mora

was @shittyproblems @shitttyproblems and others got termed again (╥﹏╥) pls reblog so i can find my mutuals!!!

i don't know, feelings like this lead me to make stupid decisions and that's no one's business but mine

i think i need to be inactive

i know it doesn't matter anymore

i don't know how to stop feeling like this i don't know how to feel or what this makes me i don't want to be a bad person

i only know how to hurt people and let others hurt me

not to sound nihilistic but genuinely what's the point of anything, i'm clearly just a bad person and even worse at existing so why keep trying, trying for what or who?

i should be euthanized as a treat

i genuinely feel such disgust towards myself

actually i would like to be beaten up that would help

my blood is still the only beautiful thing about me

my neighbor decided to do drugs and scream all night so i didn't even sleep yay

why sleep when you can stay up and be extremely anxious and paranoid

i remember when my first psychologist asked me what music i listened to i lied and said taylor swift because men whining and screaming wasn't rly an option

idk why is so hard for me to journal but so easy to overshare on the internet