels,animanga, music +
〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎〰︎
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
mfs be like "I can handle your disorders" until your disorders disorder disorderly
Everything was so sweet
Until you tried to kill me.
- love angel syndrome yuuna and AI matching/match discord layout
- color: df718d (ig?)
_ ꒰۪۪ ᩧ ͡ ͡ ◞𓈒 F2U with credit AND Reblogs ^o^𓂃◟ ͜ ᐩ ་།
- examples:
They can't fix me
I have always been diseased
I feel it underneath my skin
But I'm too scared too bleed
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
No desire to eat finally in my locked in era
REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE ÃNÅ ACCOUNT THIS MONTH I NEED MORE ACTIVE MUTUALS!!
I think if my bf founf out I’ve developed an ed id fucking kill myself but i still keep dropping hints sbout it
Guilt follows me like a stray dog
bpd is not knowing if you’re a good person or if you’re a bad person and you’re just gaslighting yourself to believe you’re a good person.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not
I wish nothing more than to rot away. To erase this impure existence for the sake of myself and others. I want to wither away to nothing, to starve out of existence so my disgusting self no longer burdening anyone. Please god let me.
nso pfp + penelope scott url /pos
THR WAY I RUSHED TO OPEN TUMBLR BCS SOMEBODY RECOGNIZEF WHERE MY NAMR IS FROM OMGGG 💞💞💞 TY
I wish I wasn't so sick in the head
I want to be able to love someone properly
regretting shit i said during an episode call that post-bpd clarity
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
What BPD feels like for me
BPD can be a different experience for everyone but I figured I would share a bit of what it’s like for me.
It feels like a constant battle
A battle between my two selves. The rational side and the irrational side. The “good” brain and the “bad” brain as I call them. Being someone who is very self aware, it can complicate things a bit. I know when I’m doing something or feeling something that is irrational, however I can’t stop it. It’s like a part of me takes over and I can’t control it.
It feels as though I’m under constant attack
For me, it always feels as though someone or something is out to get me. My brain is constantly whispering things like “they hate you”, “they only did that to upset you”, “they’re going to betray you”. It always feels like something bad will happen. This leads to much anxiety, anger, and emotional pain.
It feels like I have no identity
I have no clue who I am. This is something I am working on in therapy but it is very difficult. My interests are always shifting and it is hard to recognize myself in photos and my memories. It feels like I am a shell of who I was. Everyday, I feel I have a new calling and purpose and then the next day it’s gone.
It feels like I’m banging on a sound proof window
I keep banging, hoping someone will notice, but everyone just passes by. There are people around but no one seems to see how much I’m struggling. Without physical signs, no one seems to care either. I feel trapped in my mind and I just want out.
It feels like the end of the world
A minor inconvenience to you feels like the end of the world to me. Sadness feels like I’m dying, anger feels like rage, distance feels like abandonment, and pain is always turned into suffering.
I’m curious if anyone has similar experiences or different experiences! I’d love to hear it all :)
i feel like i have to die to be noticed
